The life we are living needs to evoke, enable, serve our original nature and the innate virtues that are ours from birth. However, this may be other than what we do to pay the bills evokes, enables, serves. In that case, we walk two paths at the same time, by keeping an eye on the other path while our feet are on this one. The first path in this instance would be what we do to pay the bills, and the second path would be what we pay the bills to do. This life needs to be allowed to fall into place around our original nature and our innate virtues. What have we always loved to do? What have we always been good for? People depend on us for what? Looked to us for what? I have loved three things through adolescence and adulthood, a canoe, a camera, and a typewriter/word processor-- and my life has fallen into place around these things. I have aged out of the canoe, but I am still very much into photography and writing, and fully expect that to be the case as long as possible. So find your loves and work them into your life. Live to do what you love, and your life will take on a meaning and a vitality it may not have had for a while.