Today is my brother David's happy birthday, and I am honoring him with this gift to you--it is the link to my Flickr album of oil paint rendered images. There are 18 pages in the album. Each page has a slideshow icon. Click it and enjoy the show! (You may have to hit the "back to album" arrow to get to the first page of the album): https://www.flickr.com/photos/jimdollar/albums/72157716775341387
January 16-A, 2023

Joseph Campbell said, "Living an authentic life out of the spontaneity of one's own heart-- when based on compassion and not possession and conquest-- transforms the wasteland into, you might say, into a 'land flowing with milk and honey.'" It becomes a land of blessings and wonder when we wake up to our own heart, and let it take the lead in guiding us through our life. Milton Ericson said that when he was just a lad a horse wandered into his yard and his father told him to take the horse home. Milton climbed onto the horse's back and kept it from stopping to eat grass-- the horse took itself home. Our life is a horse that wandered into our yard. Our life can be trusted to take us where we need to be. Our role is to relax into our life, know when we are getting in the way, and stay out of the way. Our ideas for our life and our life's ideas for itself are not the same ideas. We have to know where our ideas part company with our life's ideas. We have to trust ourselves to our life. We all have the ability to stand up, meet the day on the day's terms, and do there what needs to be done. It is our place to explore what keeps that from happening, and stop doing it-- stop interfering with what our life is trying to do through us. It is our place to trust ourselves to our outcomes, knowing that outcomes have outcomes, and that the outcomes beyond the outcome matter more than the outcome. There are no ends. We are to perfect the means, doing what needs to be done, the way it needs to be done, no matter what. We are to let that be what we live for!
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January 15-B, 2023

Living in the moment and seeing what is to be seen there is a key aspect of being awake/aware/alive, and a function of emptiness/stillness/silence/ balance/harmony, being aligned with the Tao and responding appropriately to each situation as it arises. Our breathing is an anchor point connecting us to the moment, as is remembering to be here/now through all of the contexts and circumstances each day has to offer. Just seeing, just being, here/now is a radical break from the cultural triggers designed to control our thinking and direct our living in accord with the capitalistic drive for Profit At Any Price, which always leaves us with being a bit dissatisfied with our chances and at mercy of forces hawking the ever-present distractions of drugs/sex/alcohol/money, keeping us in the loop, immature and wanting anything to take our mind off the deficits and deficiencies of our life. The Tao would have us understand that we are always capable of doing what needs to be done-- what needs us to do it-- through all of the conditions of every here/now, and that is all that is ever asked of us. But we want more: ecstasy, bliss, glory, eternal and everlasting delight... when there is only seeing and doing the right thing, at the right time, in the right place, in the right way. Which provides us with all of the ecstasy, etc., we need to go on to the next thing. And the thing after that. But the dream of More diverts us from the task at hand and leads us into the trackless Waste Land to wander through our days looking for something worth having. Or, we could wake up to the moment of our living and be amazed. We are always that close to finding what we seek where we would never think to look.
January 15-A, 2023

We want and don't want. Our life revolves around, flows from, consists of nothing but, wanting. We do not know how to live without wanting. If we did not live in the sevice of getting--and getting more of-- what we want, we would not know what to do with our life. We never ask, "How would we know what to want?" We want it all! I call BS on wanting. All of it. Every aspect of it. It is an artificial creation of capitalism, designed to keep people buying, buying, buying. Before wanting, there was doing what was needed, whether you wanted to or not. No one considered if they wanted to milk the cow, or feed the chickens, or weed the garden. Everyone did what needed to be done. Wanting was not in the picture. It is well past time to return to nature's way of doing what needs to be done where, when and how it needs to be done, without considering what we want. If the baby's diaper needs to be change, change the baby's diaper! If the dog throws up on the carpet, clean up the mess! When the traffic light changes, go or stop with wanting irrelevant to the occasion. Forget wanting! What does wanting know? When did wanting become the determinant for action? Dismiss, discount, disregard, dis entirely what you want/want not, and go exclusively with what needs to be done, here/now, in each situation as it arises. Do that for the joy of doing it, and the satisfaction of having done it, and your life will take a turn for the better instantly, on the spot!
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January 14-B, 2023

We make what we can of it-- do what we can with it-- and pass on back to what we were doing before life and consciousness interfered and put us to work. If you wait long enough, everything changes, which makes each moment precious beyond evaluating. Time alive and conscious is of highest value. We cannot fritter it away on trivial pursuits! On entertaining pastimes! As though it does not matter how we live. IT MATTERS HOW WE LIVE!!! OUR LIFE MATTERS!!! To ourselves and to all other forms of life, whether we know it and care about it, or not. It is up to us individually, personally, to know and care about it, and to live as though it matters who we are and how we live. To blow that is to blow everything. And to not blow that is also everything. This is why we have to develop our relationship with, our awareness of, ourselves, each other, emptiness, stillness, silence, balance and harmony. It all comes from, and forms around, emptiness/stillness/silence/ balance/harmony. These things are the source of all that is. Knowing what to do with it, with the time that is ours, comes from, and forms around, emptiness/stillness/silence/ balance/harmony. Our lives are meaningful and precious to ourselves and to others in direct proportion to the amount of time we spend daily with emptiness/stillness/silence/ balance/harmony. Do us all the honor of sitting down, shutting up, looking/listening/attending the emptiness/stillness/silence/ balance/harmony long enough, and often enough, to see/hear/know/realize/be who you are/ do what needs to be done-- in each situation as it arises, all your life long. This is called living from your heart. It is also called saving the world. Just by doing the right kind of nothing in the right kind of way.
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January 14-A, 2023

