September 7, 2020

03

Moonrise 10/17/2013 01 — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Outer Banks, Ocracoke Island, North Carolina
Religion died when it invented theology.
Theology is Substitute Religion.
It is somebody else's Religion.
Theology is Second-hand Religion.
Theology is equivalent to what the people did
when Moses came down from the mountain,
and his face shone so 
with the absorbed Glory of God
that the people couldn't look directly at him,
and draped him with a cloth
to conceal the reality of God.

Carl Jung said that theology was created
to save people from the experience of God.

Religion is the experience of God.
God experienced as Other and as I.
Religion is the knowledge of Thou Art That.
Moses was one with God
and the people couldn't handle it.

The Transcendent becomes Imminent 
in this here this now,
becomes one with us--
so that we become "Transparent to Transcendence"--
and it is terrifying
and transforming.

It messes terribly with our life.

To save ourselves the trouble of Religion,
we invented Theology,
and we talk about God.

Keeping God at a safe distance.

It is much safer to talk about God
than to be carriers of God,
to be the embodiment of God,
to be the incarnation of God.
Just ask Jesus what it is like
to be able to say, "The Father and I are one."

We talk about God.
We memorize the books of the Bible in order.
We have Sword Drills 
to see who can find a scripture passage the fastest.
We memorize catechisms
and talk at length about our favorite questions
in our favorite catechism.
And read books of doctrine,
putting them to music 
and calling them "Hymnbooks."

It is all very inspiring.

It is almost like being alive.

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02

Lotus Flower and Koi Fish
If we work with our life,
our life works with us.
If we work against our life,
our life works against us.
We can gauge the degree to which
we need to adjust ourselves
in relation to our life
by the way things are going
with us and our life.

The old biblical adage applies:
"It hurts to kick against the goads!"

Our life will tell us 
when we are out of accord
with our life.
The trick to getting back in sync
with our life is simple:
Sincerity Not Contrivance!

If we are trying to do this
so that will happen,
we are gaming our life.
If we are frustrated
because our ideas for our life
are not being realized,
we are pushing our life
to be other than it is.

Our place is to listen to our life,
and to align ourselves with it.

Our life has a mind of its own.
It is like any living thing.
A flower turns toward the sun.
A tree leans toward the light.
Our life has a built in cant toward
its preferences
and away from its aversions.
Our place is to learn what our life likes
and do that.

What are we built for?
Do that.
Let everything fall into place
around that.

We are made for our life
the way a stream is made for the sea.
If we are working against our life,
it is as though the stream decides
on a destination different than the sea.

Guess how that would work out.

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01

The Limb — Fire Tower Trail, Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina
You have to know what I mean
before you can understand 
what I'm saying.
Which means, of course,
that my only role in your life
is to articulate what you already understand
to be so.
But.
I recognize that as a vital part
of your awakening to, well, you.

We all have exactly what we need
to find what we need
to do what needs to be done--
what needs us to do it--
in the time and place
(the here and now)
of our living.

And.
The most important thing
anyone can give us
is ourselves.
When we wake up,
we wake up to the infinite value
of us.

And.
Start paying attention to our dreams,
and being aware of our thoughts,
urges,
inclinations,
reactions,
and all of the things 
that make us us.

We devote time to nurturing
our relationship with ourselves,
and take ourselves out to lunch,
and listen intently to all we are saying--
cultivating,
nourishing,
nurturing,
our ability to know what we know,
see what we look at,
hear what we are saying
and what is being said to us,
asking the questions that beg to be asked
and saying the things that cry out to be said,
and knowing when we don't,
and wondering why we didn't...

The entire world and all of life
open themselves to our
unfolding,
unfurling,
deepening,
expanding,
unending
and infinite 
curiosity.

And.
We discover that knowing what we know
leads instantly and directly
to knowing what we don't know--
to knowing that we don't know--
and doing the work of finding out,
letting, in the way of the old alchemists,
"One book open another,"
and we are off,
lost in the allness and the wonder
of everything.

And.
If it takes forever for us to wake up,
well, that's what forever is for.

And.
Once we wake up,
we realize it will take forever
to get to the bottom of all of it,
and, that too, is what forever is for.

But.
Don't slack up,
knowing you have forever!
There is not a moment to lose!
Not a second to waste!
The game's afoot!
The chase is on!

And.
It all starts with knowing what you know.
And what you don't know.

That's all you need to know.

September 6, 2020

02

Dockside 11/14/2017 14 — Port Royal, South Carolina
We do not know whom to trust--
so we trust ourselves to deal with betrayal of trust.
And, listening to our inner guides,
step into the day.

The key to trusting ourselves
lies in communing with ourselves.

When we "return to the source,"
we are returning to ourselves. 
WE are the source of who we are!

In seeking "the face that was ours
before we were born,"
and living out of our Original Nature,
in each situation as it arises,
we live with sincerity
and authenticity,
meeting the moment 
in search of what is being called for,
and responding
with the best we have to offer, 
moment-by-moment-by-moment.

