December 25, 2025

The Buddha under the Bodi Tree

The Buddha under the Bodhi Tree is Jesus in Gethsemane and on Golgotha.
And Dylan Thomas writing as his father lay dying, “Do not go gentle into that good night! Rage! Rage! Against the dying of the light!”

The last one alive is still dying. The work remains the same: Rage! Rage! Against the dying of the light!”

It is our work to do! We must do it even with our dying breath!

Socrates drank the hemlock. Hitler pulled some trigger in some dank bunker. How different they’re dying! Jesus on the cross, shouting, “Into thy hands I commit my spirit!”, having done all the could do–all that was his to do–all the way to the end was Socrates drinking the hemlock. That is the way to do it! I will be writing and perfecting photographs all the way to the end–not caring if anyone reads or sees or gets it and dies doing their own thing the way it ought to be done, laughing, dying, knowing that’s the way to do it, or not. It is mine to do! Theirs to do! Yours to do! “Get in there and do your thing, and don’t worry about the outcome!” (Joseph Campbell on the crucial importance of saying YES! to life just as it is, on his way to death).

We are all on our own way to death! So What? That is the nature of the game that’s afoot all the time all the way! We live and we die! That is the way it is! DO IT! The way it needs to be done all the way! And when it is done, say, “Good-by, Gracie!” “Good-bye, Gracie!” Laughing and dying, dying and laughing. Getting it and rolling on the floor laughing, dying, all the way!

December 24, 2025

Swamp Grass

Swamp grass has nothing to do with Christmas Eve, and Christmas Eve has nothing to do with the war in Ukraine, or with why we all can’t just get along. Or why we all can’t be billionaires. Not that we could get along if we were. What’s the key to getting along? Growing up may be it. If we all would just grow up it would make a difference for the true good of all concerned. And if we all treated ourselves and each other as we would if we were grown up that would be about the same. If we just pretended to be grown up and did a good job of it, that would do. But we can’t even do that. We aren’t that much grown up. We can’t even fake it. And when I take that into the silence with me, all I get is, “That’s the way it is, Jim. You will have to be grow up about it.”

Russia destroying the people of Ukraine. White Supremacists hating everyone who isn’t like them. Wealthy people hating poor people. The list is long of things I will have to be grown up about. And everybody wants to go to heaven–without considering how different everybody is going to have to be to be in heaven. There are only grown ups in heaven. We should begin practicing here, now. No?

December 23, 2025

Colors of Fall — Th Bog Garden, Greensboro, North Carolina

We experience That Which Has Always Been Called God all of the time without acknowledging what’s what, what’s happening, what’s going on. It’s time to Tune In, Turn On, Wake Up And Get With the Program in an “Oh, THERE You Are, Peter” kind of way. We are looking for experiences with flow, synchronicity, coincidence, things clicking into place, doors opening where we did not expect doors to be, help coming to our rescue at just the right time, timing, magic happening often enough to make us want to believe in magic… Calling us to wake up, look around, see where we are, know what’s what and what is called for and asking us to wake up and believe in magic. No?

December 22, 2025

Parked And Left Behind

The old Taoists sensed the Tao was/is an elementary aspect of existence, always here like time itself, and psyche. Three concepts with a timelessness about them. Time itself being timeless in the sense of being here/there always and forever, like the Tao, like Psyche, elements of being that “just are” in an always have been and always will be kind of way.

How we fit into the picture, like this truck, belongs to the “circumstances begetting circumstances” explanation, or realization, also verbalized by the Taoists for existence/being itself. A “doing” without “being done,” like Wu-wei itself, an “explanation” for things that appear to be “out of nowhere,” like a tornado or an earthquake whose sudden appearance is the result of “circumstances begetting circumstances” accumulating over time to explode in suddenness that was a long time in the making. And the “mystery” being not so mysterious at all when broken down into individual components/events like a butterfly originating as a caterpillar.

