If our heart isn't in what we are doing, it shows. We can't fake heart. Better that we listen to heart-- and do what heart says do, and not do what heart says don't do. We make our biggest mistakes not listening to heart. Or confusing heart with Eros, and waking up in some version of the Wasteland, wondering how we got there. Well. It is too bad we aren't born with experience. Because it takes listening with experience to know what we are hearing. But no one is keeping score, and it doesn't matter how long it takes, and all it takes is waking up, and all waking up takes is experience, so, what's the problem? There is no problem! Live on! Live on!
Everything is moving all the time. The only still point in the entire cosmos is at the very center of ourselves. Finding the core of who we are-- "the face that was ours before our parents were born"-- the qualities, character, virtues/characteristics, proclivities/interests/enthusiasms gifts, genius, spirit/life/vitality that are as our fingerprints and the cones of our irises, unique among all humans who have ever lived, or will ever live, and living out of our individuality in ways that incarnate, express, exhibit, and make plain the person we are in the way we live our life is the Opus we are here to compose, orchestrate and bring forth in the time and place of our living. How are you coming along with that? What would help you with your work?