We make our best guess
(Call it "judgment," if you like)
about what to do
based on the information 
available to us at the time
and let that be that.

We make adjustments as necessary
and step into the next moment--
trusting ourselves to see and do
what is called for
throughout all of the times and places
of our life.

We dispel fear and anxiety
by trusting ourselves 
to deal appropriately with each situation,
including the situations arising
from being wrong with our response
in any situation.

We have what it takes to meet what meets us
in a day.
Every day.

If you are going to take anything on faith,
let it be that,
and step into the day! 

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01

Light Rays at Water Rock Knob 09/02/2014 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Maggie Valley, North Carolina
Being smart doesn't mean you know
what's worth going to hell for.
That knowledge is there for everyone
who has eyes to see,
ears to hear,
and a heart that knows what's what.

Knowing what's what is all we need to know.
And that is the first thing that goes in this culture.
This culture is grounded on 
someone else being the authority
over our life.

"What would Jesus do?"

The one thing Jesus would never do
is wonder what someone else would do.
He did not pause to think,
"What would Moses do?"
"What would Elijah do?"
"What would Abraham do?"

Jesus just did what needed to be done
in the moment of its arising.

He knew if we think too much about anything,
the time for doing it is long past 
before we act.

Jesus said, "Why don't you decide for yourselves
what is right?"

That's what Jesus would do!
Decide for himself what is right!

We have to become the authority determinng
what we do
in each situation,
moment-by-moment-by-moment.

And if we are wrong,
we learn from the error
and decide for ourselves
what to do about it.

Where do we go to commune with ourselves?
How often do we go there?
How long do we stay?
Who would be the authority over our life?
Who would tell us what to do when?
Who is interfering with our responsibility
for knowing what's what?
Stay away from those people!
Find some new friends,
or relatives.
Decide for yourself what is right--
but not because I say so.
Because you know so.

And, if you don't know that you know so,
go commune with yourself
and see what yourself has to say
about what's what
and whose judgment you can trust.

September 5, 2020

03

Jordan Pond 09/23/2012 — Acadia National Park, Bar Harbor, Maine
How do you bear your pain?
Everything tends to take shape around that.
Coming to terms with the pain of life,
the pain of being alive,
is one of the primary developmental tasks.
Get it wrong
and we are in a death spiral
until we get it right.

Denial,
escape,
distraction
is getting it wrong.

We have to find ways 
of folding our pain into our life,
of allowing our life to be big enough
to receive it well,
make room for it
and learn from it.

Our pain calls into question 
our sacred assumptions,
and requires us to come to terms with
unwanted realities that demand our attention.

Where do you turn 
when you have nowhere to turn?
What holds you up?
Keeps you together?
Enables you to keep going?
Sees you through?

We have to develop a philosophy,
a point of view,
a way of seeing
that enables us to take 
our pain and its source into account,
meet it head on,
square up to it
again and again,
and go right on living--
anyway,
nevertheless,
even so.

We have to tell ourselves something.
We have to tell ourselves the truth
in a way that boldly considers
how things actually are,
and enables us to deal with
what we face with courage and resolve.

What is the source of your courage and resolve?
What keeps you going?
What is the nature of your pain?
How have you managed it to this point in your life?

Pain management strategies abound!
Healing groups and communities.
12 Step organizations.
Compassionate Friends.
Chronic Pain associations.
Internet Searches...
We are not without resources.
Help is available, but.
We have to help people help us.

Putting pain in its place,
and honoring it and its place in our life--
with an appropriate degree of respect
and appreciation for what it can teach us
that will be of value for the rest of our days--
is a step on the way to healing and wholeness
in a world where pain does not sleep.
or take a day off.

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02

Bamboo Impression 01
Is it better to have things going our way
or not going our way?

Which way opens us to the way things need to go?
Which way shuts us off from the way things need to go?

There is being at one with our life,
and there is our life being at one with us.
Which way is the way of oneness?

No opinion.
No judgment.
Just this.
Now what?
Now what in light of what?
Now what in the service of what?
What are we living toward?
What are we living away from?

When our life is on track,
how is that different 
from our life being off track?

I used to stalk photographs
the way a lion stalks an antelope.
I sought out photographs.
I went in search for photographs.
I got up early and stayed out late for photographs.
My life changed without warning.
With no explanation.
Now I take a photograph that happens along.
Why strive to do it like I used to do it?
I am disinclined to make the effort.
Why resist my inclinations?
Where am I better off?
Not getting up for a sunrise,
not staying out for a sunset.
Listening to my inner drift of soul.
Seeing what the situation calls for.
Adjusting to my changing ways.

I bought a drum because it was called for.
A beginner's djembe.
I may be listening for my inner rhythms.
I don't know what I'm doing.
I'm playing with playing the drum.
I don't know why.

And I wish my point of origin
had included people who did things
without knowing why.
But.
My point of origin made it incumbent
upon me
to do things without knowing why.