If we simply sit, watching things come and go, we will likely be amazed at what is and isn’t, while, all the time, we, ourselves, are coming and going. I was a new born baby once and now I am approaching my 82nd year. What happened? Circumstances begetting circumstances. And what is “cause” and what is “effect”? Each is both. Both are each. Depending on point of view and what and when which is viewed. And, in a flash of insight, all things become one thing becoming two things becoming everything while doing nothing. And a “miracle” becomes “nothing special” when seen in a certain way.

I returned to the scene where I took this picture a few years after I took it and the truck was gone. Circumstances begetting circumstances. Are we coming or going? Both. At the same time. What we see depends on how we look. And when we look. And we go to war over who is right and who is wrong. Can’t everyone please just sit down and shut up? And wait to see? That everything will be different over time? So what’s so important about here, now? It is changing even as we watch. When, then, do we act? And when do we refrain from acting?

December 21 – B, 2025

Red-breasted Nuthatch — Scenes from my hammock, 22-acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

This is #22 of “200 More Zen Thoughts From Jim Dollar #1” on my WordPress Blog:

We are capable of realizing/recognizing the Buddha in the Buddha and the Christ in the Christ. If we can realize/recognize it in them we can realize/recognize it in ourselves if we would but get out of our way and see what we look at when we look at ourselves, and stop giving ourselves over to the un-Buddha-like and un-Christ-like aspects of ourselves, and thinking that is who we Really are. We are the Buddha, we are the Christ–all it takes is acknowledging/ realizing that it is so and living as though it is for it to be so. And if you are screaming “NOT SO! NOT SO!” now, I invite you to begin living as though it is so for it to actually be so. Do this for me: Live to see how close you can come to it actually being so in each situation as it arises for the rest of your life. How about it? What do you say?

December 21, 2025

Eastern Towee — Scenes From My Hammock, 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

In two weeks I will step into my 82nd year, with no health problems to speak of. I hope I have twenty more years with no health problems to speak of. With Psyche/Tao to work on, I will have plenty to be interested in, so maintaining a healthy body/mind relationship over a twenty year period will be a reasonable accomplishment if the necessary details fall into place. I am looking forward to seeing how far into twenty years I’m able to go. I hope you are with me all the time way to 2045 or 6 if we are feeling fancy.

December 20, 2025

White-Brested Nuthatch — Scenes from my hammock, 22-acre woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

Intuition takes the lead in knowing what’s what and what’s called for in each situation as it arises, but. Ambition and desire trump–the way Trump trumps the good everywhere he goes–balance, harmony and the flow of life and being in the unfolding of life as it could be, leaving us with the ruins of what might have been with wanting/striving/having to have out of the way. And so, the ancients could advise, “Don’t push the river!”, “Let Be What Is!”, “Trust the seed to know what it is doing without pulling up the sprout to check on its progress!” But no. We have to have what we want when, where and how we want it no matter what. Adam and Eve are eternal models of what knowing what we are doing and taking charge of our future can lead to when there is no rush and no reason to have it all NOW! beyond the press of wanting, wanting, wanting…

The way of Psyche/Tao is to let nature take its course and see where it goes while we wait to know what is called for when, where and how, trusting intuition not indulgence and knowing the difference between the two.

December 19, 2025

Brown Thresher — Scenes from my hammock, 22-acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

The natural world fluctuates around a “happy medium,” or “a bell-shaped curve” where daily things are mostly what they “always have been and what they will be.” Carl Jung said, “We are who we always have been and who we will be.” We belong to the natural world and are as it is, preferring stability, balance and harmony, to the disruption of earth quakes and hurricanes, tooth aches and war.

Getting back to and maintaining the rhythm of the centering AUM is the goal of life throughout the Cosmos. We know when we are there and when we are not, and we haven’t been there for much too long. “The news cycles” are about disruption and anomalies, and we have had enough. Each of us has to seek out our own refuge offering peace and quiet, stability and rest in doing what needs to be done to meet the requirements of daily life without being traumatized some more again today by the news of the day.

