November 02, 2020

04

Peaks of Otter 02 10/29/2019 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Bedford, Virginia
Sincerity and non-contrivance are one thing,
and combine with compassion
to produce an environment conducive to
life,
living
and being alive.

There are not enough sources
of sincerity/non-contrivance and compassion
in my life or yours,
or in the entire world.

It is more like
snatch and grab
and to hell with you
wherever we look.

Plop sincerity/non-contrivance and compassion down
in the middle of that
and you get the Buddha,
and Jesus,
Gandhi and the Dali Lama,
and all of the people
who have kept hope alive
in the darkest nights
we have lived through 
in all the years of our living.

You get people who are remembered
and revered 
for making all the difference
in our lives.
It is our calling
to be one of those people.

All it takes 
is dedication to the task,
and practice,
practice, 
practice.

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03

Nation Ford Road 11/01/2020 — The Nation Ford was a ford across the Catawba River and this is a portion of the road that led to it. First a Native American footpath, it became the highway for all west-bound traffic during the early American expansion years. — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Lake Haigler Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
Take what you get
and do what you can with it--
in light of all things considered, 
particularly what needs to be done
in each situation as it arises.

Don't let your chances stop you
or even slow you down!

"Get in there and do your thing"
no matter what--
in light of what "your thing"
has to offer the present moment.

Our only interest/concern is to be
true to ourselves
within the time and place,
conditions and circumstances,
of our living.

Do not think of achievement,
accomplishment,
advancement,
advantage,
success,
profit,
gain,
or winning.

Live to be who you are,
doing what you do best
with what you have to work with,
right here, right now.

No one can do more than that ever!
And we can always do it.
Don't let anything stop you 
from doing it!
Ever!

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02

Pink Camellia 01 11/01/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina
I do not know if life was invented
to facilitate/enable/assist/speed up seeing,
but,
I am quite confident
that if we live long enough
we all will see all there is to see at last.

Everything becomes clear in time.
We all see what is to be seen eventually.
If we live long enough.

This is a safe hypothesis 
because no one can live long enough 
to test its validity.
We all die--no matter how long we live--
before we see even half
(Okay one half of one percent)
of all there is to see.

Yet, we all parade around,
thinking we see what we look at,
thinking we know what we are doing.
We don't even see ourselves seeing!
We don't even see what we are doing!

A lot of us will not live long enough
to see that we don't see!
Much less, to see what there is to see!
Much less, to see all there is to see!

So, if life was invented to facilitate seeing,
you gotta believe that that before life
things were dark indeed.
Gives me pause to consider
what that means for after life.

If life is the place of seeing,
we better be sitting quietly more often
for longer periods of time,
looking within,
because that is were seeing begins.

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01

Steele Creek 01 11/01/2020 Panorama, an iPhone Photo — I took this handheld with the Spectre Long Exposure App — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Lake Haigler Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
There are no shortcuts to eternal life.

"The shortest way through
is the long way around!"

The "circumambulation of the self"
is what Carl Jung called 
the Hero's Journey.

We are all on the path 
to the Truth at the heart of who we are.
to the "face that was ours
before our parents were born."

As we approach the point 
of full realization,
and quite some time before we arrive,
we will understand that
the Truth at the heart of who we are
is also the Mystery at the heart
of who we are.

Truth is Mystery.
Mystery is Truth.
And that's the Truth.

And we cannot hurry things along.
Things plod along as though
they have all the time in the world.
They do.

Everyone who knows 
knows the same thing
in every generation.

Lao Tzu said a thousand years
before Jesus was born,
"The Tao that can be said/told/explained
is not the eternal Tao."
He was saying "Truth is Mystery,
Mystery is Truth."

500 years later, the Buddha said the same thing.

500 years later, Jesus said the same thing.

The Christ is born in every generation
and says the same thing--
and this has been going on from the first generation,
and will go on to the last generation.

Things plod along as though they have
all the time in the world.
They do.
They must.
Because they are taking us 
where we do not want to go,
and we resist and oppose,
snarl and snort,
buck and bite
all along the way.

The only way to speed up the process
would be to see from the start,
but that's the reason for the process.
We refuse to see from the start,
saying, "What's to see that I don't already see?"

Trump (and his ken) thinks he sees.
But he doesn't see what I see.
I think I see, but I don't see what the Buddha saw.
The Buddha thought he saw...
The Christ thought he saw...
There is always more to be seen 
than is seen,
that is why it is called
"The Mystery at the Heart of Life and Being."

The Mystery is unending and everlasting,
and we will never get to the end of the journey.
There is always more to see
than has been seen.
More to know than has been known.
And always something calling us to do it
in each situation as it arises.

And all we have to work with is
right here, right now.

"So get in there and do your thing,
without looking for profit, recognition,
or reward!"

After all, what's beyond seeing to want?
There is only more seeing
for as far as we can see.

See? 

November 01, 2020

03

Sumac 01 10/28/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina
What is this moment in our day
asking of us?
What is this time and this place in our life
asking of us?

Sit quietly!
Listen!
Feel in your body
what this moment in your day,
what this time and place in your life,
are asking of you,
are calling for.

Learn to read the moment
and the times and places of your life--
not to exploit them
or to profit from them,
but to know what is being called for,
what they need from you.

Sincerity and non-contrivance 
are the ways 
of those who do not come to be served
but to serve--
without an eye out for gain or reward.

The thing is to be completely free
to offer what is needed
without strings attached
or hope for some advantage.
Walking freely and unmoved
by hope of personal benefit
into each moment,
in to all times and places,
puts us at the fulcrum,
the pivot point,
of those moments/times/places,
and positions us to lever the present
into a future that is exactly
what is needed for that present place and time.

This is to have an impact for the good
for no reason.
It is being good for nothing.
That kind of boon is the hope of the world.

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02

22-Acre Woods 08 10/25/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
In the gospels of Matthew and Mark,
Jesus says contradictory
and mutually exclusive things.

In Matthew 12:30, it is like this:
"Those who are not with us
are against us."

And, in Mark 9:40, it is like this:
"Whoever is not against us is with us."

Leaving us in the lurch,
wondering, "Which way IS it?"

This is the absurdity
of a rule-based system
governing relationships.

There are no static,
rigid ways of structuring communities
or societies. 

The truth is that how we live together
comes down to good faith among us,
and how we individually read a situation
and respond to it.

"Sometimes, it is like this,
and sometimes, it is like that."

When is it what,
and how do we know?

We decide.

It may be this way in this moment
and that way in the next.

Equitable,
fair
and just
have to even out over time--
and that is achieved through
awareness and good faith,
around the circle,
across the table,
but it may not be our turn
as often as we think
it ought to be.

The catch, of course,
is with "good faith."
Good faith is beyond the bounds
of rules and laws.

Rumi said,
"If you aren't here with us in good faith,
you are doing terrible damage."

Sincerity,
authenticity
and good faith
are the things upon which
relationship depends.
And they cannot be forced
or contrived.