Are we better off with our points of origin
as they are
than we would be with points of origin
as we wish they had been?

Here we are.
Now what?
Now what in light of what?
Now what in the service of what?
What are we living toward?
What are we living away from?

How do we decide "in light of what"?
"In the service of what"?
"Toward"?
"Away from"?

How do we know what to do?
How do we determine direction?
What is worth our time
and what is not?

What is guiding our boat 
on its path through the sea?

What do you do without knowing why?

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01

American Crow 06/20/2018
The Christ is the Antichrist. 

Growing up is dying again and again
our whole life long.

We grow up against our will every time.

The old ways of being have to die
in order that the new ways to be
may move in and set-up house.

The developmental tasks require us
to submit to the terror of death
in order to experience the wonder--
purchased with a price--
of new life without end
(Merely interrupted by the next sweeping out
and moving in).

The price is our death on the cross
(Metaphorical and eternal/everlasting)
at every transition point on the path.

"The path" is our passage way from
"The face that was ours before we were born,"
to "The face that was ours before we were born."

We are The Christ becoming The Christ.
The Christ killing The Christ
so that we might become The Christ
by "Leaving God for God,"
("My God, my God! Why have you forsaken me?")
and growing up some more again today
all along the way.

September 4, 2020

01

Lake Haigler Fall 11/03/2013 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina
If you are like everyone else,
you take the wrong things too seriously,
and the right things not seriously at all.

Growing up is learning to see with right seeing,
and to live accordingly.

All of our problems
that we live seeking to solve
fall into one, or more, of these categories
(Which have been identified as the source
of all ills
since the beginning of thinking people):
Fear
Desire
Duty.

We all are as we are
because we are afraid of something,
because we desire something,
because we think we ought to do something,
or be someone else.

We suffer from Inappropriate Assessment Syndrome.
It is a deficiency afflicting the entire species.
And is probably entirely responsible 
for having us where we are today--
by driving us incessantly to be somewhere else.
Having something else.
Doing something else.

The Bane of Neanderthal 
was being quite content to be where they were.

Without fear, 
desire
or duty,
we would be completely at peace
with ourselves just as we are,
and with our circumstances just as they are.

Which would not be good for the economy.

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02

Corn Field 11/12/2018 Panorama — Lancaster County, South Carolina
Dolly Parton is a current manifestation/embodiment/incarnation
of the Christ among us.
Dolly does Dolly the way Jesus would do Dolly
if we were playing charades. 
And Dolly does Jesus the way only Dolly
can do Jesus--
which is what each of us is asked to do:
be Jesus, or the Buddha, or Dolly Parton
the way only we can do them.

We are asked to do them the way they would do them.
By being completely ourselves,
the way they were completely themselves.

The road opens up at this point,
branches off,
and we could go in 360 directions
(Yes, even back in the way we came,
because by now it would be new),
all of them equally interesting,
and all of the leading to the same destination:
The full realization and expression of ourselves in our life.
That is where we are all going.
There is nothing more to ask, 
or want,
or seek,
or desire
than that.

Dolly's on it.
So was Jesus.

But, back to where I'm going to go with this.
Playing. 
Playing is the most important thing.
Playfulness.
Full investment in the game.
Total commitment to the game.
Complete awareness of the truth
that we are all playing the game.

Most of us (After R.D. Laing)
are playing the game of not playing a game.
We are serious.
What we do is serious.
Playing is what we do 
when we take a break
from what we are doing.
To accuse us of playing
is to accuse us of playing around
and not giving our best effort,
of slacking off
and not trying.

Here, we are in need of Paul Watzlawick's observation,
"The situation is hopeless, 
but not serious."

The more serious we are
the more immersed we are
in the game we are playing
(of not playing a game).

It is all a game.

"There is only the dance"
(T.S. Eliot).
Dance/game, same thing.

But. 
Here's the thing.
We have to play the game 
with our whole heart.
We have to know what we are doing,
and do it completely,
wholly,
as if it were real!

It is as if we were actors playing the part
of ourselves in a movie about us.
We don't win the Oscar
without being completely who we are!
Even though it is "just a movie,"
"just a game."

And, comes to mind the Grantland Rice quote,
"It matters not that you win or lose,
but how you play the game."

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03

Cone Manor 10/9/2018 02 — Moses H. Cone Memorial Park, Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina

My friend, John Payne, died on August 26 from complications due to Alzheimer’s. He was 77 years old. John was a fellow Presbyterian (USA) minister, whom I met in 1984. John and I were within “coffee distance” when he was in Nettleton, Mississippi and I was in Amory, Mississippi, and again when I was in Batesville, Mississippi and he was in Nesbit, Mississippi.

John was a member of Mensa, but did not want it known, because, he said, “Then they will expect me to be smart.” He had a lot to say about “being smart.”

“Being smart gets a lot of hype, but between being smart and being lucky, take being lucky.”

“Being smart doesn’t know which person to marry, or when to take no for an answer, or what to do when you are damned if you do and damned if you don’t.”