I invented Sweet Chili Sauce Pineapple and Pintos tonight. Drain a can of pineapple tidbits and a can of pintos, rinsing the pintos, dump them in a sauce pan with 3/4 cup +/- Sweet Chili Sauce simmer 15-20 min. stirring occasionally. The situation called for it and I complied. I wasn't trying to force anything into being, just seeing what might arise, and, like that, out of nowhere, Chef's Surprise.
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January 13-C, 2023

We have to trust ourselves to respond appropriately to each situation as it arises, spontaneously, in the moment, without thinking through all the implications and possibilities, looking for the best chance of a favorable outcome with the most potential gain and the lowest likely loss. Listen to your initial inclination and decide Yes or No without going through the usual cost/benefit analysis before acting. What does it feel like needs to be done? Every time you can't decide what to do, shift over into emptiness/stillness/silence and feel what you feel, and go with that. And, if it doesn't work out so well, feel what to do about that, and go with it. "Trust your feelings, Luke!" invites intuition and instinct into the conversation. They will be happy to guide you along the way.
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January 13-B, 2023

Growing up is shifting our perspective examining our perceptions, evaluating what's important and changing our mind about a lot of things. When was the last time you changed your mind about what's important? If being alive doesn't do that for you, try being alive with your eyes open. Enlightenment is nothing more than seeing what's what and changing our mind about what matters most-- and allowing the implications of that to impact our life as they will. Growing up. Enlightenment is growing up. And changing the way we live to reflect the life that is ours to live in doing what is called for at the right time, in the right place, in the right way, and being good for nothing-- not morally/ethically/puritanically good, but good for what needs to be done, when, where and how it needs to be done, no matter what.
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January 13-A, 2023

The influence of art, music and nature connects us with transcendent, ineffable, numinous reality, and restores, revitalizes, nurtures, nourishes our soul in ways we do not understand. We experience it without being able to explain it. And talking about it breaks the spell and snaps us back into the world of normal, apparent, reality. But, something happened. Something stirred to life within. Something reminded us of something, connected us with something, if only for a moment. And we are better for it. More alive because of it. Aware of living between worlds, visible grounded in invisible. Wonder of wonders. Hallelujah. Amen.
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January 12-B, 2023

Having faith is having an opinion and believing in it. I have faith in the Cajun Queen's (A restaurant in Charlotte, NC) ability to deliver a plate of crawfish etouffee to perfection. In other words, in my opinion the crawfish etouffee at the Cajun Queen is perfect. Faith is always in an opinion, if it were in a fact, it wouldn't be faith. It would be recognition of the correctness of the fact. We don't have faith in gravity, and we know when the tide goes out it will come back in. We don't have faith in the tidal charts. We know they are valid and can be counted on. And we really cannot say that we love God when God will send us to hell if we don't love God. And we really cannot say that God loves us (unconditionally, it is usually said), if God will send us to hell if we don't love God (That is a big condition). Having faith is holding opinions that are founded on other peoples' opinions. It is a circle that can be maintained only by saying "If you believe it, your experience will confirm that it is so." Astrology, horoscopes, black magic and superstitions are grounded on the same declaration. Believing makes it so. But, the people who believe have to believe because they believe that without faith in their opinion, there is nothing to hold them up, provide a moral base for their life and give them a reason for living. They are afraid to not believe what they believe. I say they need to test their faith in believing by seeing what else they could believe that would provide them with a foundation for life. Why do they take on faith what they take on faith and not something else instead? For instance, in my opinion it matters how we live. I have faith in my opinion, and am validated by the millions of people who share my faith through the ages. I believe it matters how we live and I have a "plan of salvation," if you will, for putting that into effect, which has also been in existence from more than 1,000 years BCE (The Buddha lived from 563 to 483 +/- BCE, and Taoism was going around 1,000 BCE, and Yoga and Hinduism existed before that). It comes down to doing the right thing at the right time in the right place and in the right way, no matter what-- with no personal gain in mind. Just doing what needs to be done, when, where and how it needs to be done, for the joy of doing it and the satisfaction of having done it, in each situation as it arises. That is as solid a foundation for life as there is, without having to have an elaborate structure of doctrines and theology to hold it in place. We all have to have some grounding, guiding, orienting, comforting, consoling opinion to help us along the way. What's yours?
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January 12-A, 2023

We are at play with our circumstances to see what can happen. The challenge is to live in ways that make things better for all people. It is tricky because we get very little cooperation, and a lot of opposition. The challenge remains in place in spite of the odds. It cannot matter to us what our chances are. In the circumstances impinging upon each situation as it arises, how can we respond to what is happening at the right time, in the right place, in the right way? Regardless of the outcome, what needs to be done here/now? Answering the question correctly, no matter what, creates karma. We do not know what the outcome beyond the outcome will be. Keep showing up. Keep answering the question. Surprise yourself.
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January 11-B, 2023

Rodney King's question, "Why can't we just get along?" remains unanswered as an unacknowledged burden of every generation, and will remain so as long as there are "People like you who make people like me hate people like you." Because you are black, or Mexican, or gay, or poor, or ... whatever it is that somebody likes to hate. If you want to fix something, fix that. There is no fix for any of the important things. Like the way we see things, and the way we feel about the things we see, and what we do about the way we feel... And the fascists keep things boiling with their "Why can't I hate you if I want to?" Jesus and the Buddha throw up their hands and walk on to the next town, hoping to find an audiance who can hear what they have to say-- because they cannot change minds that need to be changed, which is all enlightenment and realization are about. Changing only the minds that can be changed leaves unchanged a massive sea of minds churning, heaving, seething, rolling through the ages as the unrestrained backwash of civilization's best efforts to just get along. What to do about that leaves us looking for ways of securing the cooperation of people who delight in being uncooperative all their life long. The Huns, Goths, Vandals and Vikings were there when Pax Romana was no more.
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