And that's the plaque in the veins. 

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01

Earthshadow 10/30/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina
When Angeles Arrien says,
"Everybody wants to have their way,"
she is saying,
"Everybody needs to grow up."

The Terrible Two's is where this all begins.

Everything would be fine 
if we only had our way--
and we know how that sounds,
so we tack on
"once in a while"
to take the edge off of
our terminal self-centered-ness,
which is the same thing as
our terminal immaturity
as individuals
and as a species.

People of every culture
and of every religion in every culture
have always projected their 
infantile fantasies onto 
their idea of heaven,
where they will be guaranteed
of having their way at last.

The Hero's Journey is the wake-up call
to our whining and complaining.
The Path that has to be our own path
is nothing more than the way to 
maturity and grace.

The Hero's Journey is growing up
and assuming responsibility for
our own life
and sacrificing our way
for the true good of the whole--
in the manner of those who
"come not to be served but to serve,
and to give their lives to the work
of setting others free from themselves
so that all might be here 
for the good of the whole."

Nothing is ever wrong with us
that growing up some more, again,
wouldn't help.

October 31, 2020

05

Hickory Tree 01 10/24/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
We can expect/demand too much of our life.
Lowering our standards
can improve things immensely.
Giving life a break,
cutting life some slack,
giving life a fresh start,
with fewer shoulds-oughts-musts
to deal with
would be a good move.

Life has a hard job.
Seeing that a world full of people
are pleased with their context
and circumstances
would wear anyone down.

"It's not fair!"
How many times does life hear that 
in a day?
and "Why ME?"

Life could use a holiday.
A day with no moaning,
complaining,
whining,
remonstrating,
sighing,
pouting,
slamming doors
or throwing the car keys...

Maybe we could take life to lunch
and talk about all the things 
we like about the way things are.
A little compassion for life,
isn't asking too much,
given the amount of heat life takes
on an average day.

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04

Trekker Loop 04 10/22/2020 –Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
Our life is a compromise among competing,
contrary,
contradictory,
opposing,
forces/interests--
and we have to work things out
moment-by-moment.

It is our place in our life.
Our role to fill.
Our part to act.

We integrate the polarities
and maintain the tension
among those that cannot be integrated.

We make it work
as well as it can work,
within the givens
and the needs
converging and clashing
in each here and now,
choosing from among our choices
and determining 
where we go from here, now.

How well we do that
tells the tale.

It helps if we have no interests
of our own to serve,
but only the true good of the whole,
with all things taken into account
from all sides
on every dimension,
and everything riding on the outcome.

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03

22-Acre Woods 07 10/15/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
Trust yourself to your life!
Do not strive to force it to be
what it has no business being!

All of our problems 
are brought on 
by willing what cannot be willed.
By trying to have what doesn't belong
in our life.
By trying to get rid of what does belong.
By having no idea
of the destiny that is ours to live,
and no interest in fulfilling a destiny
that isn't what we wish it were.

We cannot dial up "Happy."
We cannot arrange "Meaningful."
We cannot produce "Perfection."

The harder we work to arrange 
the life of our dreams,
the further we drift 
from the life 
that is our life to live.

We get back to the beam
by stopping, looking, listening,
seeing, hearing, knowing, understanding,
realizing, perceiving, awakening,
and changing our relationship
with our life.

We are not the director.
The choreographer.
The conductor.
The One In Charge.
We are a liege servant
pledging filial loyalty 
and allegiance 
to The One Who Knows within.

How do we know what The One Who Knows knows
is the question that defines,
forms
and shapes our life
from this time forth
and forevermore.

We start by trusting ourselves to our life,
and allowing instinct and intuition
to lead the way
moment-by-moment,
sensing what is called for
and doing what needs to be done
with sincerity
and spontaneity--
and without contrivance--
and seeing where it goes.

Like the wind that blows where it will,
we do not know what we will be doing next.
Ours is but to live with the wind in our hair,
enjoying the ride! 

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02

Lake Crandall 10 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill South Carolina
Is this the best we can do?
If not, why not?
If so, who are we kidding?

What would it mean to do better?
Be better?
Get better?

What would constitute improvement?
What is keeping us from improving?

What is our idea of who we need to be?
What do we need?

I think we have no idea of who we need to be.
No idea of what we need.
And, we get in our way
of our getting better
by having ideas of what better would be.

If we only sit down and shut up,
our life will do the rest,
delivering us into the next thing we need
at exactly the right time,
shocking us with its precision
and its idea of what we need to do
to be who we need to be.

We are on a journey 
that can be completed
by realizing we don't know where we are going
and it is never going to end--
which relieves us of all responsibility
except that of looking and listening,
and and being right 
about what is being called for,
and doing it
in each situation as it arises,
without worrying about where it is going.

Show up moment-by-moment-by-moment.
Pay attention to what has heart and meaning.
Speak the truth with compassion,
and without judgment.
Do what needs to be done
with no attachment to the outcome,
and nothing at stake,
nothing to gain and nothing to lose.
And don't take anything
more seriously than it deserves.

These are things anybody can do
at any stage of life,
regardless of conditions,
context
or circumstances,
allowing their life 
to take it from there.

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01

Goodale 18 11/04/2018 Panorama — Goodale State Park, Camden, South Carolina
My idea of the Anima
has nothing to do with sex
and everything to do with life.

I am to be the best woman
I am capable of being,
and must be in order to be fully alive.

I cannot be the best man
I am capable of being
until I can be the best woman
I am capable of being.

I bring the two together--
Animus and Anima--
merging,
blending,
uniting,
integrating
the two into one,
and giving birth
to the miracle of life,
"pouring over,
spilling out,"
in the process,
as a by-product,
a second-thought,
an accident of,
well,
birth.

The same goes for you,
and you,
and you...

I do not know a woman
who is being the best woman
she is capable of being--
much less a man.

I do not know a man 
who is being the best man
he is capable of being--
much less a woman.

And, consequently, I don't know
of a woman who is being the best man
she is capable of being,
or a man who is being the best woman
he is capable of being.

We all settling for being much less
than we are capable of being--
and that is the Original Sin.
Which is also the Unforgivable Sin,
the Unpardonable Sin,
and creates a little bit of hell
wherever we go.

The way out is clearly 
the way of becoming who we are,
androgynous human beings,
male and female,
united within,
as the best male and best female
we can be.

It will take some work, 
but I am confident that we can pull it off.

It will take shedding ourselves
of the "hard values,"
and bringing forth/immersing ourselves 
in the "soft values"
(With values becoming virtues/characteristics
in the process).

The things we shed are things like
domination,
power,
privilege,
profit/gain/advantage/contrivance
at any price...

The things we bring forth are things like
life,
instinct,
intuition,
integrity,
sincerity,
compassion,
good faith,
awareness,
kindness,
gentleness,
peace,
and the kind of presence
that makes all things good...

Get the idea?
Get to work!