“Being smart doesn’t help a bit when you have to grow up some more again, and do what you don’t want to do even though it is clearly what needs to be done.”

“Being smart is not as reliable a guide to knowing what to do when as being silent and listening to the source of your own nature, and sensing what resonates with you, and following the drift of your own heart and soul.”

“We all drink from the same well when it comes to instinct and intuition, and that is a different kind of knowing than the kind that comes from being smart.”

“Being smart is no indication of our capacity for being kind–and being kind saves the world.”

The world was a better place with John Payne in it, and I am glad he will always be with me–because as Jim Hollis likes to say, “Death doesn’t end a relationship any more than divorce ends a marriage.”

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04

Rocks and Clouds — Tunnel View, Yosemite National Park, Half Dome and Yosemite Falls, April 26, 2006
We are never more than a slight perspective shift away
from the realization of the wonder and awe
of the mysterium at the heart of existence.

Joseph Campbell was fond of recommending
that we draw a frame around any scene,
or object,
or person,
and sit in its presence,
as one might contemplate
an optical illusion,
until the shift happens
and we are moved to amazement
at the astounding realization
that there is something,
and not nothing!
And we are present to know it,
honor it,
relish it,
rejoice in it,
and hold it as venerable and sacred forever!

From that moment,
we will never be able to look at anything
the way we once looked at everything.
The world will have shifted in its orbit.
Nothing will be what it was.
And we will be startlingly transformed for life.

And live as an agent of the mysterium 
at the source,
origin,
foundation
of all that is
for as long as we shall live--
and perhaps beyond,
who knows?

September 3, 2020

02

Bamboo Impression 03
What needs to happen here, now?
That is our only problem:
Here.
Now.

What is pressing in from outside here and now?

Make a list.
Pressure producing items
from near and far.

What am I going to do about the job,
about the relationship I'm in,
about not being in a relationship...
all the things that destroy our peace
and ransack our sanity.
You know the things I'm talking about.
The 2:00 AM things.
The entire list.

Now, find a quiet place
and sit in the silence with the list
becoming  fully aware of the list.

Consider each thing one at a time.
Being fully aware of each thing
and how it is bearing down upon you
demanding answers you don't have.
Become intently, intentionally, aware
of each thing
and tuck it away in your awareness.
You can keep it safe forever there.
Put it in your awareness for safekeeping,
and consider the next thing.
Do the same thing with it.
And with each thing remaining on your list.

Now, bring your awareness to rest
in the here and now.

What is this here and now,
right here, right now,
calling for?
What needs to happen right here right now?

Do it,
and move on to the next thing.
"Now what needs to happen?"
Do that,
and move on to the next thing.
And so on,
until it is just you and the silence.

Tell the silence
about the things in safekeeping
in your awareness,
and see what arises in the silence
to meet your discomfort.

May be an image.
A word.
A realization.
A feeling...

The silence is good for clarity.
A great place for letting the mud settle
and the water clear.
Clarity is the solution 
to all of our problems ever.
And we cannot force the water to clear.
But.
We can allow it to clear,
and wait for it to clear.
And simply be with the silence,
off and on,
during the interim.

The silence is the source,
the origin,
of everything.
It is always with us.
Is always happy to see us.
Is always welcoming,
gracious,
benevolent
and kind.

Who wouldn't want to be 
in a place like that? 

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01

Maine Moon 09/27/2012 — Deer Isle, Maine
We walk through scenes everyday 
with eyes on something else.
Not looking at what is there,
not seeing what we look at.
Distracted,
allured,
captivated by,
lost in,
inseparable from,
the 10,000 things.

It has always been so for everyone.

It takes Buddha-mind--
Christ-consciousness--
to be here now.

It was realized at the time,
and through all of the ages since then,
that the Buddha was everyone
when they were awake.
It was said,
"If you meet the Buddha on the road,
kill him!"
As a reminder that we are to be the Buddha,
and not to worship the Buddha,
or think for a minute that the Buddha
is more special than,
or different in any way from,
the rest of us
and who we each are asked to be.

Jesus said, "I am in you
and you are in me!"
Which is to say,
"As I am, so you are!"
And, "Why don't you judge
for yourselves what is right?"
Which is all Jesus did.
And, "Blessed are you
if you know what you are doing!"
Which means seeing what needs to be done
and doing it--
which is all Jesus ever did.

Being awake,
seeing what we look at,
and doing what needs to be done about it,
is all there is to it.

To make any more of it 
is to miss the whole point of it,
and the importance of the relationship
we have with it,
with "it" being every moment of our life
through all times and places,
contexts and circumstances.

Seeing/doing what is right,
moment-by-moment,
situation-by-situation,
all our life long.

We have to do something
all our life long.
Why not do what is right?
Here and now?

What is keeping that from happening?

08/10/2020

01

If you haven't read yesterday's post
on the Stages of Spiritual Development,
today's post refers to that, 
so you might check it out when that is convenient.