Emptiness, stillness and silence provide us with breathing room in which we can take stock, find our balance, seek out the rhythm and harmony of a comfortable routine within which we can reclaim our soul, “recover from the past and store up for the future” (Robert Ruark in The Old Man and the Boy).

May it be so often enough for all of us.

December 18, 2025

Black and White Warbler — Scenes from my hammock, 22-acre woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

Doing what is called for in each situation as it arises, when, where and how it is called for, is all the is asked of us, and constitutes the flow of life and being. It is the way tennis players play the game, the way dancers dance and the way singers sing, hitting the right notes the way they need to be hit when they need to be hit. Disappearing into the moment at hand by being exactly what that moment needs, spontaneously, intuitively, instinctively, at one with the moment, with the here, now. And we do that not by thinking about it and trying to get it right, but by living like we breathe, without thinking about it, and doing it as it needs to be done even in our sleep. Live like we breathe in each situation as it arises all our life long. Disappear into the situation. Become one with the moment. Like a pitcher throwing a no-hitter, or a base runner stealing a base. Like a new born baby sleeping in its crib. A fresh hatched turtle making for the sea.

December 17, 2025

Waiting for Godot

Let the sentinels who keep watch
take no rest nor allow him to rest
until he has remembered his promises
and returns to make us the boast of the earth!

Misplaced allegiances lead to a lot of grim realizations, no?
Leading to Now what? Where do we go from here?
The Silence is always with us.
We could go there and listen for what is called for here, now,
and do that
when, where and how it needs to be done.
And see where it goes.
There is nothing wrong with that for a life plan!

December 16, 2025

Cardinal 02-02 — Scenes from my hammock, 22-acre woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

This bird knows what it is doing, where it is, what is going on. This bird knows what its business is and is about it to the fullest extent of its being. Would that we could say the same things about ourselves. My associate pastor and I would ground ourselves by asking, whenever it was appropriate, meaning whenever we found ourselves in a vortex of colliding circumstances which knocked us off our routine and required us to take stock, take inventory and see where we needed to go from here, now, “Who am I? What am I about?” Grounding ourselves in this particular here now to remember where we were and what we were dealing with. And what our business was here, now.

What are we doing here, now? What does life mean for us? What is life asking of us? What does life need from us here, now? These are appropriate questions for orientation, direction, grounding ourselves in the moment and readying ourselves for what may be coming.

It is a practice whose time has come for everyone in the United States and in the world. Who are we? What’s what? What is going on? What is asked of us? What do we do about it?

Let’s start with: What is meaningful for us, here, now? What is our life about that has meaning for us? What do we do in a day that is most meaningful for us? These are grounding, directing, inquiries/realizations. What are we doing here, now? What are we about? How does that serve, reflect, exhibit what is meaningful for us?

What do we do that has meaning for us? My personal bias in this search for meaning inquiry is to say that four things are likely to be the most meaningful thing for a large portion of the world’s population: sex, drugs, alcohol, money. Beyond that, what? Partying and entertainment. How much of the world’s population live in the service of partying and entertainment? How much of the world’s population live lives going nowhere, doing nothing?

The short dialogue between Rocky Balboa and Mickey Goldmill in the movie “Rocky” captures our situation perfectly. “It’s a life,” says Rocky about how he makes a living, “It’s a waste of life,” retorts Mickey. How much of life worldwide amounts to “a waste of life”? And how do we turn things around? By finding what is meaningful for ourselves and serving it with our life. No?

December 15 -B, 2025

Black-and-White Warbler — Scenes from my hammock, 22-acre woods, Indian Land, South Carolina

I have just published on my “Jim Dollar’s Published Works” blog on Word Press, “Three Points on Prayer” as an excerpt from my eBook, A Handbook for the Spiritual Journey II, available from Amazon Kindle with an internet search for “Jim Dollar Kindle.”