October 30, 2020

05

Sanskrit Peace 03 — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection
The Hero's Journey is about
seeking the source of who we are
in the work of reclaiming our Original Nature
and uncovering what is deepest,
truest
and best about us.

It is a psychological journey of discovery,
requiring us to work with our dreams,
engage our fears and desires,
and our obligations to our place in society,
our duty to our country
and to one another.

In completing the journey,
we will have to come to terms 
with our contradictions,
dichotomies 
and polarities,
square up with the realities that restrict
and limit us, 
and deal with the difference between 
metaphorical truth and factual truth.

Our task is to bring ourselves back to life--
as in rebirth/resurrection/renewal-- 
by embracing the Self 
at the center of ourselves,
and returning to our place
in the world of ordinary, 
apparent, 
reality,
in full possession of the 
gifts,
daemon,
virtues,
character,
spirit,
vitality,
balance
and harmony
that are ours to incarnate 
and to share
as a blessing and a grace
and a grounding presence
in the lives of others.

We are the treasure we find,
the boon we recover,
and are glad to offer ourselves
as healer,
teacher,
helper
and guide
to all who may benefit
from our experience
and our life.

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04

Adventure Road 06 10/28/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
The heroic task is living out 
of our own center
within the context 
and circumstances
of our life.

Jesus did that.
The Buddha did that.
Gandhi did that.
Eleanor Roosevelt did that.
Dolly Parton is doing that.
...
The list is long.
But not long enough.
It needs our names
among the others.

Angeles Arrien (Whose 
name is on the list),
said that all the people who have ever lived
have been/are distinguished,
unique,
and set apart from each other
by their fingerprints,
their voice frequencies,
and the color patterns of their eyes.

No two of us are alike.
Not even "identical" twins and triplets. 

What is with the homogenization of the species?
Why the push to be like everyone else?
To spend our life following the other cows
from the barn,
to the pasture
and back to the barn?
To think like everyone else,
believe like everyone else,
see like everyone else
and be a clone of the cultural ideal,
cut off from our heart
and stepping carefully 
in the black cutouts of shoe prints
laid down for us by Those Who Know Best? 

Who knows better than you and I
what is ours to do,
and when and how we need to do it?
Who can hear better than us
the quiet nudges and soft whispers
of our heart and soul?

We betray our genetic makeup 
when we fall in line
and march in step.

We violate our sacred summons
to come forth
and exhibit the 
gifts/daemon/character/virtues/spirit/vitality
that are unique to us
when we "conceal our light 
under a basket"
and refuse the challenge 
to "judge for ourselves what is right."

We have a role to play,
a place to fill,
that are unique to us,
and it is incumbent upon us
to find and live 
the life that is ours to live
within the context and circumstances
of our time upon the earth.

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03

Lake Crandall 12 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
We cannot allow ourselves to live
haphazard lives.
We have to "run a tight ship"
from start to finish--
from beginning to take up
the work of finding our life and living it,
to our last breath along the way.

A "tight ship"
is a disciplined life.
A life lived around,
and based on,
rituals and routines,
a specific "order of the day,"
and regular,
recurring,
practices and procedures.

We don't fall into doing
what we feel like doing
when we feel like doing it.
We do what needs to be done
when it needs to be done
in light of the situations
and circumstances
that develop "of themselves"
in a day.

We live a structured life
within a fluid,
fluctuating,
unstable,
volatile
and unpredictable environment.

It is our way of maintaining
our balance and harmony,
our stability and security,
our vitality, life and spirit
in a world of clashing rocks
and heaving waves on wine dark seas.

And it is up to each of us
to ground ourselves in regular routines
that connect us with the Source of life and being
in ways that nothing can dislodge or threaten
throughout the time left for living.

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02

Flying South — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection
We are constantly creating momentum,
forming Karma
by what we care about
and don't care about
in each moment as it unfolds before us.

We have to live as though we care
about what needs to be cared about
whether we care about it or not.

Living as though we care
is the most important skill
to develop and apply
throughout our life.

A.A.'s slogan captures the essence
of what we are about:
"Fake it until you make it!"
If you get living as though you care down,
no one can tell whether you care or not--
and it won't matter.

Caring shapes your life
around what matters most.
Living as though you care
shapes your life 
around what should matter most.
Either way, we are all better off
by the way you live your life.

Everybody should know by now
what a healthy lifestyle consists of:
No alcohol.
No tobacco.
No drug abuse.
A diet with enough nuts, fruit and vegetables,
low sugar and low fat.
Regular exercise.
Silence.
Creativity.
Reading.
Singing.
Dancing.
Play.

Living as though we care about a healthy lifestyle
transforms the way we live.
Living as though we care about other people
transforms the way life is lived around us.
Before you know it,
the world is a better place
because we are relating to it
as though we care!

We don't have to be sincere
if we fake it well enough!

No one will ever know,
and everyone will benefit.

So, get in there and do your thing
as though doing so is the most important thing 
in your life!
Whether it's real or not 
won't matter at all,
and the impact will be both
real and everlasting!

Fake it like you mean it!
And all will be as well as possible,
which is a lot more than could 
otherwise be said!

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01

Flying North — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection

Angeles Arrien said that if we pronounce "intimacy"
slowly, emphasizing each syllable,
we get:
In
To
Me
See.

How many people 
are we willing to
present ourselves to
on that basis?

Including ourselves?

We like the idea of intimacy
without vulnerability.
Which generally means having sex
with nothing on the line.
Because we don't want anyone
to know who we are,
especially ourselves.

Well.

It all begins with seeing 
what we look at
when we look in the mirror.

We cannot let an act
or an inclination
go by without examination,
exploration
and awareness,
awareness,
awareness!

We cannot be unknown unto ourselves!

The first law of spiritual development is
"Thou Shalt Be Transparent To Thy Self!"
Self-transparency is the foundation,
the impetus
and the goal
of the Hero's Journey.

Which comes as bad news to those
whose first line of defense
is to not-know what we are doing.

We have to look until we see,
listen until we hear,
inquire until we know and understand
what we are doing,
and what that reveals/expresses
about who we are.

We can complete the Hero's Journey
without ever leaving home.

October 29, 2020

02

22-Acre Woods 10 10/28/2020 Panorama — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
We begin to die
when we stop singing,
dancing,
telling,
listening to, 
and being enchanted by,
stories,
spending time with,
and being comforted by,
"the sweet territory of silence"
(Angeles Arrien).

There is a difference
that is more than a difference
(Like a train wreck
is different from a burp)
between being driven by an agenda
and being led
by the soft whispers of our soul.

We live these days from our head.
It used to be,
in the days long gone,
that we lived from our heart.
We have been cut off from our heart
for generations,
and it shows
in the emptiness of our eyes
and the shallowness of our desires
and the impulsive jerkiness of our life.

Maybe this!
Maybe that!
Maybe that over there!
We are all over the place
looking for it,
whatever "it" is,
we don't know,
but "this" isn't it.
We know that much.