Nowhere in my experience has there been a group
centered on spirituality
that devotes itself 
to helping people move through
the Stages of Spiritual Development.

Certain types of Yoga practice
make the Chakras the central focus
of their work,
and teach how to harmonize our body
with the energy centers in the body--
and it may be that the physical route
is the only way to spiritual reality.

That makes more sense 
than thinking that thinking
can somehow be the way of engaging
the process of spiritual development.

Spiritual reality is evoked, not thought.
It is not brought forth by reason and logic.
We do no grow spiritually by memorizing
the steps to spiritual development
and consciously adapting ourselves 
to the proper sequence of concepts.

We can think of "Oneness" all our life
without ever experiencing the wonder
of being one with all things.

We can believe all we want to
about anything we are told to believe,
but all our believing cannot conjure up
one little taste of Being Grabbed!

It is the Being Grabbed that comes out of nowhere,
when we are not even thinking about it
and hurls us into some life,
into some adventure
we would have never thought up
as something we would enjoy doing.

It is the Being Grabbed that moves us through 
the stages of spiritual development. 
Yesterday we were thinking like that
and today we are thinking like this,
and we did not think our way into 
thinking differently.

We were propelled into thinking differently.
Our entire world has changed.

We need systems or structures 
that can prepare us to leave our faith
for an experience with the Source of Life and Being.
But how do we structure the unstructured?
Maybe through Yoga,
maybe through engaging silence in a regular way.
Maybe by being told to seek the Source 
of our own Original Nature.
Maybe by talking with people who know
what they are talking about,
who speak out of their own experience of Being Grabbed.
Maybe by talking with artists and poets,
and dancers and musicians.
Or chefs and potters.

Maybe we just start making inquiries on our own,
asking people to tell us about their experience
with Being Grabbed.

I know we cannot for settle for thinking about spirituality
and think we are doing anything thereby.

08/10/2020

01

If you haven't read yesterday's post
on the Stages of Spiritual Development,
today's post refers to that, 
so you might check it out when that is convenient.

Nowhere in my experience has there been a group
centered on spirituality
that devotes itself 
to helping people move through
the Stages of Spiritual Development.

Certain types of Yoga practice
make the Chakras the central focus
of their work,
and teach how to harmonize our body
with the energy centers in the body--
and it may be that the physical route
is the only way to spiritual reality.

That makes more sense 
than thinking that thinking
can somehow be the way of engaging
the process of spiritual development.

Spiritual reality is evoked, not thought.
It is not brought forth by reason and logic.
We do no grow spiritually by memorizing
the steps to spiritual development
and consciously adapting ourselves 
to the proper sequence of concepts.

We can think of "Oneness" all our life
without ever experiencing the wonder
of being one with all things.

We can believe all we want to
about anything we are told to believe,
but all our believing cannot conjure up
one little taste of Being Grabbed!

It is the Being Grabbed that comes out of nowhere,
when we are not even thinking about it
and hurls us into some life,
into some adventure
we would have never thought up
as something we would enjoy doing.

It is the Being Grabbed that moves us through 
the stages of spiritual development. 
Yesterday we were thinking like that
and today we are thinking like this,
and we did not think our way into 
thinking differently.

We were propelled into thinking differently.
Our entire world has changed.

We need systems or structures 
that can prepare us to leave our faith
for an experience with the Source of Life and Being.
But how do we structure the unstructured?
Maybe through Yoga,
maybe through engaging silence in a regular way.
Maybe by being told to seek the Source 
of our own Original Nature.
Maybe by talking with people who know
what they are talking about,
who speak out of their own experience of Being Grabbed.
Maybe by talking with artists and poets,
and dancers and musicians.
Or chefs and potters.

Maybe we just start making inquiries on our own,
asking people to tell us about their experience
with Being Grabbed.

I know we cannot for settle for thinking about spirituality
and think we are doing anything thereby.

08/09/2020

The Stages of Spiritual Development

The Old Yogis/Hindus/Buddhists
held there to be seven stages of spiritual development.

Stage 1 is Living Without Being Alive.

Jesus advised leaving the dead to bury the dead.
The people at this stage are dragons (Joseph Campbell),
Dragging themselves around.
They are just hanging out,
barely making it through each day,
breathing but with no zeal for life.

Stage 2 is Coming To Life Through Sexual Desire.

The Dirty Old Men we know
have been at Stage 2 all their lives long.
Stage 2 is the stage of clueless delight,
but with a faint-just-beyond-awareness-sense
of the godliness present within The Magical Other.
At this stage,
everything revolves around sex
and the sexual orientation.

Stage 3 is the Buy/Spend/Amass-and-Consume stage.

Money, privilege, power and control
are the driving forces here.
The will to dominate,
to have dominion,
to be the richest person in the world.
Money for the sheer joy of money
dominates,
controls,
consumes people at this stage.

This is also the stage of churches,
denominations
and non-denominations.
High-steeple churches
and mega churches.
Debates about whose God is the Real God,
Bible studies
and doctrinal standards.
The flexing of spiritual muscles
and showing off for the flock.

