October 28, 2020

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Sumac 02 10/28/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land South Carolina
In any Now, 
we do not know What's Next.

In attempting to soothe our anxiety,
take control of the moment 
and arrange What's Next,
we remove ourselves from 
the flow of Tao--
which is the flow of time (kairos)
and place (dharma),
upset the dispensation of Grace
and Synchronicity,
and operate as a rogue predator
in the here and now of our living.

Better to live aligned with ourselves,
standing on the ground that grounds us,
attuned to the moment,
waiting for the time to act
in the service of what needs us to do it,
spontaneously moving in sync
with what is called for,
with no concern for what is in it for us,
and nothing at stake in the outcome--
moment-by-moment-by-moment.

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05

Five Geese
Jesus can't do anything for us
that we can't do for ourselves.

Jesus has only one thing to say to us:
"Be who you are
the way only you can be who you are,
the way I am being who I am.
Don't allow anything to keep you from being you
the way I am being me.
Not fear.
Not desire.
Not duty.
That is all I have to say."

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04

Lake Crandall 15 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
The face that was ours before we were born
is our Original Nature,
which is who we are when there is no one to please,
or impress,
or oppress,
or dominate,
or constrain.

When there is nothing to lose
or to gain,
and we have no stake in the situation
and no reason to wear any other face
than the one that was ours before we were born.

That is the who we are to be
everywhere,
anywhere,
all the time,
for all time.

What keeps that from happening?
Why not be who we are?

Sit quietly with the question,
and receive what occurs to you
with compassion and grace,
and without judgment or opinion.

Be the mirror
reflecting you to you,
and live self-transparently
throughout the time left for living.

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03

Eno River Reflections 01 11/09/2011 — Eno River State Park, Durham, North Carolina
I trust you to know your own business,
to know what moves you,
to know what is yours to do and to not do,
to know what calls your name,
to know what you need and where to find it,
to know what is striving to come forth
through you into your life
and into the world.

And, if you think you do not know these things,
I encourage you to sit quietly
and receive what occurs to you
with compassion and grace,
and without judgment or opinion.

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02

Lake Crandall 02 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
The Hero's Journey is to the heart of who we are.

There, we find the essence of our Original Nature.

We discover the wonder of the Mystery of Life and Being.

We relish and revere the Silence
as the source of our own healing and wisdom.

We embrace our calling and our destiny
as servants of truth
integrating polarities,
bearing the tension of contradiction,
taking up the tasks of balance and harmony,
and doing what needs to be done
in each situation as it arises
with the gifts/daemon/virtues/character/vitality/spirit
that are ours to offer
in each situation as it arises
all our life long--
without thought of profit or gain,
benefit or advantage,
but with compassion,
sincerity
and spontaneity,
dancing with what life brings us
and being sources of goodness and mercy,
moment-by-moment,
day-by-day,
"participating joyfully in the sorrows of the world"
(James Joyce/Joseph Campbell),
and being a blessing upon all
who come our way.

May it be so for us all!

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01

Little River at the Sinks 11/04/2006 Oil Paint Rendering — Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Gatlinburg, Tennessee
Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth
are the grounding values of the Constitution
and the Declaration of Independence.

They are the heart of the Sermon on the Mount,
the parables of the Prodigal's Father
and the Good Samaritan.

They are the center of the 8 Fold Path
and the 4 Noble Truths of Buddhism.

And, they are the Boon the Hero retrieves
from their journey into the depths of the Psyche
to find what we ultimately are all about
and bring it to life in the life
they are living in the world.

We cannot do better than
Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth.

They are the end to
Racism, Sexism, Misogyny, 
Xenophobia and Homophobia.

And, they are the essence
of who we are as individuals
and as a community of like-minded people.

It doesn't matter what we believe,
who we are,
how much money and power we have,
or what we say is important to us--
if we do not live in the service of
Liberty, Justice, Equality and Truth,
we have failed to embrace our calling
and live out our destiny
as human beings sharing a planet
with one another.

If we are white and privileged
(And what white person is not privileged?),
it is incumbent upon us to live
beyond the appearance of impropriety 
in these four areas
of Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth.

We must live so that we never feel the need to say,
"Oh, I am not racist, sexist, a misogynist, xenophobic
or homophobic,"
because those things are being said about us
by all who know us.

Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth
bond us together,
call us forth,
inform our living,
comprise our life.

We owe it to ourselves
and to each other
to live together in ways
that serve, honor, revere and incarnate
Liberty, Justice, Equality, Truth--
and oppose with deliberate vigilance
all threats to these core values
of humanity
in all times and places
throughout our life.

October 27, 2020

05

Trekker Loop 02 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
We hear "Follow your bliss,"
and think the Hero's Journey
is a joy ride.

The bliss is "joyful participation
in the sorrows of the world."

If you can stand in the tension
of that contradiction,
you have met the only requirement
for the journey.

Joseph Campbell said,
"Where you stumble and fall,
there lies the treasure."
That doesn't mean
we roll over and there the gold is!
It means we start digging!

Being a writer 
does not mean writing best sellers
with movie contracts attached.
It means writing,
day in and day out,
whether anyone reads your work
or not.

If you write because that is your bliss,
rain or shine,
whether you feel like it or not,
whether you are in the mood for it or not,
whether you want to or not,
whether you "feel it" or not,
for no other reason than because
you are a writer 
and writing is what you do
no matter what,
and nothing is going to 
knock you off of it,
because you're a writer.
Write on!

Campbell also said,
"That which you seek
lies far in the back
of the darkest corner
of the cave you most
don't want to enter."

Following our bliss
means going into the cave
all the way to the very back
and feeling around in the darkest corner.

It means doing the work!
And it is Real Work!
Sticking with it!
Soldiering through!
But, it is our work--
and that makes all the difference!

No one is forcing us to do it.
We are called to do it
by some mysterious energy/force
calling us away from the pastimes
and entertaining asides,
into the expression/incarnation
of our own depth,
our own heart and soul.

In this, we engage the mystery
at the center of our life,
of all of life,
and know there is a Source beyond us
that is living in us and through us,
guiding our way,
urging us on.

I have been writing from high school on.
This is the 6,305th post of its kind
since 2011.
I don't know why.
I don't know where they come from,
or to what end.
and I don't care.

I sit down because I must,
because of an inner compulsion,
and I would be remiss if I did not,
I would be betraying something 
that I consider to be worthy
and deserving of my honor and respect,
reverence and service,
and I have liege loyalty
to the Source of what I write.

I start out with a few words,
maybe a sentence,
that just comes upon me
out of the blue,
and everything flows for there,
with a life of its own.
My job is to come up with the right word
for the occasion.
And I write to be amazed at what I'm writing.

That is Mystery!
Where does all this come from?
From the darkness and the silence
of my unconscious!
That is our bliss station!
And we are wrong to not open ourselves
to what beckons to us from what we call
our "unconscious mind"
(Simply because we are not conscious of it!)!

The journey to the heart of ourselves
awaits us all,
and it is never too late
to begin the never-ending process
of self-discovery
along the Bliss Road
that runs through the time left for living. 

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04

Stumpy Pond 01 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
We believe in causality.
Cause and effect.
Everything is caused by something.
There are no accidents.
"There is a reason for everything."

"I think, therefore I think I am."

Things do not have to be the way they are.
The world would be fine
if World War II had never happened.
Nothing has to happen 
in order for something else to happen.
Whatever happens will be fine.

Nothing is in charge.
There is no design.
Everything is free to be what it is,
doing what it does,
in conjunction with everything else
being free to be what it is,
doing what it does,
and the limits and restrictions
will work themselves out,
and be what they are.