What would it take?
We don't know.
We just know that something isn't right
somehow.

We just want to be happy,
as though happiness is something
to be acquired
as a by-product
of the things we buy and do
to make us happy,
and if we are happy,
things must be right
about us and our life.
Right?

Wrong!

Happiness is no indicator
of a life well-lived.
A life well-lived is not attuned
to happy/not-happy.
It has other things on its mind.
Seeing and doing what is called for
here and now, 
for instance.
Listening for the gentle whispers
of soul,
for another.

We don't have time to assess our 
current degree of happiness
when we are living in the service
of heart and soul.
Then, we are busy taking care of business
in the business of being alive.

How to get from here to there:

It's my favorite Joseph Campbell quote:
"That which you see lies far back
in the darkest corner 
of the cave you most don't want to enter."

The Hero's Journey is simply the shift
in perspective from where we are now
to the center of our heart.
But.
That requires the complete transformation
of our relationship with our life.
Meister Eckhart said,
"The greatest and last leave-taking 
is leaving God for God."
I say that the next leave-taking in line
is leaving our life for our Life.

And that is why things are as they are
everywhere we look.

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01

Moonrise 10/17/2013 02 — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Ocracoke Island, Outer Banks, North Carolina
What is the most meaningful thing in your life?
Sit with it.
Walk around it.
Look at it.
Poke it.
Prod it.
Turn it over.
Get to the bottom of it.

Ask all of the questions 
that beg to be asked 
of it,
about it.

Say all of the things
that cry out to be said
about it.
To it.

When did it first become meaningful?
What brought it to your attention?
Who is responsible for getting you
together with it?
What has it brought to life in your life?
How do you honor it?
How much time do you spend with it--
in a day?
A week?
A month?
A year?
When is the last time you spent time with it?
In what ways does it define you?
Reflect you?
Express you?
Incarnate you?
What does it show you about yourself?
What does it say about who you are?
What does it ask of you?
Who have you become because of it?

Write a letter to it,
saying all of the things you have to say.

Then, write a letter to you from it,
as though you are taking dictation--
do not think about what to write,
just write what needs to be written,
"automatic writing," it is called,
saying all of the things
it has to say to you.

What does this reflection open up for you?
Where are you being led?
Where will you go from here?
Do not analyze it.
Do not critique it.
Do not examine it.
Do not explain,
defend,
excuse,
understand it.
Go there!
Do what is being asked of you!
Say "YES!" to what is calling you!
NOW!

October 28, 2020

06

Sumac 02 10/28/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land South Carolina
In any Now, 
we do not know What's Next.

In attempting to soothe our anxiety,
take control of the moment 
and arrange What's Next,
we remove ourselves from 
the flow of Tao--
which is the flow of time (kairos)
and place (dharma),
upset the dispensation of Grace
and Synchronicity,
and operate as a rogue predator
in the here and now of our living.

Better to live aligned with ourselves,
standing on the ground that grounds us,
attuned to the moment,
waiting for the time to act
in the service of what needs us to do it,
spontaneously moving in sync
with what is called for,
with no concern for what is in it for us,
and nothing at stake in the outcome--
moment-by-moment-by-moment.

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05

Five Geese
Jesus can't do anything for us
that we can't do for ourselves.

Jesus has only one thing to say to us:
"Be who you are
the way only you can be who you are,
the way I am being who I am.
Don't allow anything to keep you from being you
the way I am being me.
Not fear.
Not desire.
Not duty.
That is all I have to say."

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04

Lake Crandall 15 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
The face that was ours before we were born
is our Original Nature,
which is who we are when there is no one to please,
or impress,
or oppress,
or dominate,
or constrain.

When there is nothing to lose
or to gain,
and we have no stake in the situation
and no reason to wear any other face
than the one that was ours before we were born.

That is the who we are to be
everywhere,
anywhere,
all the time,
for all time.

What keeps that from happening?
Why not be who we are?

Sit quietly with the question,
and receive what occurs to you
with compassion and grace,
and without judgment or opinion.

Be the mirror
reflecting you to you,
and live self-transparently
throughout the time left for living.

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03

Eno River Reflections 01 11/09/2011 — Eno River State Park, Durham, North Carolina
I trust you to know your own business,
to know what moves you,
to know what is yours to do and to not do,
to know what calls your name,
to know what you need and where to find it,
to know what is striving to come forth
through you into your life
and into the world.

And, if you think you do not know these things,
I encourage you to sit quietly
and receive what occurs to you
with compassion and grace,
and without judgment or opinion.

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02

Lake Crandall 02 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
The Hero's Journey is to the heart of who we are.

There, we find the essence of our Original Nature.

We discover the wonder of the Mystery of Life and Being.

We relish and revere the Silence
as the source of our own healing and wisdom.

We embrace our calling and our destiny
as servants of truth
integrating polarities,
bearing the tension of contradiction,
taking up the tasks of balance and harmony,
and doing what needs to be done
in each situation as it arises
with the gifts/daemon/virtues/character/vitality/spirit
that are ours to offer
in each situation as it arises
all our life long--
without thought of profit or gain,
benefit or advantage,
but with compassion,
sincerity
and spontaneity,
dancing with what life brings us
and being sources of goodness and mercy,
moment-by-moment,
day-by-day,
"participating joyfully in the sorrows of the world"
(James Joyce/Joseph Campbell),
and being a blessing upon all
who come our way.

May it be so for us all!

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01

Little River at the Sinks 11/04/2006 Oil Paint Rendering — Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Gatlinburg, Tennessee
Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth
are the grounding values of the Constitution
and the Declaration of Independence.

They are the heart of the Sermon on the Mount,
the parables of the Prodigal's Father
and the Good Samaritan.

They are the center of the 8 Fold Path
and the 4 Noble Truths of Buddhism.

And, they are the Boon the Hero retrieves
from their journey into the depths of the Psyche
to find what we ultimately are all about
and bring it to life in the life
they are living in the world.

We cannot do better than
Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth.

They are the end to
Racism, Sexism, Misogyny, 
Xenophobia and Homophobia.

And, they are the essence
of who we are as individuals
and as a community of like-minded people.

It doesn't matter what we believe,
who we are,
how much money and power we have,
or what we say is important to us--
if we do not live in the service of
Liberty, Justice, Equality and Truth,
we have failed to embrace our calling
and live out our destiny
as human beings sharing a planet
with one another.

If we are white and privileged
(And what white person is not privileged?),
it is incumbent upon us to live
beyond the appearance of impropriety 
in these four areas
of Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth.

We must live so that we never feel the need to say,
"Oh, I am not racist, sexist, a misogynist, xenophobic
or homophobic,"
because those things are being said about us
by all who know us.

Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth
bond us together,
call us forth,
inform our living,
comprise our life.

We owe it to ourselves
and to each other
to live together in ways
that serve, honor, revere and incarnate
Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth--
and oppose with deliberate vigilance
all threats to these core values
of humanity
in all times and places
throughout our life.