Stage 4 is the Awakening of the Heart.

Carl Jung said, "There is within each of us,
another whom we do not know."
We tune into The Ten Million Year Old Self within
at Stage 4.
We become aware
of "The sound not heard
beyond the range of reason
and causality."
We sense there is more to us,
and to everything,
than meets the eye.

Stage 5 is Getting To The Bottom Of Things.

We take up the Quest to see what we look at,
to ask the questions that beg to be asked,
and to say the things that cry out to be said,
and seek the Source of our own nature and being.
We look past appearances to their origin,
and say, "Oh wow!" a lot.

Stage 6 is The Realization of the Inner Eye and Ear

We behold the ineffable radiance
of the divine in all things.
and are regularly being "arrested"
by the experience of oneness with
life and beauty on all levels,
take up the practice of hearing what is being said
beyond words,
and grasp the meaning of:
"The path that can be designated 'The Path,'
is not a reliable path."

Stage 7 is where we "Leave God for God" (Meister Eckhart).

Here we move beyond theology/doctrine/dogma/beliefs/creeds,
past ideas of God,
and into the realized presence of more than words can say.
We move beyond duality into oneness with
That Which Has Always Been Called God.
We live "transparent to transcendence" (Joseph Campbell),
in a "Thou Art That And Nothing More Needs To Be Said" kind of way.

As we consider these stages,
it becomes apparent that meaning changes
through each stage.
What is important varies from stage to stage.
How we think changes.
We become a different person.
The symbols that work on us are different
at each stage.
How we perceive God evolves through the stages.
Life becomes deeper, richer.
The adventure of being alive sweeps us up
and carries us along paths different
from the ones we thought we would be traveling.
And each day has its own joy
just as each stage has its own place in our life.

08/02/2020

01

The Presbyterian Women of the Presbyterian Church (USA)
participated in a Re-Imagining Conference 
in Minneapolis, November 4 - 7, 1993.
The Conference called for addressing 
injustices to women world-wide
and promoting equal leadership with men
throughout all phases of religious experience and expression.
It emphasized the fundamental need
of Re-Imagining God and Christian theology
to get past male-centered language, imagery and authority,
and referenced Sophia as the Old Testament personification of wisdom.

It was bold and beautiful,
and swiftly laid aside 
by the General Assembly of the PCUSA meeting in June, 1994,
saying the Conference 
"went beyond the boundaries" of Reformed theology.

With that judgment,
the chances for a new vision for the church
were formally laid to rest. 

Formerly laid to rest.
They are presently stirring to life.

The Status Quo is crumbling beneath our very feet.
We always grow up against our will,
or not--
and are now faced with re-imagining God
or being forever arrested in our development
and never knowing what might have been
if we had only been more courageous and imaginative.

Re-imagining God is re-imagining the Church
is re-imagining the People
is re-imagining ourselves,
is reinventing ourselves,
is making all things new.

By "turning the light around."

"Turning the light around,"
is an Old Taoist phrase
that became an Old Zen phrase
(Zen is what happened
when Taoism met Buddhism),
that continues to be the crux of the matter
in every awakening/re-imagining/reinventing experience.
We do not wake up
without turning the light around.

When we turn the light around,
we look within.
We examine ourselves.
We explore ourselves.
We seek ourselves.

The Old Taoists/Zenists would ask us,
"What is the face that was yours
before your parents (or grandparents)
were born?"

They would be asking,
"What is your Original Nature?"

It all starts with,
and flows from,
our aligning ourselves with--
living in accord with--
as servants of--
our Original Nature.

Who we were born to be.

It is the Story of Adam and Eve
in the Garden of Eden.
Which is also the Story of Jesus of Nazareth
in the Garden of Gethsemane.

It is our story.

It is the story of who we are,
and who we were born to be,
and how do we--
here and now--
at this point in our life--
re-imagine ourselves
to be more like we were born to be
and less like we have become.

By turning the light around.

All it takes is, at once,
the hardest possible thing,
and the simplest imaginable thing.
We are never more than one slight
perspective shift
from the Kingdom of Heaven.

The distance of the Hero's Journey
(Which is also called "The Spiritual Journey,"
which is also called "Growing Up")
is the distance from the left side of our brain
to the right side of our brain.
Or, it is the distance from our head to our heart.

We don't have to go on some long pilgrimage.
We don't have to cross the oceans,
or crawl forever on our knees across burning deserts.
We only have to change our mind
about what's important.

(Sin is only being wrong about what is important.
Salvation/realization/enlightenment/redemption
is being right about what is important.
Changing our mind is how we get there--
by re-imagining what is important.
By turning the light around.)

It is hell.
The distance between the Garden of Eden
and the Garden of Gethsemane
is hell.
What would you go to hell for?
It is like dying.
What would you die for?

Would you go to hell
before you would dare to re-imagine God?

If so, you do not have what it takes
to turn the light around.