In the beginning there were a lot 
of collisions while things were looking
for smooth and easy.
It is smoother and easier than it was
(Remember how dark it got each night before 
we domesticated fire?),
but it still is far from smooth and easy
(And nothing is as boring as smooth and easy). 

It is all still working itself out.
Everything is finding its way.
A lot of things are in the way.
Some things have to get out of the way,
or pay the price.

We can find patterns everywhere.
That doesn't mean anything was "meant to be."
It means we can find patterns everywhere.
They are caused by our brain's ability
to perceive relationships
and impose order
in helping us find our way.

Our brain is a meaning-maker!
We see patterns among the stars
and conclude that they had to be placed there
for a reason,
and that where they are when we are born
has dramatic implications for our life.

Jumping to conclusions is what we do best.
No! Kidding ourselves is what we do best!
NO! Telling ourselves what we want to hear
is what we do best!
NO! Shooting ourselves in the foot is what we do best!
...

We are the victims of our own constructions of reality.
We do not just observe the world,
we also interpret our observations
in ways that make them meaningful to us.
And then we go to war over our conclusions.

For instance, we take it on faith
that we are all going to hell
if we don't believe Jesus saves us 
from going to hell
if we believe in him--
and we have to tell everyone
to believe as we do
because we believe Jesus will hold it against us
if we don't convert the world--
and we are making all of this up!!!

Why do we take that on faith
and not something else instead?
How do we find comfort in a God
who will send anybody to hell?
Who can ever relax around a God like that?

We are making everything up--
why not make up things that are life-enhancing
and mutually beneficial
across the table,
around the world?

We make up Us and Them!
Why not make up WE?!
And find ways together to live together
in ways that improve everyone's chances
at a life worth living?

Why not see everything, all things,
as a Thou?
Why not identify with all sentient beings?
Adopt, "Inasmuch as you have done it,
or not done it,
to every living thing,
you have done it, or not done it,
to me!"?

Why not do everything we do because
it needs to be done
and not because of what we stand to gain or lose
by doing it?

Why not live the mystery?
And not make up conclusions about it
that have no basis or grounds for being?  

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03

Persimmons 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
We cannot help how we see things,
the way we feel about things,
the way we think of things,
and we have never had a motive
that we fully understood.
We do not know why we do what we do,
or what we will do next
(And if we do, 
we have symptoms we cannot manage,
and our life is going quite to hell).

We swagger around as though 
we are in total control--
or, we are afraid of what 
the next minute will bring,
and have no idea of what we will do
about any of it.

Either way, we do not have a clue.

Joseph Campbell said, "The individual
must realize that the grandeur of their being
is that of representing something 
larger than themselves--
that they stand for something
that is bigger than they are.
They have to know they are an agent
of something,
and live conscious of being 
a presence in the world
as a representative of that thing,
as an incarnation of it
in their daily life--
and they have to know what it is
that they are living to exemplify"
(Or words to that effect).

And, of course, we have no idea
of what he is talking about.
What are we living to exemplify?
What are we the bearers of?

Allow me to make a suggestion:
We are expressive and representative of
The Mystery of Life and Being!

Carl Jung said, "There is within each of us
another, whom we do not know."

We carry within us unconscious depths
that we dismiss without a thought
about what we are doing.
We live to feed our appetites,
to enjoy our entertainments,
to serve our addictions,
and never consider that we 
represent anything more than
our desires and our fears.

We don't look within
because we know there is nothing there,
or are afraid there is nothing there,
or are afraid there is something there 
and it is terrible and out to get us.

It is out to get us, of course,
but in a fulfilling,
enlightening,
amazing
and wonderful kind of way.

We are looking for something 
to relieve our terminal boredom with our life,
and the adventure of a lifetime
is a perspective shift away.

We are the embodiment of The Mystery!
And only have to trust ourselves to it
to step into the power,
the tremendum,
the fascinans of the mysterium
every day.

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02

Gardenia 02 07/06/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina
Donald Trump is completely responsible
for himself,
and he cannot help being who he is.

Which is something that can be said
about each of us.

We are who we are 
because of our refusal to be anything else--
or because of our striving to be something else,
which we also could do nothing about.

We all could be worse than we are,
and better,
but which it will be
is out of our hands.

We live at the mercy of forces
quite beyond us,
and are where we are by the grace
of the journey,
and the timely accidents
that shifted everything into place--
without our knowledge
of anything that was going on.

We think we are free to do as we please,
but we are not free to choose what we please.
We think freedom means doing what we want
with our life,
but we cannot not-want what we want,
or want what we do not want.
We are not free to pick what we will want today
anymore than we can pick what we will dream tonight.
How free is that?
We are bound to our wants
the way the sun is stuck in its orbit.

It is all a mystery--
where it comes from,
where it is going,
how it fits together.

We are a mystery.
Our life is a mystery.
Everything is a mystery.
And we walk past it all
as though it is completely unexceptional,
thoroughly routine,
outrageously boring
and nothing more 
than the same old same old.

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01

Monument Valley Sunrise 09/25/2007 — Monument Valley Tribal Park, Utah/Arizona
Reframe the things you are ashamed of--
your liabilities are assets unknown.

Joseph Campbell said,
"Where you stumble and fall,
there lies the treasure!"

Is it a weakness,
or is it a strength?
Is it better to win
or to lose?
Is it more important to see,
or to see that you don't see?
Etc.

All our dichotomies are false dichotomies.
What we take to be a dead-end
is a threshold to a different kind of outcome.

We are the incarnation of mystery beyond infinite.
And miss the adventure we were born to live
by refusing to trust ourselves to the mystery
in digging for the gold
buried in the rejects and discards.

"Nothing good comes from Nazareth," you know.
"The stone the builders reject," you know.
The priceless pearl lost amid
the costume jewelry, you know...

"Reframing" is a synonym for "recognizing,"
for "reclaiming,"
for "redeeming,"
for "realizing,"
for "repenting,"
for "being born again"
...

Seeing what we are looking at
means seeing beyond what we think we see,
means seeing into the mystery,
and throwing ourselves into it
with all our heart,
and soul,
and mind
and strength--
in a "Okay! I'm all in!
Show me what you got
in the time left for living"
kind of way.

October 26, 2020

04

Lake Francis 02 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
Too many of us do not have time
to be quiet, 
to sit quietly,
listening,
looking,
waiting for something,
they know not what.

All of the important things 
occur to us in the silence. 
On the toilet.
In the shower.
The bathroom is the most
meditative friendly room
we are ever in. 

Take advantage of that.
When you go in the bathroom,
and shut the door,
attend the silence!
BE quiet!
Present with the moment.
At one with the moment.
Listening to the things 
that occur to you.
To the things that come to mind.

Instead of thinking about them,
just notice them,
and tuck them into your awareness,
and keep listening,
watching,
silently going about your business,
with your mind on your mind.

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03

Bodhi 03 — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection
We can start anywhere,
in that there is no beginning
and no end.
We start where we are,
and allow one thing to lead to another,
on the ongoing journey called
"The circumambulation of the Self."

Also called "The Hero's Journey,"
and "The Spiritual Journey,"
and "Growing Up."

Where I am at this moment, this now,
is with Symbols and Metaphors.
So, I will start there.
James Joyce said, "Any object properly regarded
can be the gateway to the gods!"
Symbols and metaphors are everywhere we look,
waiting for eyes that see beyond the fact
of what they are looking at
to all that is evoked in and revealed to
those who look deeper.

Joseph Campbell said,
"Someone once said to me, 'Just think of a thing
as a Thou instead of an It,
and then our experience changes.'"