October 27, 2020

05

Trekker Loop 02 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
We hear "Follow your bliss,"
and think the Hero's Journey
is a joy ride.

The bliss is "joyful participation
in the sorrows of the world."

If you can stand in the tension
of that contradiction,
you have met the only requirement
for the journey.

Joseph Campbell said,
"Where you stumble and fall,
there lies the treasure."
That doesn't mean
we roll over and there the gold is!
It means we start digging!

Being a writer 
does not mean writing best sellers
with movie contracts attached.
It means writing,
day in and day out,
whether anyone reads your work
or not.

If you write because that is your bliss,
rain or shine,
whether you feel like it or not,
whether you are in the mood for it or not,
whether you want to or not,
whether you "feel it" or not,
for no other reason than because
you are a writer 
and writing is what you do
no matter what,
and nothing is going to 
knock you off of it,
because you're a writer.
Write on!

Campbell also said,
"That which you seek
lies far in the back
of the darkest corner
of the cave you most
don't want to enter."

Following our bliss
means going into the cave
all the way to the very back
and feeling around in the darkest corner.

It means doing the work!
And it is Real Work!
Sticking with it!
Soldiering through!
But, it is our work--
and that makes all the difference!

No one is forcing us to do it.
We are called to do it
by some mysterious energy/force
calling us away from the pastimes
and entertaining asides,
into the expression/incarnation
of our own depth,
our own heart and soul.

In this, we engage the mystery
at the center of our life,
of all of life,
and know there is a Source beyond us
that is living in us and through us,
guiding our way,
urging us on.

I have been writing from high school on.
This is the 6,305th post of its kind
since 2011.
I don't know why.
I don't know where they come from,
or to what end.
and I don't care.

I sit down because I must,
because of an inner compulsion,
and I would be remiss if I did not,
I would be betraying something 
that I consider to be worthy
and deserving of my honor and respect,
reverence and service,
and I have liege loyalty
to the Source of what I write.

I start out with a few words,
maybe a sentence,
that just comes upon me
out of the blue,
and everything flows for there,
with a life of its own.
My job is to come up with the right word
for the occasion.
And I write to be amazed at what I'm writing.

That is Mystery!
Where does all this come from?
From the darkness and the silence
of my unconscious!
That is our bliss station!
And we are wrong to not open ourselves
to what beckons to us from what we call
our "unconscious mind"
(Simply because we are not conscious of it!)!

The journey to the heart of ourselves
awaits us all,
and it is never too late
to begin the never-ending process
of self-discovery
along the Bliss Road
that runs through the time left for living. 

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04

Stumpy Pond 01 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
We believe in causality.
Cause and effect.
Everything is caused by something.
There are no accidents.
"There is a reason for everything."

"I think, therefore I think I am."

Things do not have to be the way they are.
The world would be fine
if World War II had never happened.
Nothing has to happen 
in order for something else to happen.
Whatever happens will be fine.

Nothing is in charge.
There is no design.
Everything is free to be what it is,
doing what it does,
in conjunction with everything else
being free to be what it is,
doing what it does,
and the limits and restrictions
will work themselves out,
and be what they are.

In the beginning there were a lot 
of collisions while things were looking
for smooth and easy.
It is smoother and easier than it was
(Remember how dark it got each night before 
we domesticated fire?),
but it still is far from smooth and easy
(And nothing is as boring as smooth and easy). 

It is all still working itself out.
Everything is finding its way.
A lot of things are in the way.
Some things have to get out of the way,
or pay the price.

We can find patterns everywhere.
That doesn't mean anything was "meant to be."
It means we can find patterns everywhere.
They are caused by our brain's ability
to perceive relationships
and impose order
in helping us find our way.

Our brain is a meaning-maker!
We see patterns among the stars
and conclude that they had to be placed there
for a reason,
and that where they are when we are born
has dramatic implications for our life.

Jumping to conclusions is what we do best.
No! Kidding ourselves is what we do best!
NO! Telling ourselves what we want to hear
is what we do best!
NO! Shooting ourselves in the foot is what we do best!
...

We are the victims of our own constructions of reality.
We do not just observe the world,
we also interpret our observations
in ways that make them meaningful to us.
And then we go to war over our conclusions.

For instance, we take it on faith
that we are all going to hell
if we don't believe Jesus saves us 
from going to hell
if we believe in him--
and we have to tell everyone
to believe as we do
because we believe Jesus will hold it against us
if we don't convert the world--
and we are making all of this up!!!

Why do we take that on faith
and not something else instead?
How do we find comfort in a God
who will send anybody to hell?
Who can ever relax around a God like that?

We are making everything up--
why not make up things that are life-enhancing
and mutually beneficial
across the table,
around the world?

We make up Us and Them!
Why not make up WE?!
And find ways together to live together
in ways that improve everyone's chances
at a life worth living?

Why not see everything, all things,
as a Thou?
Why not identify with all sentient beings?
Adopt, "Inasmuch as you have done it,
or not done it,
to every living thing,
you have done it, or not done it,
to me!"?

Why not do everything we do because
it needs to be done
and not because of what we stand to gain or lose
by doing it?

Why not live the mystery?
And not make up conclusions about it
that have no basis or grounds for being?  

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03

Persimmons 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
We cannot help how we see things,
the way we feel about things,
the way we think of things,
and we have never had a motive
that we fully understood.
We do not know why we do what we do,
or what we will do next
(And if we do, 
we have symptoms we cannot manage,
and our life is going quite to hell).

We swagger around as though 
we are in total control--
or, we are afraid of what 
the next minute will bring,
and have no idea of what we will do
about any of it.

Either way, we do not have a clue.

Joseph Campbell said, "The individual
must realize that the grandeur of their being
is that of representing something 
larger than themselves--
that they stand for something
that is bigger than they are.
They have to know they are an agent
of something,
and live conscious of being 
a presence in the world
as a representative of that thing,
as an incarnation of it
in their daily life--
and they have to know what it is
that they are living to exemplify"
(Or words to that effect).

And, of course, we have no idea
of what he is talking about.
What are we living to exemplify?
What are we the bearers of?

Allow me to make a suggestion:
We are expressive and representative of
The Mystery of Life and Being!

Carl Jung said, "There is within each of us
another, whom we do not know."

We carry within us unconscious depths
that we dismiss without a thought
about what we are doing.
We live to feed our appetites,
to enjoy our entertainments,
to serve our addictions,
and never consider that we 
represent anything more than
our desires and our fears.

We don't look within
because we know there is nothing there,
or are afraid there is nothing there,
or are afraid there is something there 
and it is terrible and out to get us.

It is out to get us, of course,
but in a fulfilling,
enlightening,
amazing
and wonderful kind of way.

We are looking for something 
to relieve our terminal boredom with our life,
and the adventure of a lifetime
is a perspective shift away.

