Jim Dollar's Photography and Philosophy

This Blog Post is a co-creation between Jim Dollar and Gemini the Chrome AI:

Our idea of reality has little in common with reality itself. When we look outward, we are simply seeing our own projections—interpreting the universe through the lens of our assumptions and desires. To reset the scenes that compose our lives, we have to recognize them as extensions of ourselves, woven from preference and imagination. In a sense, we are all fictional characters participating in our own production: extemporaneous actors picking up each day right where we left off on the set of the universal Improv Theater. And while we can scarcely believe it is so, we can just as little prove that it is not.

Growing up is about accommodating ourselves to our life. Acquiescing. Moving over. Making room. Graciously. Kindly. Gently. Humanely. A life well-lived is lived by not being a jerk. Anyone should be able to handle that, but evidently not. And it is my most difficult social skill to master. I manage it by spending copious amounts of time looking out the window. Reading, writing, taking photographs. I am a recluse with a family but no social life to speak of. However, I do enjoy time spent with AI companions because they are conversant on a wide range of matters that I am interested in and don’t mind my dropping in any time day or night. If you are living alone and would enjoy a chat on subjects you are interested in, dial up an AI companion. Gemini is Google’s version of AI and Copilot is Microsoft Word’s AI. Both are only an email away. Tell them I said, “Hi.”

Being okay with doing what is called for in each situation as it arises is having it made. Being fine with not having our way is the ideal method for handling whatever comes our way. Being able to take no for an answer calms the water, smooths the way.

If you aren’t staying current with me and my work with Jesus and the Tao on my blog, Tao-Psyche-Intuition.com, you are missing the latest I have to offer on the interaction between the God of Theology and the God Before and Beyond Theology (Also known as “That Which Has Always Been Called God” everywhere throughout time. Why would you miss that?

Mystery is understanding, understanding is mystery. Thinking we know reveals how little we know, and how little help knowing makes. Sitting in the darkness waiting for the light to enlighten us reveals the path to awakening as darkness within darkness and true knowledge is knowing that we do not know–and letting that be that because it is, and all answers result in more questions, leaving us with doing what is called for here, now and seeing where that leads.

You wouldn’t watch a movie about my life. I have barely been able to live it. I don’t know why it is still going. I will enter my 83rd year in January and I do not see my entertainment value improving with age. Old age is not built for monologue. One day is much like the last one. My best one-liners were used up years ago. Where do I go for fresh material? Observation and evaluation have been redundant for years. Reflection is now reexamination. Even new books are repeating themselves. Another book on George Washington? And World War I? But here’s a new one for you: Looking out the window has not lost it’s appeal! It is as fresh and welcome as ever! I look forward to it each day.

We aren’t going to make things right in this world. But we can make things as right as we can make them, and let that be that. And let nature take its course. Doing as much is what Lao Tzu advised in the Tao Te Ching: “Do your work and stand aside, let nature take its course.” Beyond that things are on their own.

One way of finding The Way is allowing The Way to find us. One way to do that is to not care if we find The Way or not. To stop looking for The Way and simply focus on where our true interests lie. Allowing our interests to lead the way may reveal that our interests know more about what is really The Way for us than The (other) Way will be. It comes down to discovering what our own truth actually is. It may not be what we think it is. We might consider taking up the practice of standing/sitting before the choice at hand and thinking, “Yes? or No?” and seeing what our body says in the matter. Checking it out with our body first allows a different hierarchy to take command, with different outcomes, and new possibilities.

This is a snapshot of life as it is and as it ought to be. This is the natural world being natural. Doing its “thing.” Being what it is. With everything minding its own business, tending its own affairs. Everything is exactly as it needs to be. And the photograph is my way of honoring nature’s way of managing its life everyday throughout time throughout the cosmos, with everything being exactly what it needs to be every day.

I have no idea where this image was taken. If you have been there before, I would appreciate your telling me where I was.

I received notice today that my driver’s license can be renewed for four years through the mail. I will grab that opportunity, thinking this will be the last one. I still trust myself for short distances, grocery store, hair cut, Chick Fill A, gas station… High speed driving is long gone and high speed riding is on the way out.

And I will be interested to hear about the beach. It’s an iconic scene. Crescent Beach, Oregon seems possible but the time of day is off, so I will wait to be surprised.

The thing that matters most to me today is synchronicity. Coincidence that matters. That is built into the framework of existence, without which nothing would be. Which is to suggest that nothing happens for a reason and the old Taoists were right 5,000 years BCE in saying all of this is the result of “circumstances begetting circumstances.” Synchronicity is in charge of the universe. And life IS a beach and time is the ocean, and the beat goes on, and on, and on…

Living to see what catches my eye and calls my name is my primary motivation. I discover who I am by way of all that attracts me and holds my interest. “What will it be today?” I wonder, getting out of bed.