Campbell follows that with, 
"Look at things not as them being the things 
they are in themselves, 
but as manifestations of a mystery.
The idea of a mystery is what it is all about.
And that mystery of all things is your mystery."

Symbols and metaphors carry us into the mystery.
Do not look at the world as a huge collection of 
assorted and miscellaneous facts,
but as an incredible gallery of symbols and metaphors,
through which we are transported 
into the eternal dimension of mystery and wonder.

Sit with anything and see
what it has to show you
about everything.

It takes time, of course,
and requires attention.
Transformation is like that.
It doesn't happen to people
who are in a hurry
and want to get to the point
in order to go on with their life,
as though life can happen
in some way other 
than through symbols and metaphors.
 

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02

Hickory Tree 02 10/24/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, 10/24/2020
I find myself seeking
sincerity,
symmetry,
balance,
and harmony.

Every photograph I make
is a composition of these four elements,
an arrangement of what is most important to me,
a reminder of what I cannot get enough of,
a call to do what needs to be done.

I see it as a reflection
of where I come from,
of what was missing from the start.

I live--
and hunch that we all do--
to compensate for the deficits
at work in our life.

We live to be what we seek!
To bring it forth in our life.
To incarnate,
express,
exhibit,
what matters most to us.

I serve--however well,
however poorly--
sincerity,
symmetry,
balance
and harmony.

My photos are a reminder
of what I am to be about.

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01

Lake Crandall 13 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
There is no right way to do it
as long as it brings you to life.
But.
There is a catch.
Coming to life means dying
to all that is not life.
Death, then life.
Adam and Eve would have had to die
either way.

Better to die in the service life,
than to live forever in the Garden of Bliss,
never having a life of your own.

Adam and Even chose wisely.

What would you go to hell for?

Ah, but. Again.

Life is a cruel task master!
Planting where it does not cultivate,
and reaping what it does not sow.
Demanding what it has no right to at all.

Ask an artist.
Or a dancer.
Or a musician.
Or a sculptor.
Or a poet.
Or a writer.
Ask them what their life cost them.

Ask Jesus.
Or the Buddha.

And who among the lot wouldn't say,
"Of course, I would jump to do it all again!"?

It's about the price we are willing to pay
to be who we are.
To live the life that is ours to live.
That is the question at the heart of
"What would you go to hell for?"

Those who hold back,
who refuse to step forward
to die in the service of their life,
do not live at all.

And here we are.
What about us?
What say we?

October 25, 2020

03

Hickory Tree 03 10-24-2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
There is no place to get to,
nothing to achieve,
no destination or end point
of the process.

Enlightenment is not a steady state of being.
There are no steady states of being.
Whether even death is or is not
remains to be seen.

Enlightenment is a process.
Illumination is the realization
that enlightenment is a process.
Meister Eckhart said,
"The ultimate and highest leave-taking
is leaving God for God."

Even when we find God,
we have to leave God
for the God that transcends God!

God is not a steady state of being!
There is more to all of us 
than meets the eye!
There is more to everything 
than meets the eye!
"The Tao that can be realized
is not the eternal Tao!"

So, do not be trying 
to "get there!"
Just strive to be here, now!
There is never anywhere to be
that is not here, now!
So, just be here, now!

See what needs to happen.
Maybe nothing.
So, do nothing.
Just be here, now!

Sooner or later, 
something will come along
that needs to happen,
so do it,
being at one with the doing of it,
continuing to be here, now,
in the doing.

Just be here, now
like this forever!
That is all there is to it!
Waking up to here, now
is the only accomplishment.

Just be here, now
all the way to the end of the line.
(The line never ends!)

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02

Goldenrod 01 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Adventure Road Access, Fort Mill, South Carolina
The culture is a system of denial
based on entertainment,
distraction,
diversion
and addiction.

Money is the most obvious addiction.
Money isn't For anything
but taking our mind off our problems.
What does thinking about money
keep us from thinking about?

None of the things we think about
have any kind of life about them.
They do not offer us life, 
vitality,
radiance,
meaning,
purpose,
fulfillment,
completion...

They just help us feel better
about the life we are living.
The closest we get to life
is when our team wins the current game,
or we are sitting on a beach
drinking beer,
or partying with people we want to like us.

We need experiences that will open us up
to life
and the wonder of just being alive--
that will evoke in us 
amazement and facination
with the mystery of life and being,
along with a never-fading memory
of "This" being "IT!"

Being stunned into silence
with what James Joyce called
"aesthetic arrest"
is quite different from 
the thrill of victory,
conquest,
accomplishment
that we generally think of 
as "peak experiences."

We put ourselves on a path to being alive
with encounters with
art,
music
and nature--
and by finding symbols and metaphors
which are meaningful to us
and can provide us with the questions
that fuel our inner search
for the source of that meaning.

Another exercise is that of 
"reclaiming our projections."
Whenever we are emotionally ensnared 
by another person--
either in attraction or repulsion--
we need to stop/look/listen
to what just happened.
What attracted us about the person?
What repulsed us about the person?
List all of the characteristics
we can think of,
and examine the lists.

The attractive list contains
characteristics we admire
and need to work at bringing forth
within us.
We need to "become the other"
in the sense of living in ways 
that we see the other living out.
And reflect on the list in a recurring way,
engaging in a "Meditation on Missing Virtues"
each time.

The repulsive list contains
characteristics we find to be abhorrent,
and lie concealed in us 
hidden from our conscious awareness
("We hate in others 
what we hide in ourselves").
So, we need to regularly engage in
the practice of self-examination,
becoming transparent to ourselves,
in finding evidence of our own abhorrence
in the ways we secretly feel about others,
or the resentments we harbor,
or the slights which slip out in word or deed.
This becomes a "Meditation on Hidden Defects,"
and opens us to the truth of who we also are,
providing a different path to self-awareness
and self-development.

Seeking life and living it
is on a different dimension
from denial/diversion/distraction/escape/addiction,
and "turns the light around"
by shifting out attention from things "out there"
to the things "in here,"
thereby giving us an entirely new orientation
and direction for our life.

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01

Bog Stream Reflections 02 09/29/2014 — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, New York
Jesus said, "Why don't you judge for yourselves
what is right?"
It all comes down to that.

The Tao is knowing/doing what is right--
what needs to be done--
the way it should be done
in each situation as it arises,
one situation after another,
all our life long.

Jesus was a Taoist.
He was much more a Taoist 
than he was a Christian.

It is only knowing and doing what is right
time after time
throughout our life.

No theology,
no dogma,
no doctrine,
no creeds,
no catechisms--
just knowing and doing what is right.

Why don't we judge for ourselves what is right?

I'm serious here:
Why DON'T we???

October 24, 2020

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Sumac 05 10/21/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
It takes active participation with--
intentional identification with--
the center and ground
of our original nature,
our life and being,
to live in accord with the Tao--
doing things in the right way,
at the right time,
in aligning ourselves with rhythms
and movement of nature's energy
moving through and directing our lives.

Our bodies are natural extensions
of the earth,
as much as trees and streams,
oceans and whales.

We are one with the forces of nature,
and live best when we nourish and nurture
a faithful presence in the world of nature,
being with nature in a regular and recurring way.

And when there,
we are to listen,
feel,
attend,
be aware
of how our bodies react
to the allness of our experience.

We have to consciously "be here now,"
seeing what we look at,
hearing what is being "said"
around us, within us,
noticing what is happening,
and what we are "picking up on"
beyond the range of sight and sound.

Nature is pure intention
toward life and being--
toward realization,
incarnation
and expression.