If re-imagining God
would be worse for you
than going to hell,
you do not have what it takes
to do the work of re-imagining God--
of re-imagining yourself--
of being different than you are.

Forget the face that was yours
before you were born.
You have become who you are,
and that is all you will ever be.
Dead, Jesus called it.
"Leave the dead to bury the dead,"
he said.
He raised the dead,
but he couldn't do anything 
with those who refused to change their minds.
They were deader than dead.
Nothing can be done for people like that.

How free are we to re-imagine God,
the Church,
ourselves?
How different can we allow God to be?

Do we have what it takes for the journey
from the left side of our brain
to the right side?
Do we have what it takes to 
turn the light around?

We are all with Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane.
Will we die to our old way of life 
(Of thinking)
and take a chance on being resurrected on the third day?
Will we change our mind about what is important?
Will we live or will we die?
What kind of life will we live?
What kind of death will we die?

The time is at hand.
What will we do?

08/01/2020

01

Jesus needed redemption as much as any of us.
The theology that contradicts this
was invented by the Church of the Holy Roman Empire
to pave its way through the ages
(With the Council of Nicaea in 325), 
and the way of all the spin-off churches
who saw what a deal the Roman Catholic Church
had going for it
and decided to get in on the action themselves
(With the Reformation in 1715).

The Church of the Holy Roman Empire
wrote/compiled the New Testament
to shore up its case
for holding the keys to the kingdom. 
That is like unto having lobbyists write the Constitution.
And here we are.
With them saying "God said!"
And me saying, "You say 'God said'!"

My side of it is to say Jesus is one of us. 
And needed redemption just like all of us.
Redemption is getting back on track,
on the beam,
on The Way,
with our life.
It has nothing to do with believing,
or having faith, in Jesus.
It strictly has to do with being who Jesus was, though,
in the sense of living out of his own feel
for what needed to be done
in each situation as it arose. 

Jesus didn't do anything like it was supposed to be done.
He did everything the way it needed to be done.
He listened to the situation as it unfolded before him,
tuning into what was being called for,
situation-by-situation,
and he responded to that,
never-minding what anybody thought or said.

That's the kind of living that redeems us
by getting us back on course with our life
in listening to our life and the circumstances of our living,
and doing what is called for moment-by-moment,
with no contriving,
positioning,
scheming,
conniving,
arranging what we think is our best possible future
serving our best possible advantage forever.

Jesus didn't care about his future.
He cared about each moment and what that moment needed.
He lived to do what needed to be done
in the time and place it needed doing.

This is redemptive.
This will put us back in our life together
with That Which Has Always Been Called God.
Nothing else will.

When Jesus said,
"I am the way,
the truth
and the life,
and no one comes to the Father 
but by me,"
The Church tells us we have to believe in Jesus,
have faith in Jesus.
 
Jesus meant we have to believe in us,
have faith in ourselves,
and live our life in response to what is being called for
in each situation that comes along.

He was saying, "You have to do it the way I am doing it!"

Jesus also said,
"Why don't you judge for yourselves what is right?"
He decided for himself
what was being called for,
and he called us to decide for ourselves
what is being called for.
Time will tell if we are right about it,
and we will get better at telling what time it is,
or what it is time for,
in situations as they come along.
It only takes practice in reading the moment
to know what it is time for,
to know what is being asked for.
When we do it,
it is redemptive.

But, you see what the problem is.
Where does the Church fit into this scenario? 
Who needs the Church to tell us what to do?
Jesus was a radical kind of fellow
with his anti-church talk,
and the church of his day--
the Temple and the priesthood--
had him crucified.

But there is a place for the church 
in any age.
A different kind of church,
teaching people to think about God
in a different kind of way--
in ways that have nothing to do with theology,
but with living aligned with the life
that needs us to live it,
here and now.

This kind of church would tell us
that we live our way into knowing God, 
we don't believe our way there.
And it would teach us how to listen to our lives
and recognize the path that is opening before us
moment-to-moment.

We are living our way toward that kind of church
right now,
and The Church of What's Happening Now
is an example of what it looks like.

There were churches like this on every corner
in the world before the Council of Nicaea in 325.
It has taken all these years to get back 
to where things were then,
but the time has come around again.
And here we are!

07/27/2020

The Sermon on the Mount,
the Parable of the Prodigal Son,
the Parable of the Good Samaritan, 
and the bit about
"Inasmuchas you have done it (or not done it)
to the least of my brothers and sisters,
you have done it (or not done it) unto me,"
are all you need to know about Jesus.

They are all you need to know
about how to live your life 
in relationship with other people.

They are all the Bible you need.

They are all the religion you need.

They are Jesus without the theology
(doctrine, dogma, creeds, beliefs).
All of which were inventions of the church
to keep the church going--
and it has kept going very well--
which began with the Council of Nicaea in 325
consolidating the Church of the Holy Roman Empire,
initiating the persecutions
and the burnings at the stake
that created Christian Theology,
the Virgin Birth, Sin, Redemption, Heaven and Hell
and all the rest.