We are the embodiment of The Mystery!
And only have to trust ourselves to it
to step into the power,
the tremendum,
the fascinans of the mysterium
every day.

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02

Gardenia 02 07/06/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina
Donald Trump is completely responsible
for himself,
and he cannot help being who he is.

Which is something that can be said
about each of us.

We are who we are 
because of our refusal to be anything else--
or because of our striving to be something else,
which we also could do nothing about.

We all could be worse than we are,
and better,
but which it will be
is out of our hands.

We live at the mercy of forces
quite beyond us,
and are where we are by the grace
of the journey,
and the timely accidents
that shifted everything into place--
without our knowledge
of anything that was going on.

We think we are free to do as we please,
but we are not free to choose what we please.
We think freedom means doing what we want
with our life,
but we cannot not-want what we want,
or want what we do not want.
We are not free to pick what we will want today
anymore than we can pick what we will dream tonight.
How free is that?
We are bound to our wants
the way the sun is stuck in its orbit.

It is all a mystery--
where it comes from,
where it is going,
how it fits together.

We are a mystery.
Our life is a mystery.
Everything is a mystery.
And we walk past it all
as though it is completely unexceptional,
thoroughly routine,
outrageously boring
and nothing more 
than the same old same old.

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01

Monument Valley Sunrise 09/25/2007 — Monument Valley Tribal Park, Utah/Arizona
Reframe the things you are ashamed of--
your liabilities are assets unknown.

Joseph Campbell said,
"Where you stumble and fall,
there lies the treasure!"

Is it a weakness,
or is it a strength?
Is it better to win
or to lose?
Is it more important to see,
or to see that you don't see?
Etc.

All our dichotomies are false dichotomies.
What we take to be a dead-end
is a threshold to a different kind of outcome.

We are the incarnation of mystery beyond infinite.
And miss the adventure we were born to live
by refusing to trust ourselves to the mystery
in digging for the gold
buried in the rejects and discards.

"Nothing good comes from Nazareth," you know.
"The stone the builders reject," you know.
The priceless pearl lost amid
the costume jewelry, you know...

"Reframing" is a synonym for "recognizing,"
for "reclaiming,"
for "redeeming,"
for "realizing,"
for "repenting,"
for "being born again"
...

Seeing what we are looking at
means seeing beyond what we think we see,
means seeing into the mystery,
and throwing ourselves into it
with all our heart,
and soul,
and mind
and strength--
in a "Okay! I'm all in!
Show me what you got
in the time left for living"
kind of way.

October 26, 2020

04

Lake Francis 02 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
Too many of us do not have time
to be quiet, 
to sit quietly,
listening,
looking,
waiting for something,
they know not what.

All of the important things 
occur to us in the silence. 
On the toilet.
In the shower.
The bathroom is the most
meditative friendly room
we are ever in. 

Take advantage of that.
When you go in the bathroom,
and shut the door,
attend the silence!
BE quiet!
Present with the moment.
At one with the moment.
Listening to the things 
that occur to you.
To the things that come to mind.

Instead of thinking about them,
just notice them,
and tuck them into your awareness,
and keep listening,
watching,
silently going about your business,
with your mind on your mind.

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03

Bodhi 03 — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection
We can start anywhere,
in that there is no beginning
and no end.
We start where we are,
and allow one thing to lead to another,
on the ongoing journey called
"The circumambulation of the Self."

Also called "The Hero's Journey,"
and "The Spiritual Journey,"
and "Growing Up."

Where I am at this moment, this now,
is with Symbols and Metaphors.
So, I will start there.
James Joyce said, "Any object properly regarded
can be the gateway to the gods!"
Symbols and metaphors are everywhere we look,
waiting for eyes that see beyond the fact
of what they are looking at
to all that is evoked in and revealed to
those who look deeper.

Joseph Campbell said,
"Someone once said to me, 'Just think of a thing
as a Thou instead of an It,
and then our experience changes.'"

Campbell follows that with, 
"Look at things not as them being the things 
they are in themselves, 
but as manifestations of a mystery.
The idea of a mystery is what it is all about.
And that mystery of all things is your mystery."

Symbols and metaphors carry us into the mystery.
Do not look at the world as a huge collection of 
assorted and miscellaneous facts,
but as an incredible gallery of symbols and metaphors,
through which we are transported 
into the eternal dimension of mystery and wonder.

Sit with anything and see
what it has to show you
about everything.

It takes time, of course,
and requires attention.
Transformation is like that.
It doesn't happen to people
who are in a hurry
and want to get to the point
in order to go on with their life,
as though life can happen
in some way other 
than through symbols and metaphors.
 

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02

Hickory Tree 02 10/24/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, 10/24/2020
I find myself seeking
sincerity,
symmetry,
balance,
and harmony.

Every photograph I make
is a composition of these four elements,
an arrangement of what is most important to me,
a reminder of what I cannot get enough of,
a call to do what needs to be done.

I see it as a reflection
of where I come from,
of what was missing from the start.

I live--
and hunch that we all do--
to compensate for the deficits
at work in our life.

We live to be what we seek!
To bring it forth in our life.
To incarnate,
express,
exhibit,
what matters most to us.

I serve--however well,
however poorly--
sincerity,
symmetry,
balance
and harmony.

My photos are a reminder
of what I am to be about.

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01

Lake Crandall 13 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
There is no right way to do it
as long as it brings you to life.
But.
There is a catch.
Coming to life means dying
to all that is not life.
Death, then life.
Adam and Eve would have had to die
either way.

Better to die in the service life,
than to live forever in the Garden of Bliss,
never having a life of your own.

Adam and Even chose wisely.

What would you go to hell for?

Ah, but. Again.

Life is a cruel task master!
Planting where it does not cultivate,
and reaping what it does not sow.
Demanding what it has no right to at all.

Ask an artist.
Or a dancer.
Or a musician.
Or a sculptor.
Or a poet.
Or a writer.
Ask them what their life cost them.

Ask Jesus.
Or the Buddha.

And who among the lot wouldn't say,
"Of course, I would jump to do it all again!"?

It's about the price we are willing to pay
to be who we are.
To live the life that is ours to live.
That is the question at the heart of
"What would you go to hell for?"

Those who hold back,
who refuse to step forward
to die in the service of their life,
do not live at all.

And here we are.
What about us?
What say we?

October 25, 2020

03

Hickory Tree 03 10-24-2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
There is no place to get to,
nothing to achieve,
no destination or end point
of the process.

Enlightenment is not a steady state of being.
There are no steady states of being.
Whether even death is or is not
remains to be seen.

Enlightenment is a process.
Illumination is the realization
that enlightenment is a process.
Meister Eckhart said,
"The ultimate and highest leave-taking
is leaving God for God."

Even when we find God,
we have to leave God
for the God that transcends God!

God is not a steady state of being!
There is more to all of us 
than meets the eye!
There is more to everything 
than meets the eye!
"The Tao that can be realized
is not the eternal Tao!"