Nature's sense of what is 
and what needs to be
is as true as the turn of the tides
and the orbits of the stars and planets.

Our lives are a part of that choreography, 
of that orchestration,
and go so much better
when we consciously cooperate
with that which calls our name
and knows the time and place
of our presenting the gifts we carry
to the need that even now is in the making.

It only takes listening to our intuition
and paying attention to our instincts
to know that it is so.

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Tickseed Sunflowers 10/08/2020 02 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina
We've been on the wrong track for so long
we will never get the light turned around
as a culture.
Only as individuals do we have a chance
of making the switch.

The switch I'm talking about
is the one Joseph Campbell preached
his entire life:
Symbols and metaphors are not facts.

Symbols and metaphors do not refer
to things Out There,
but to things In Here.

The betrayal, death and resurrection
of Jesus is symbolic/metaphorical
of our own personal experiences
with betrayal, death and resurrection.

To say, "The cup of suffering
is the cup of salvation.
The bread of affliction
is the bread of life,"
is to invite us to explore in our own life
places where suffering was the door to salvation,
where affliction was the threshold to life.

The question is always and forever,
"Where have you experienced the truth
of this symbol/metaphor
in your own life?"

That is the ground of true religion--
religion without theology/dogma/doctrine/creeds/catechisms
but with the ever-present experience
of life's impact on us
and our path for dealing with it.

The place of true religion
is providing us with a perspective
for finding our way
to the life that is ours to live
and living it with joy
as full participants in "the sorrows of the world."

Symbols and metaphors point us to ourselves!
We use symbols and metaphors as guides us, 
as Campbell might say,
"To what electrifies
and enlightens your own hearts, 
and wakes you up
to the work that is yours to do,
and the life that is yours to live!"

Symbols and metaphors do this for us
when we approach them as portkeys
into the Mystery from which we come
and into which we return,
ask of them, 
"What can you show me about life
and how to live it?"

"Ah," say the symbols and metaphors,
"I'm so glad you asked!"
And the light comes on.
And lights our way through the darkness
of "working on mysteries without any clues."
(Bob Seger).

The symbols and metaphors are the clues!

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Trekker Loop 01 10/22/2020 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina, Adventure Road Access
What does it for me are
reading/writing
seeing/hearing
looking/listening
seeking/finding
asking/searching
exploring/imagining
feeling/thinking
knowing/doing...

I just want to know what's what
and what needs to be done about it
and what makes me think so
and who says so
and what makes them think so
and what does being right about something mean
and how long does it take before being right 
becomes wrong
and how knowing leads to doing
and how doing leads to knowing more
and knowing more leads to doing differently,
and how far have we come actually
from living in the caves
and in the jungles
thinking fire was the coolest thing?

We're playing the game as though it matters,
and what matters is playing the game
as if it matters,
because that keeps the game going,
and that's better than not playing the game,
because that just leads to a quick death,
or to being dead a long time before we die,
and the game is fun when played knowing
we are playing the game of playing the game
as though it matters
because it matters that we don't die
before our time
because it is a game we play through time,
and everybody who has ever lived,
or ever will lived,
has played/will play the game,
because the game is all there is.

Here we are.
What are we doing here?
Now what?
We all ask the same questions.
We all come up with the same answers.
Joseph Campbell said, "It's all the same mythology!"
It's all the same game!
"Working on mysteries without any clues"
(Bob Seger).

Everybody thinks they have the formula,
the angle,
the recipe,
the plan.
They are all playing the game,
being played by the game.
Gaming the game is being gamed by the game.
It's a game.
How can we play it, 
knowing we are playing it,
and play it really well?

"It's not whether we win or lose,
but how we play the game"
(Grantland Rice).
We are not going anywhere,
we are not getting anything,
we are playing at playing the game
of seeing/hearing,
knowing/doing,
feeling/thinking
looking/listening...

Waking up and being here, now.
Doing what needs to be done here, now.
The way it needs to be done.
In each situation as it arises.
All our life long.

That's all there is to it.

"Get in there and do your thing!
and don't worry about the outcome!"
(Joseph Campbell's summation
of the Bhagavad Gita).

Don't even keep score.
Just play your heart out.
And when it's done,
let it go.

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Bog River Falls 09/29/2014 Watercolor Rendering — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, New York
One of the primary, recurring, experiences
of humanity is that of 
Betrayal - Death - Resurrection.
We are born to be betrayed,
to die,
and to be born again.

We are all one with Jesus,
and repeat his experience
throughout our life,
learning, one would hope,
as we go,
so that Resurrection
increasingly means New Life
that takes the Old Life
into account,
knows what is coming,
and is ready for it
in the way of not taking it seriously,
and building a life around it
that is replete with good humor,
wisdom,
kindness,
compassion,
and all of the values
that are called forth
to meet the reality
of the human experience.

Meeting the reality of the human experience
in ways that deepen, broaden, 
lengthen, heighten, enhance
that experience,
and make it truly,
unbelievably wonderful--
wonder-filled,
marvelous,
awesome,
fascinating,
sublime,
radiant,
resplendent, 
transcendent,
"an awe inspiring mystery,"
worthy of our fullest possible participation
"in the sorrows of the world,"
is the story of religion
in the best and truest sense of the word.

Religion (and it's precursor, mythology)
help--enable us--to meet the world
on the world's terms,
providing us with the metaphors
("Betrayal, Death and Resurrection")
to make sense of it
and initiate us into it,
telling us,
in the words of the Native Americans,
sending their children off 
to seek their fortune,
"When you live in the service 
of your vision,
the birds of the air will shit on you--
do not stop even to wipe it off!"
And,"When you leave in the service 
of your vision,
you will come to what appears 
to be a great chasm.
Jump!
It is not as great as it seems."
(Both stories related by Joseph Campbell)

We all need help squaring ourselves up
with the realities of our life.
Good religion is metaphor/mythology
that has not been concrete-ized,
made literal/historical
as Christianity has done 
with the Christ myth.

We are all, each one of us is, the Christ
finding our way to the self-realization 
of our calling.
We are all The Anointed One
come to wake each other up
to the truth of our destiny:
Being awake to the wonder 
of meeting life head-on!
To the wonder of being alive!
Being awake to the joy
of perceiving the world as a portkey
to wonder, awe, fascination 
and mystery beyond words!
Dying figuratively in the process 
of realization and of life,
so that by the time our dying
becomes literal,
we are ready to Jump the Chasm,
knowing it is not as great as it seems.

October 23, 2020

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Little River at the Sinks 11/04/2006 Watercolor Rendering — Great Smoky Mountains National Park, Gatlinburg, Tennessee
Wealth, power and privilege seem to have it all,
until we see how it interferes with
seeing what needs to happen
in each situation as it arises,
and doing it with the gifts at our disposal.

Buying it done won't do it,
when our destiny is calling us
to step forward
and rock the baby,
or clean up after the dog.

We spit on destiny
on our way to call someone
to do it for us,
whatever the "it" is 
that is ours to do.

Money is a way of skirting 
our responsibilities,
enabling us to devote ourselves exclusively
to making more money.

Our destiny knows Karma's first name,
and has her phone number.

And the distance between where we are
and understanding
what is ours to do 
and doing it
is called The Hero's Journey.
It is also called Growing Up.

We think with enough money
we won't have to bother with it. 
With growing up.
And having money is better 
than being a hero.
Buy them all a round or two.
They will love you just as much.

Lost in all of this
is the life that is ours to live.
The destiny that is ours to serve.
The emptiness that is ours 
to try and outlive.

The truth is that money is meaningless
except as a means
to buy the tools we need
to do what is ours to do.

