It is crazy to have a will that is at cross-purposes with the way things are. Willing what cannot be willed, and being pissed about it not coming to fruition, is crazy. We walk amid crazy people every day. Blaming someone else for their difficulties. Getting drunk at night because things are the way they are and not the way they want/will them to be. The world needs to square itself up with the world. "If it don't fit, don't force it, just relax and let it go. Just 'cause you want it doesn't mean it will be so." Rodeos, rainbows, and a blue tick named Bob, are as close as we are likely to get to the world as we want it to be. And some of us don't want that. Nothing is wrong with any of us that growing up some more again won't fix. And changing our mind about what's important will top everything off with a bright cherry riding a dollop of whipped cream.