So, do not be trying 
to "get there!"
Just strive to be here, now!
There is never anywhere to be
that is not here, now!
So, just be here, now!

See what needs to happen.
Maybe nothing.
So, do nothing.
Just be here, now!

Sooner or later, 
something will come along
that needs to happen,
so do it,
being at one with the doing of it,
continuing to be here, now,
in the doing.

Just be here, now
like this forever!
That is all there is to it!
Waking up to here, now
is the only accomplishment.

Just be here, now
all the way to the end of the line.
(The line never ends!)

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02

Goldenrod 01 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
The culture is a system of denial
based on entertainment,
distraction,
diversion
and addiction.

Money is the most obvious addiction.
Money isn't For anything
but taking our mind off our problems.
What does thinking about money
keep us from thinking about?

None of the things we think about
have any kind of life about them.
They do not offer us life, 
vitality,
radiance,
meaning,
purpose,
fulfillment,
completion...

They just help us feel better
about the life we are living.
The closest we get to life
is when our team wins the current game,
or we are sitting on a beach
drinking beer,
or partying with people we want to like us.

We need experiences that will open us up
to life
and the wonder of just being alive--
that will evoke in us 
amazement and facination
with the mystery of life and being,
along with a never-fading memory
of "This" being "IT!"

Being stunned into silence
with what James Joyce called
"aesthetic arrest"
is quite different from 
the thrill of victory,
conquest,
accomplishment
that we generally think of 
as "peak experiences."

We put ourselves on a path to being alive
with encounters with
art,
music
and nature--
and by finding symbols and metaphors
which are meaningful to us
and can provide us with the questions
that fuel our inner search
for the source of that meaning.

Another exercise is that of 
"reclaiming our projections."
Whenever we are emotionally ensnared 
by another person--
either in attraction or repulsion--
we need to stop/look/listen
to what just happened.
What attracted us about the person?
What repulsed us about the person?
List all of the characteristics
we can think of,
and examine the lists.

The attractive list contains
characteristics we admire
and need to work at bringing forth
within us.
We need to "become the other"
in the sense of living in ways 
that we see the other living out.
And reflect on the list in a recurring way,
engaging in a "Meditation on Missing Virtues"
each time.

The repulsive list contains
characteristics we find to be abhorrent,
and lie concealed in us 
hidden from our conscious awareness
("We hate in others 
what we hide in ourselves").
So, we need to regularly engage in
the practice of self-examination,
becoming transparent to ourselves,
in finding evidence of our own abhorrence
in the ways we secretly feel about others,
or the resentments we harbor,
or the slights which slip out in word or deed.
This becomes a "Meditation on Hidden Defects,"
and opens us to the truth of who we also are,
providing a different path to self-awareness
and self-development.

Seeking life and living it
is on a different dimension
from denial/diversion/distraction/escape/addiction,
and "turns the light around"
by shifting out attention from things "out there"
to the things "in here,"
thereby giving us an entirely new orientation
and direction for our life.

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01

Bog Stream Reflections 02 09/29/2014 — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, New York
Jesus said, "Why don't you judge for yourselves
what is right?"
It all comes down to that.

The Tao is knowing/doing what is right--
what needs to be done--
the way it should be done
in each situation as it arises,
one situation after another,
all our life long.

Jesus was a Taoist.
He was much more a Taoist 
than he was a Christian.

It is only knowing and doing what is right
time after time
throughout our life.

No theology,
no dogma,
no doctrine,
no creeds,
no catechisms--
just knowing and doing what is right.

Why don't we judge for ourselves what is right?

I'm serious here:
Why DON'T we???

October 24, 2020

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Sumac 05 10/21/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
It takes active participation with--
intentional identification with--
the center and ground
of our original nature,
our life and being,
to live in accord with the Tao--
doing things in the right way,
at the right time,
in aligning ourselves with rhythms
and movement of nature's energy
moving through and directing our lives.

Our bodies are natural extensions
of the earth,
as much as trees and streams,
oceans and whales.

We are one with the forces of nature,
and live best when we nourish and nurture
a faithful presence in the world of nature,
being with nature in a regular and recurring way.

And when there,
we are to listen,
feel,
attend,
be aware
of how our bodies react
to the allness of our experience.

We have to consciously "be here now,"
seeing what we look at,
hearing what is being "said"
around us, within us,
noticing what is happening,
and what we are "picking up on"
beyond the range of sight and sound.

Nature is pure intention
toward life and being--
toward realization,
incarnation
and expression.

Nature's sense of what is 
and what needs to be
is as true as the turn of the tides
and the orbits of the stars and planets.

Our lives are a part of that choreography, 
of that orchestration,
and go so much better
when we consciously cooperate
with that which calls our name
and knows the time and place
of our presenting the gifts we carry
to the need that even now is in the making.

It only takes listening to our intuition
and paying attention to our instincts
to know that it is so.

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03

Tickseed Sunflowers 10/08/2020 02 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina
We've been on the wrong track for so long
we will never get the light turned around
as a culture.
Only as individuals do we have a chance
of making the switch.

The switch I'm talking about
is the one Joseph Campbell preached
his entire life:
Symbols and metaphors are not facts.

Symbols and metaphors do not refer
to things Out There,
but to things In Here.

The betrayal, death and resurrection
of Jesus is symbolic/metaphorical
of our own personal experiences
with betrayal, death and resurrection.

To say, "The cup of suffering
is the cup of salvation.
The bread of affliction
is the bread of life,"
is to invite us to explore in our own life
places where suffering was the door to salvation,
where affliction was the threshold to life.

The question is always and forever,
"Where have you experienced the truth
of this symbol/metaphor
in your own life?"

That is the ground of true religion--
religion without theology/dogma/doctrine/creeds/catechisms
but with the ever-present experience
of life's impact on us
and our path for dealing with it.

The place of true religion
is providing us with a perspective
for finding our way
to the life that is ours to live
and living it with joy
as full participants in "the sorrows of the world."

Symbols and metaphors point us to ourselves!
We use symbols and metaphors as guides us, 
as Campbell might say,
"To what electrifies
and enlightens your own hearts, 
and wakes you up
to the work that is yours to do,
and the life that is yours to live!"

Symbols and metaphors do this for us
when we approach them as portkeys
into the Mystery from which we come
and into which we return,
ask of them, 
"What can you show me about life
and how to live it?"

"Ah," say the symbols and metaphors,
"I'm so glad you asked!"
And the light comes on.
And lights our way through the darkness
of "working on mysteries without any clues."
(Bob Seger).

The symbols and metaphors are the clues!

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Trekker Loop 01 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina, Adventure Road Access
What does it for me are
reading/writing
seeing/hearing
looking/listening
seeking/finding
asking/searching
exploring/imagining
feeling/thinking
knowing/doing...

I just want to know what's what
and what needs to be done about it
and what makes me think so
and who says so
and what makes them think so
and what does being right about something mean
and how long does it take before being right 
becomes wrong
and how knowing leads to doing
and how doing leads to knowing more
and knowing more leads to doing differently,
and how far have we come actually
from living in the caves
and in the jungles
thinking fire was the coolest thing?