We learn that lesson a bit late in the game
to do much more than regret what we missed
in our effort to make up for lost time
before we die.

If we learn it at all.

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Along NY Highway 30 06 09/29/2014 — Tupper Lake, New York
The Tao is not good for the economy.
The Tao is as counter-cultural as it gets.
The same can be said for any spiritual practice.
The aims and activities of spiritual practice
are contrary to those of the culture--
any culture--
even the culture that is created
by the spiritual practice!
The more the spiritual practice
promotes itself,
the less self-aware,
self-transparent,
it becomes
(Which makes AA unique in the field,
with its "attraction not promotion" slogan),
and self-transparency is the sine qua non
of spirituality,
and the essence of counter-culture-ism.

Seeing what we are doing
transforms what we are doing.
The culture--any culture--is unconscious
to the core
(Commercial advertisement depends upon
its "marks" being unconscious of the truth
being concealed by the hype they are hearing,
and religions that are self-promoting,
don't allow questions they can't answer).

Taoism stands apart here,
with it's,
"The Tao that can be said
is not the eternal Tao,"
"The Path that can be discerned
as a path
is not a reliable path,"
"Darkness within darkness,
the gateway to understanding."

That kind of language is no way
to make converts!

A self-transparent spiritual practice
sets up an immediate barrier 
to cultural absorption,
and distances itself automatically,
spontaneously,
from the ends and means of the culture.

The more a practice embraces and serves
those ends and means,
the less spiritual it is.

The more we live out of our own heart,
grounded upon the source of our Original Nature,
and in tune with the drift of our soul,
the more we will distance ourselves 
from the cultural practices
and assumptions
at work in life around us.

There will be a natural separation,
an "in the world but not of the world"
ambiance will surround us,
without any rules or guidelines
or effort being extended
to set us apart.

The ends are not the same ends.
The means are not the same means.
The way is not the same way. 

October 22, 2020

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Wintergreen 01 10/21/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
The most important thing
is to be right about what's important,
and do it
when it needs to be done,
the way it needs to be done,
for as long as it needs to be done
in each situation as it arises,
with sincerity 
and spontaneity,
without contrivance,
judgment
or opinion,
situation-by-situation,
day-by-day
for as long as we live.

No one could do better than that.

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22-Acre Woods 04 10/15/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
Jesus had no impact upon 
the political realities of his day.
Neither did the Buddha.

Politics is the arena
of "What's in it for me
and my people."
Of "How can I get the most
while giving up the least?"

Jesus and the Buddha were interested
in creating and maintaining
an environment in which 
individuals were enabled/allowed
to incarnate 
their full potential for self-realization
and self-expression,
while assisting and encouraging--
not limiting or restricting--
their neighbors' self-development.

Their approaches were based
upon good faith,
sincerity,
and non-contrivance--
upon people being true to themselves,
aligned with their Original Nature,
and living in accord with the Tao
within the dynamic of opposites
constantly at work in the world.

A fluid state of being
which requires negotiation and compromise
on the part of all concerned--
has no chance of being realized
in a world where power and control
are in command,
where domination rules,
and a shaky status-quo
is the best that can be hoped for.

Disciples of Jesus and the Buddha
and the servants of Tao
are left with walking two paths at the same time--
realizing what's what
and working within the givens
that govern their lives
in living aligned with their Best Self
(The Atman within),
and enabling others to do the same
to the fullest extent possible
over the entire course of their lives.

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Lows Lake Panorama 09/29/2014 — Adirondack Park, Tupper Lake, New York
We have time on our hands.
We are bored,
looking for a good time to pass 
the time with,
and this isn't it.
That is the human condition.

Marianne Moore said,
"The cure for loneliness is solitude."
The very idea is off-putting.
The cure for loneliness is a party!

But until we meet what meets us
in the silence,
we are a broken record
(That's a metaphor that has
outlived its usefulness),
"going nowhere fast."

We don't want to hear it.
Our fingers are in our ears.
We are going "Nah, nah, nah..."

Growing up is the province
of realization and acquiescence.
It is trumped by denial
and anything that will take our mind
off our problems.

Anything that will keep us from meeting
what meets us in the silence. 

And here we are.
Waiting for some shift
in our modus operandi.

Nothing can change
until something changes.
But the silence is always there.

October 21, 2020

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22-Acre Woods 02 10/15/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
Happiness is a natural by-product
of doing the things that make
our little heart sing
and our little toes dance.

Having our heart in what we are doing
is all there is to it.

How hard could that be?

When is the last time your heart was in
what you were doing?

Why did you stop?

What are the blocks,
the stops,
the barriers
preventing us from living 
with our heart in what we are doing?

Conduct an inquiry.
Get to the bottom of it.
Why are we not living
with our heart in what we are doing?
What would have to happen 
in order to be able to live that way?

What does our heart want
that we aren't giving it?

Why are we holding out 
on our own heart?

Whose side are we on?

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Sourwood Leaves 02 10/21/2020 — 22-Acre W00ds, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
There are the Who, What, When, Where, How questions
to be answered.
The Tao and the Atman team up
for the them all,
with The Atman being
the essential Self/Soul/Essence/Being
(the Who)
within all living things,
and the Tao being
the Right way (How) to do What needs doing,
and When to do it.
And Where is always here and now.

Throwing or lot in
with the Tao and the Atman,
leaves us with only having to
develop our relationship
with both
in order to follow the flow
of life from beginning to in.

The only catch is 
that we have to play our part
as it needs to be played
and get out of the way
in each situation as it arises.

It means sincerely being devoted
to serving the true good of the whole, 
with no contrivance
and no interest in the outcome.
We just do what is ours to do,
with nothing to gain or lose,
and it all works out just peachy
for all concerned.

We have everything we need
to do what is called for 
in all conditions and circumstances 
of life.

What could be wrong with this plan?

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Sourwood 07 10/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
There are eight tools
for getting us through anything/everything,
and for getting us in the center of the sweet spot
of where we need to be
in every time and place of our living.

They are:

1) Compassion --for ourselves,
and for one another
(that would be for all others)--
and for our circumstances/situation in life.

It begins with compassion
and flows from compassion,
and depends upon compassion.

Compassion is unconditional
and equally applicable to all things
everywhere,
any time.

It is the ground of our existence.
If we do it without compassion,
it won't be worth doing.

If you are going to practice anything,
practice compassion--
for everything
throughout your day
all day long.

2) Awareness takes everything into account,
contains everything,
considers everything,
with compassion (of course),
and without judgment,
opinion,
or expectation.

All things are just as they are, 
"Thus Come,"
"right out of the box."

Awareness receives everything
in a "This is the way things are,
and this is what can be done about it,
and that's that"
kind of way.

Awareness is without emotional attachment
or reactivity.

Awareness is the operational attitude
of emergency room personnel,
or emergency medical technicians,
triaging a situation
and responding to it
in ways appropriate to the occasion
in each situation as it arises.

Awareness is the primary
and absolutely essential attitude
for sizing things up
and dealing with them
as they need to be dealt with,
one after another,
moment-by-moment,
day-by-day,
all our life long.

3) Acceptance greets everything
with Rumi's warm welcome
expressed so well in his poem, "The Guest House"
(Googleit).

Everything is exactly what we need
to grow up some more again.
And growing up some more again
is "what it's all about."

Growing up some more again
is the essence of the Hero's Journey,
and the Spiritual Journey,
and every other journey there is or may ever be.

We are never Grown Up.
We are always growing up.
Evolving,
becoming,
moving,
developing,
shifting,
changing,
showing ourselves who we are
and what we are made of.