The Church is the Church of Oppression.
It is the Church of the Oppressors.
It is the polar extreme of who Jesus was
and what Jesus was about--
"breaking down the dividing walls
and making us all one."

Oneness is what we are to be about.

Ours is the middle way
between the way on the right
and the way on the left.
Between Yin and Yang.
Between the dualities of consciousness
and lived reality.

We are to integrate the opposites,
dance with the contradictions,
embrace the dichotomies,
and bear the pain of it all
in bringing it together,
incarnating/expressing/exhibiting
"Thou Art That"
in our way with ourselves,
each other,
and all things,
and living our way into the Mystery
of the Union
at the Heart of Life and Being,
by living "This, too! This, Too!"
in each situation as it arises
all our life long.

Starting right here
right now.


07/06/2020

02

Remember, or look up, the coalitions of 3-5 people 
I spoke of on 6/30/2020,
and think of them as Circles of Sincerity.

Think of them as Communities of Innocence.

Think of how you might put one together.

Circles of Sincerity are 3-5 people
coming together to be sincere
with one another.

That's all.

That is all we need.

A Circle of Sincerity listens us to the heart
of who we are
by giving us a place that guards our heart
as though it is their own.
The freedom--and safety--to be free
is the freedom to say what is true.
To say what is so.
When we hear ourselves saying what is so,
we know it to be so,
perhaps for the first time.

We speak before we think.
Spontaneously.
Straight from the heart.
Revealing for all to see--
for us to see ourselves--
who we are
and what matters most to us.

Saying is seeing is knowing.
Is doing.
Is living.
Is being.
Sincere.
Truthful.
Real.
A Real Human Being.

Circles of Sincerity produce Real Human Beings.
By listening/hearing one another
to the truth of who we are.
And by enabling each other
to live out the implications
of that revelation--
of that hermeneutic--
by incarnating it
within the time and place,
here and now,
conditions and circumstances
of our life
in each situation as it arises
in ways that are appropriate 
to the occasion
in response to what is called for
by the occasion--
which you can now understand
because the Circle of Sincerity
has conditioned you to sense Sincerity
and respond to Sincerity 
when you sense it,
see it,
know it to be there.

And that
will make all the difference.

But.

There is a catch.

No mothering.
No advice giving.
No being the expert
(Although you probably will not
want Those Who Know Best
in your Circle of Sincerity).
No preaching.
No telling.
No catchy sweet little internet
inspirational thoughts for the day.
Even if they ask for advice,
say only,
"Sit still.
Be quiet.
And wait
for reflection
to lead you to realization.
And then wait to see what you do."



01

The Church of What’s Happening Now Blog
is offered in light of its absolute necessity
in the work that we are to be doing–
the work that is ours to do–
here and now,
moment to moment,
situation by situation,
day in and day out,
because being both
involved/immersed in,
and aware of,
what’s happening now
is more that any of us
can do alone.

There have always been
communities of the now–
I call them “communities of innocence”
because they are completely sincere
about their work–
and of all the institutions
that have been developed
through the ages of our accession,
they alone stand apart
by having nothing to gain
and nothing to lose,
beyond helping the individuals
they serve in living as those
who, themselves, have nothing to gain
and nothing to lose.

“Sincerity without contrivance”
is the motto of all communities of innocence.
Alcoholics Anonymous separates itself with its
“Attraction not promotion” slogan
and its recognition of “a higher power”
with no theology or doctrine to cloud and conceal
the essence of “that which has always been called God.”

For me, “The Church of What’s Happening Now”
is AA without the Alcohol (or the substance Abuse) part,
helping us to stay focused on being  here, now,
doing what is ours to do–
what needs to be done–
what the situation is calling for,
throughout the “Eternal Now” of our existence.

As I say in the introduction to this page,
“The Church of What’s happening Now
is intently focused on,
and involved with,
the present moment,
which, of course, is eternal and unending
because it, in fact, never ends.
It evolves, morphs, transitions
forever into nothing more
than the present moment
right here,
right now,
forever.

The Church of What’s Happening Now
is a Community of Innocence
dedicated to helping its members
maintain their focus and clarity–
their balance and harmony–
while walking two paths at the same time,
being involved with the conditions and circumstances–
the “just so-ness”–
of the present moment,
while being intently aware
of the “also is-ness”
that connects this moment
with all those that have preceded it
and those that will flow from it.

Lawrence Tribe has said,

“Every possible future points back to
and is contained in
this moment in time and space,
and every possible past
culminated in this moment.
So all that ever was or will be
is right here right now
with you and with me.”

The present is eternal.
It is the fulcrum,
the pivot point,
“the still point
of the turning world” (Eliot).

It is the place of our acting,
or of our failing to act,
in the service of what needs us to do it
with the gifts/genius/daemon/virtues
that are ours to share
as blessing and grace
out of filial devotion
and liege loyalty
to the good of the whole.