We're playing the game as though it matters,
and what matters is playing the game
as if it matters,
because that keeps the game going,
and that's better than not playing the game,
because that just leads to a quick death,
or to being dead a long time before we die,
and the game is fun when played knowing
we are playing the game of playing the game
as though it matters
because it matters that we don't die
before our time
because it is a game we play through time,
and everybody who has ever lived,
or ever will lived,
has played/will play the game,
because the game is all there is.

Here we are.
What are we doing here?
Now what?
We all ask the same questions.
We all come up with the same answers.
Joseph Campbell said, "It's all the same mythology!"
It's all the same game!
"Working on mysteries without any clues"
(Bob Seger).

Everybody thinks they have the formula,
the angle,
the recipe,
the plan.
They are all playing the game,
being played by the game.
Gaming the game is being gamed by the game.
It's a game.
How can we play it, 
knowing we are playing it,
and play it really well?

"It's not whether we win or lose,
but how we play the game"
(Grantland Rice).
We are not going anywhere,
we are not getting anything,
we are playing at playing the game
of seeing/hearing,
knowing/doing,
feeling/thinking
looking/listening...

Waking up and being here, now.
Doing what needs to be done here, now.
The way it needs to be done.
In each situation as it arises.
All our life long.

That's all there is to it.

"Get in there and do your thing!
and don't worry about the outcome!"
(Joseph Campbell's summation
of the Bhagavad Gita).

Don't even keep score.
Just play your heart out.
And when it's done,
let it go.

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01

Bog River Falls 09/29/2014 Watercolor Rendering — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, New York
One of the primary, recurring, experiences
of humanity is that of 
Betrayal - Death - Resurrection.
We are born to be betrayed,
to die,
and to be born again.

We are all one with Jesus,
and repeat his experience
throughout our life,
learning, one would hope,
as we go,
so that Resurrection
increasingly means New Life
that takes the Old Life
into account,
knows what is coming,
and is ready for it
in the way of not taking it seriously,
and building a life around it
that is replete with good humor,
wisdom,
kindness,
compassion,
and all of the values
that are called forth
to meet the reality
of the human experience.

Meeting the reality of the human experience
in ways that deepen, broaden, 
lengthen, heighten, enhance
that experience,
and make it truly,
unbelievably wonderful--
wonder-filled,
marvelous,
awesome,
fascinating,
sublime,
radiant,
resplendent, 
transcendent,
"an awe inspiring mystery,"
worthy of our fullest possible participation
"in the sorrows of the world,"
is the story of religion
in the best and truest sense of the word.

Religion (and it's precursor, mythology)
help--enable us--to meet the world
on the world's terms,
providing us with the metaphors
("Betrayal, Death and Resurrection")
to make sense of it
and initiate us into it,
telling us,
in the words of the Native Americans,
sending their children off 
to seek their fortune,
"When you live in the service 
of your vision,
the birds of the air will shit on you--
do not stop even to wipe it off!"
And,"When you leave in the service 
of your vision,
you will come to what appears 
to be a great chasm.
Jump!
It is not as great as it seems."
(Both stories related by Joseph Campbell)

We all need help squaring ourselves up
with the realities of our life.
Good religion is metaphor/mythology
that has not been concrete-ized,
made literal/historical
as Christianity has done 
with the Christ myth.

We are all, each one of us is, the Christ
finding our way to the self-realization 
of our calling.
We are all The Anointed One
come to wake each other up
to the truth of our destiny:
Being awake to the wonder 
of meeting life head-on!
To the wonder of being alive!
Being awake to the joy
of perceiving the world as a portkey
to wonder, awe, fascination 
and mystery beyond words!
Dying figuratively in the process 
of realization and of life,
so that by the time our dying
becomes literal,
we are ready to Jump the Chasm,
knowing it is not as great as it seems.

October 23, 2020

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Little River at the Sinks 11/04/2006 Watercolor Rendering — Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Gatlinburg, Tennessee
Wealth, power and privilege seem to have it all,
until we see how it interferes with
seeing what needs to happen
in each situation as it arises,
and doing it with the gifts at our disposal.

Buying it done won't do it,
when our destiny is calling us
to step forward
and rock the baby,
or clean up after the dog.

We spit on destiny
on our way to call someone
to do it for us,
whatever the "it" is 
that is ours to do.

Money is a way of skirting 
our responsibilities,
enabling us to devote ourselves exclusively
to making more money.

Our destiny knows Karma's first name,
and has her phone number.

And the distance between where we are
and understanding
what is ours to do 
and doing it
is called The Hero's Journey.
It is also called Growing Up.

We think with enough money
we won't have to bother with it. 
With growing up.
And having money is better 
than being a hero.
Buy them all a round or two.
They will love you just as much.

Lost in all of this
is the life that is ours to live.
The destiny that is ours to serve.
The emptiness that is ours 
to try and outlive.

The truth is that money is meaningless
except as a means
to buy the tools we need
to do what is ours to do.

We learn that lesson a bit late in the game
to do much more than regret what we missed
in our effort to make up for lost time
before we die.

If we learn it at all.

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Along NY Highway 30 06 09/29/2014 — Tupper Lake, New York
The Tao is not good for the economy.
The Tao is as counter-cultural as it gets.
The same can be said for any spiritual practice.
The aims and activities of spiritual practice
are contrary to those of the culture--
any culture--
even the culture that is created
by the spiritual practice!
The more the spiritual practice
promotes itself,
the less self-aware,
self-transparent,
it becomes
(Which makes AA unique in the field,
with its "attraction not promotion" slogan),
and self-transparency is the sine qua non
of spirituality,
and the essence of counter-culture-ism.

Seeing what we are doing
transforms what we are doing.
The culture--any culture--is unconscious
to the core
(Commercial advertisement depends upon
its "marks" being unconscious of the truth
being concealed by the hype they are hearing,
and religions that are self-promoting,
don't allow questions they can't answer).

Taoism stands apart here,
with it's,
"The Tao that can be said
is not the eternal Tao,"
"The Path that can be discerned
as a path
is not a reliable path,"
"Darkness within darkness,
the gateway to understanding."

That kind of language is no way
to make converts!

A self-transparent spiritual practice
sets up an immediate barrier 
to cultural absorption,
and distances itself automatically,
spontaneously,
from the ends and means of the culture.

The more a practice embraces and serves
those ends and means,
the less spiritual it is.

The more we live out of our own heart,
grounded upon the source of our Original Nature,
and in tune with the drift of our soul,
the more we will distance ourselves 
from the cultural practices
and assumptions
at work in life around us.

There will be a natural separation,
an "in the world but not of the world"
ambiance will surround us,
without any rules or guidelines
or effort being extended
to set us apart.

The ends are not the same ends.
The means are not the same means.
The way is not the same way.