There is more to us than meets the eye--
any eye,
especially our own eye!
And our life is exquisitely designed
to provide us with the experiences necessary
to bring us forth,
expressing, 
exhibiting,
incarnating
who we are 
in each time and place
(here and now)
of our living.

So, greet the day,
and make it welcome!

4) Silence is the sine qua non for 
balance,
harmony,
spirit,
life,
vitality,
virtue,
character,
Original Nature,
and living centered
in the sweet spot of who we are
and what is ours to do.

Everything flows from Silence!
Imagination and creativity
are grounded in Silence!
All that we as a species
have ever produced
came right out of Silence!

Meeting what meets us in Silence
is the necessary ordeal
for meeting what meets us 
in the world 
of ordinary, apparent, reality.

The Silence is practice
for the Noise of the 10,000 things,
for the Dust of the World.

As we learn to appreciate,
embrace,
yearn for,
enjoy,
relish Silence,
we prepare ourselves for all that waits
in the situations and circumstances
of our daily life.

Silence is the source of all that we need
to find what we need
to do what needs to be done
and what needs us to do it
in each situation as it arises forever.

We cannot be anything worth being
until we can be quiet.

On a regular basis
throughout the time left for living.

5) Perspective is how we see
what we look at.

How we see determines what we see
when we look at what we look at.

How we see is conditioned/controlled
by the 10,000 things.
The way we see things 
is determined by where we have been
and what has happened to us
from birth to here and now.

We all are at the mercy
of the way we see things.
Programming the way things are seen
is the aim of all propaganda,
and everything that has come to us
about how to see what we look at
is a form of cultural propaganda--
stemming from the people we hang out with,
socialize with,
associate with,
that form our culture-within-the-culture.

When the way we see things changes,
the people we spend time with is likely to change.
And if we change the people we spend time with,
we are likely to change the way we see things.

All of which is a result of awareness,
particularly as it relates to #6 below.

6) Self-transparency is seeing ourselves seeing.
Seeing ourselves thinking.
Feeling.
Knowing.
Acting.
Doing.
Living.
Being...

We do not move,
psychologically,
emotionally,
spiritually,
until we see ourselves moving--
until we know what we would
go to hell for--
until we know where we stand
and what we stand for,
"Without hope,
without witness,
without reward"
(Steven Moffat, Doctor Who).

Self-transparency is not kidding ourselves,
but knowing ourselves as we are,
"just so,"
"Thus Come."
With the kind of compassionate
awareness
and acceptance described above.

This kind of knowledge 
of our essential selves,
lends itself to a budding knowledge
of our Self--
The Atman within--
and positions us to live
aligned with ourselves,
with our Self,
and in accord with the Tao.

7) Sincerity (Non-contrivance) is the basic
requirement of self-expression.
We live to be who we are--
for no reason other than being who we are.

We do not live to get anything out of it
beyond the experience of being fully alive
by being who we are in the moment of our living
in each situation as it arises.

When we meet the moment
and respond to it
by offering/doing what is called for there
as only we can,
with the gifts/daemon/genius/virtue/character/grace
that are peculiarly ours to offer,
we have done all that anyone can do,
and that is being as alive to the moment as possible. 

8) Spontaneity is acting without contrivance,
without agenda,
without motive,
without plans,
or schemes,
or strategies,
or intentions,
or purposes,
or ideas,
but simply rising to every occasion
by offering what is called for,
and letting that be that.

Live in the service of these eight tools for living,
and you will be
where everyone has been searching for
from the beginning of the species,
and, maybe, before.

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Around Bass Lake 07 10/13/2014 — Blue Ridge Parkway, Blowing Rock, North Carolina
What comes packed in our DNA?
How did it get there?

I talk a lot about our Original Nature.
What is constant in everyone's DNA,
and what is inherited from our parents,
unique to us alone among all people on earth for ever?
How did it get there?
How often do new things get there?
What is the process of transmission?

How do innate releasing mechanisms
get into our DNA?
Can new ones ever come along?
When in the history of our DNA
did they first occur?
How does "experience" become "inherited"?

Does the idea of God
predate the experience of God?
Where do ideas come from?
Can we experience anything
that is not "expected" by our DNA?
What can we not experience?
Why not?

We are born into a culture
of assumptions and expectations.
How could we ever know 
that a response to our environment
is inherited via DNA
or originates in the sea of cultural
assumptions and expectations
that immerses us at birth?

It feels (to me) as though 
the Tao and the Atman 
are explanations/grounds of experience,
but experience could just as easily
be based on the cultural
expectations and assumptions
of Tao and Atman.

Experience is created by expectation
and explanation.
That is the foundation of superstition,
horoscopes,
black magic,
voodoo
and religion.
If we take anything on faith
it is instant and everlasting
that whatever we take on faith
becomes an irrefutable fact
like that (snaps fingers).

We are susceptible to suggestion,
and cannot separate 
culturally created expectation
from personally experienced reality.

How objective can even science be? 
Isn't that the very ground of the
"hypothesis not fact" presumption
that serves as the basis of all scientific endeavor?
We have to constantly check our own observations
because we cannot trust ourselves to see what is there
and not what we expect to be there?

How do our expectations have us where we are?
How can we free ourselves from our presumptions,
assumptions
and expectations
in order to see reality
separate from our presumptions,
assumptions
and expectations?

How do we know we aren't just making up
everything we think we know to be so?

Truth and illusion are separated by what?
"The edge of the coin"?
(Ortega y Gasset)

October 20, 2020

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22-Acre Woods o9 10/20/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
We all are the same,
and we all are different.

Why can't we take that on faith,
and live as though it is so?

We take the craziest things on faith.
"There is no such thing as global warming!"
Why take that on faith?

"COVID-19 is a hoax!"
Why take that on faith?

"If you don't believe in Jesus
and toe the line,
you're going to hell!"
Why take that on faith?

Why don't we take things on faith
that believing them to be so
makes an actual, tangible, difference for good
in our life?
In our own, personal, life?

Why take things on faith
that are going to make life difficult
for other people?
Why believe some people are inherently 
better than other people?
More deserving?
Less deserving?

Why not believe that we are all different,
and we are all the same?
And grant everybody the benefit of the doubt
for being different,
and treat everybody like we would want 
to be treated
for being the same?

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Sourwood 06 10/09/2020 — 22-AcreWoods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
Our perspective is all we have to work with.

The journey we keep talking about--
the Hero's Journey,
the Spiritual Journey--
comes down to growing up,
and growing up consists of
changing our mind about what's important
again and again and again
over the full course of our life.

Changing how we see things
makes all the difference
in enabling us to deal with things
and do what needs to be done about things.

My most powerful personal experience
in how changing the way we see things
changes things
came in Ferriday, Louisiana in 1973.

Ferriday is in Concordia Parish,
and Concordia Parish is surrounded by water,
bounded by the Tensas River, 
the Red River,
the Black River
and the Mississippi River.

1973 was the year of the 100-year flood.
The Mississippi River was threatening
to top the restraining levy,
and causing the other rivers to back up
and threaten the levies holding them in place.

The Morganza Spillway is on the Mississippi River
at the southeastern edge of the Parish,
put in place to prevent the Missisippi
from diverting course into the Achafalaya River Basin.

The citizens in Concordia Parish were as one
in beseeching the US Army Corps of Engineers
to open the Morganza Spillway
allowing water from the Mississippi to flow
into the Achafalaya and reduce the pressure
on the protective levies surrounding the Parish.

The Corps of Engineers sent a spokesperson
to address the issue at a public gathering.
He said, "You are thinking of the river as a bathtub,
and if you open the drain you will empty the tub."
Heads nodded as one throughout the crowd.
"You have to see the river as a garden hose,
and no matter how many holes you poke in the hose
below a certain point,
the hose above that point is going to remain 
full of water."

A gasp went up from the crowd.
The anger left the room.
And people began in that moment
to come to terms with the truth of their situation.

Coming to terms with the truth of our situation
is all that is ever required of us
in each situation as it arises.

Changing how we see things
to enable ourselves to see things as they are
is the sine qua non of being able
to respond to our circumstances
in ways that are called for
in each situation as it arises
all our life long.

We change the way we see
by changing the metaphors we use
to describe the circumstances we face.
Changing our base metaphor
changes everything.
Instantly.

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01

Maple Leaves 09/27/2015 — Cooperstown, New York
Lao Tzu may as well have been a contemporary
of Genghis Khan,
may as well have been his neighbor,
or his brother.

Mao tse Tung was well-versed in the Tao te Ching,
and knew about the Buddha and Zen.

What does the Tao have to say
Genghis Khan and Mao tse Tung can hear?

This is Yin/Yang come to life in our lives.

The ascendance of the masculine
over the feminine
begin with the advance of the hunter/warrior
who demanded immediate results now
and came to the fore
by stomping out the compassion 
and the patience of the planter/harvester
in order to force their way upon the world.

The warrior's way of doing things
was given philosophical/theological assist
by Zarathustra in Persia 
and his separation of reality 
into Darkness and Light,
Right and Wrong,
Good and Evil--
and giving impetus and permission
to the warrior impulse to destroy
what they did not like
and call their actions good.

The Tao is a different way of doing things.
Jesus expressed his Taoist heart
with his "seed in the earth,"
"yeast in the dough,"
"light on a hill,"
analogies,
and his model of dying
instead of killing,
and his call to "Do it like I'm doing it!"
"No one comes to the Father but by me!"
"By doing it like I am doing it!"

But the world has a better/quicker/faster way:
"Kill the Infidel!"
(With "the Infidel" being everyone 
who doesn't do it the way the world wants it done.

When Lao Tzu, 
and the Buddha
and Jesus
come up against Genghis Khan and Mao tse Tung
and the United States Calvary riding over the hill,
it is going to be over like that (Snaps fingers).

And here we are.
"Right forever on the scaffold,
Wrong forever on the throne."
What's a body to do?
What chance does the Tao have?

This is the eternal duality/dichotomy/contradiction.

The Buddha would say,
"When you meet an elephant coming toward you
along the path,
get off the path!"

Zen would say,
"The law of the fishes states:
The big fish eat the little fish
and the little fish have to hide."

Jesus would say,
"You have heard it said,
'An eye for an eye!
A tooth for a tooth!
But I say unto you:
Do not resist evil,
and if someone were to strike
you on your right cheek,
turn to him the other also.
And if anyone would sue you
for your coat,
give him your cloak as well.
And whoever forces you to 
go a mile, 
go with him two miles."

The Dalai Lama left Tibet
when the Chinese army invaded.
And the Dalai Lama's bodyguards
carry automatic weapons.

What we do about Genghis Khan 
and Mao tse Tung
in their present manifestations
is up to us
moment-to-moment,
situation-by-situation,
day-by-day,
with the tools of imagination,
creativity,
compromise,
acquiescence,
accommodation, 
adjustment,
sacrifice,
resistance,
opposition,
warfare
and surrender
at our disposal--
doing what is called for
by the situation at hand
in each situation as it arises.

We live in a Yin/Yang world,
and must bear the pain
living on the interface,
on the borderline,
between irreconcilable polarities,
carrying in our body
the agony of this eternal cross,
dying again and again
to rise from the dead again and again,
to die again,
to rise from the dead again,
to die again, 
to rise again...

For as long as time shall last.

Ours is the Sisyphean task
of doing what needs to be doing
moment-by-moment
in each situation as it arises,
to do it again in the next situation
all our life long.

And what redeems this pattern
of being stuck between Yin and Yang
all our life long
is the attitude we take in regard to the task,
the spirit with which we go about our business
of living out our life
in a Yin/Yang world.

October 19, 2020

03

Sourwood 03 10/09/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
Allowing our life to take its own shape
around our interests
and our involvement with things that evoke
our vitality, zeal and enthusiasm
is a track different
from going where the money is--
and we have to make a decision
at some point
about what is going t0 be the central concern
that directs our choices
and rules our life.

We can have a "cookie cutter life,"
with the shape being determined
by our social group,
or by the group we would like to be our social group,
and we do all the things 
members of our group do,
going the same movies,
eating at the same restaurants,
watching the same TV shows,
living the same life.

And we can live "a life apart,"
in the sense of not minding
that we are on the outside
of all social circles,
letting our direction in life
be determined by the things we like to do
regardless of whether anyone else cares
that they exist.

What guides our boat on its path through the sea?
What kind of boat are we riding in?
Whose idea is it that this is the boat we ought to be riding in?
What gives us our sense of direction?
Our idea about what is good and what is not?
Who are we living to please?
What do we need to be happy with the life we are living?
What kind of life do we need to be living
in order to be pleased with how things are?

The idea that "this boat won't take us there,"
gives us some sense of how our life needs to change
to get us "there"
if "there" is some place we would like to be.

Or, if we like "this boat" so much
that wherever it takes us is perfectly fine with us.

Living the life that fits our idea of how life should be,
and what needs to change to have a better fit--
the life we are living,
or idea of how life should be--
gives us something to consider
as we work to blend happiness with our life
and how we are living it.

What is important?
How do we decide?
How do we know when we are right
and when we are wrong?

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02

Peyto Lake In the Snow 09/20/2004 — Banff National Park, Alberta
The future is fluid,
pliable,
capable of being shaped
and molded.
We create it in every moment
by the way we respond to
what is happening
and to what is being called for.

We bring the future on ourselves
by the way we live,
by the choices we make,
in each situation as it arises.

We influence, 
impact,
create the next situation,
and all those following it,
by the way we act in this situation.

The present moment is a fulcrum,
and we lever the future into place
one moment at a time.

In every moment we make choices
that form the matrix
for all the choices we will be able to make
in all future moments.

Here is the organizing idea for ordering 
your response to every choice you are offered
in all of your moments yet to be:

Ask of what is before you,
"What is the life-quotient for me
and/or others in the options before me?

What is the level of vitality,
enthusiasm,
zest,
excitement,
joy and delight
in each of them?

What is their degree of radiance,
transcendence,
rapture,
elation,
exhilaration,
inspiration?"

Go with what has life for you/others.
And if it comes down to a choice 
between you and others,
be clear about the sacrifice
you are being asked to make,
and choose carefully.

Sometimes it will be you that is sacrificed
for the sake of others,
and sometimes it will be others 
that are sacrificed
for the sake of you.

Do not hesitate to choose in your favor!
Just be clear of the choice you are making.
Sometimes you will "die" either way,
just "die" in the service of life every time!

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01

The Atman 03 — From my Symbols of Transformation collection
Four statements say it all: 
Promote the General Welfare,
Provide the Common Defense,
Insure Domestic Tranquility, 
Preserve, protect and defend...
against All Enemies Foreign and Domestic.

These are not only in the Constitution,
but are either stated or implied 
in all the oaths of office
taken by people holding office
as US Government officials.

These four statements provide the foundational
Constitutional authority
for declaring every act of the US Government
from its inception
that violates any of the four
to be unconstitutional
and therefore illegal.

Making the forthcoming appointment
to the Supreme Court
unconstitutional and illegal.

Making canceling the Voting Rights Act
unconstitutional and illegal.

Making Citizens United 
unconstitutional and illegal.

Etc.

Making lobbyists
unconstitutional and illegal.

Etc. 

Making all of Trump's executive orders
and all of Congress' actions
that violate any of the four statements
unconstitutional and illegal.

Etc.

Everything the US Government does
has to meet the standards
set forth by the four statements.

Environmental protection
is guaranteed by the four statements.

Individual human rights
are guaranteed by the four statements
(And where abortion is concerned,
life begins at birth with the first breath,
and has been held to be so
since the beginning of time,
so we celebrate birth days
and not conception days).

Health care, etc
are guaranteed by the four statements.

Etc.

These four statements provide 
all the grounds needed
to oppose and invalidate
all US Governmental acts
that violate any of the four.

The Atman has been recognized
from the beginning of human history
as the Essential Self,
the True Nature,
the Original Nature,
Universally across all time and space
of every living thing,
and is violated,
desecrated,
dishonored,
blasphemed
and destroyed
when any of these four statements
are so treated.

Therefore, not only the Constitution,
but also the very essence of life,
are done grave damage
by the flippant disregard
of the sacred foundation
constituting our life together
as citizens of the United States of America.

And we are called forth
to resist,
repudiate
and repel 
all attacks upon us
and our holy bond
with all living things,
now and forever.

October 18, 2020

04

Adventure Road 04 10/07/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
Shamanism, you could look this up,
is the world's oldest religion
starting up between 10,000 and 5,000 BCE.
Hinduism and Taoism come in next
from about 5,000 to 2,500 BCE.

From at least 2,500 BCE
Taoism is documented as saying
"It all comes down to doing the right thing in the right way"
(or words to that effect).

We have known what it takes--
all that it takes for 4,500 years!
And this is the best we can do
(Looking around, palms up, disgusted expression).

What?
It is only about doing the right thing in the right way
in each situation as it arises!
This is not beyond any of us!

It's like litter.
It is a problem that is completely up to us
and totally doable.

About 500 BCE,
Lao Tzu grew disenchanted
and walked off into the woods
to live out his days in the company 
of the birds and animals.

It hasn't gotten better in 2,520 years.
I don't know why.

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03

Sumac 03 10/09/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina
It helps to believe in what we are doing--
in something we are doing.

Joseph Campbell believed that 
"devotion to one's own inner work
is the beam that keeps us on the path"
(Phil Cousineau).

We cannot live as tourists
looking for something to like
and finding things to not like.
We have to be living out of our own core,
and doing the things that serve
that central thing that we are,
while we also are making ends meet
however we can.

It helps if our job can be somewhat kin
to our calling,
to the things that "electrifies
and enlivens our hearts and wakes us"
(Joseph Campbell).

And we have to always be mindful
of walking on two paths at the same time,
integrating consciously
(and regularly)
the opposites,
balancing the responsibilities,
dancing with the contradictions,
and working things out.

But the main thing is to have a main thing.
Something we love with all our heart.
Something we must do with our life,
something that we build a life around,
that we coalesce around,
orbit around,
that serves us as our anchor point,
our center point,
our still point
in the turning world.

Something that we would bear
all manner of burdens to do
in serving with all that is within us.

We have to know what keeps us going,
to know that we will go through anything
to be able to do.

If we have that,
nothing can touch us.
In light of that,
we can say, "Yea!" to life just as it is,
because having found the gold,
nothing can take that from us,
and we have nothing to fear from the clashing rocks
or the heaving waves of the wine dark sea.

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02

Pelicans in Flight 11/02/2008 — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Ocracoke Island, North Carolina
No one gets anywhere
without changing their mind
about what is important.

Changing our mind about what is important
is the essence of the Hero's Journey,
the Spiritual Quest
and Growing Up.

And it isn't enough to just change our mind.
We have to be right about it.
About what is important.

That is the only thing worth knowing.
And serving with our life.

No one can tell us what is important--
well, they can, but we can't hear them
until we discover for ourselves 
what they are talking about.
Their words have to "click" with something within us,
something that knows the truth 
of what they are saying,
in a, "So, that's it!" kind of way.

We have to live ourselves into 
knowing what's important
when it is pointed out to us.
And it all starts with the realization
that "This isn't it."

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01

Atman 04 — From my Symbols of Transformation Collection
The Atman is a Hindu term for our essential Self,
for the essence of who we are,
for the divine being at the heart of all living things.

If we were talking,
I would want to know about your life--
about the life you are living,
and about the life that is yours to live--
about what you do for a living,
and about what you live to do.

That is the dynamic
within which we work out who we are.

Working out who we are consumes our life.
By the time we figure out the basics--
if we do--
most of the time for living has been used up.

No one tells us early on
what the deal is.
Because no one knows
what the deal is.

Pleasing God and getting to heaven
gets all the attention,
or did through my growing up years,
not that I'm not still growing up,
but I could have spent my time in better ways
with better guidance
about how to spend my time.

When I was sixteen/seventeen,
I wanted a typewriter for Christmas.
Where did that come from?
When I was eighteen/nineteen,
I had an epiphany upon seeing
a 35mm single reflex camera
sitting on a table.
What was that about?
I could have used some pointers.

Carl Jung's autobiography is entitled,
"Memories, Dreams and Reflections,"
mine would be,
"The Tao, The Atman and The Silence."

I lived blindfolded looking for the Piñata,
with nothing to go on.
It takes a while.
But, the Tao, the Atman and the Silence,
do not go away,
do not give up,
but hang around like gravity
doing their thing,
and here we all are.

And if we were talking,
I would ask you about your life,
about what brings you to life,
about where your fascination is found,
about where your enthusiasm comes from
and where your hunger leads you.

And we could talk long into the night. 

October 17, 2020

04

Sourwood 02 10/09/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
Joseph Campbell, 
speaking about his college days
on the tract team at Columbia,
"I lost two races that were very important to me
because I lost the still place.
The race meant so much
that I put myself out there
to win the race
instead of to run the race,
and the whole thing got thrown off."

When we lose the still place,
we lose the rhythm,
the dance,
the balance and harmony
of ourselves in this moment in time,
where we act out of the stillness,
sincerely and spontaneously
offering what is needed
moment-by-moment,
without thought of gain or loss,
without thinking anything,
just being in the moment,
free to be who we were being called to be
by the time and place of our living.

We lose that by trying to force a win,
by pushing our agenda,
by living from a motive of profit
and the desire to win.
That is to be out of accord with the Tao,
and it all goes south like that
(Snaps fingers).

We are here simply to run the race,
to live from the still place,
and offer what is called for
in each situation as it arises.

We are here to attend the moment.
To see what's what,
and know what is happening
and what is needed,
and how we can help with that
out of the gifts/genius/daemon/character/talents
we have to offer--
remembering Lao Tzu's advice,
"Do your work and step back,
and let nature take its course."

That's all it takes,
but it takes it day in and day out.
Forever.
We are in it for the long haul.
The Hero's Journey never ends.

Get your game face on
and don't take it off.

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03

Adventure Road 03 10/08/2020 — 22-Acre Woods, Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
You can lead a horse to water,
and if on the way you stop for a while
at the salt block,
you can pretty well guarantee the horse will drink.

What's the equivalent to a salt block
on the spiritual journey?
What can we do to prepare ourselves 
for the serendipitous moment of illumination?
How can we put ourselves in the way of enlightenment?
How can we assist seeing,
hearing,
realizing?
Satori hinges on what? 

It often takes nothing more "spiritual" 
than a dead end.

Come to the end of your rope,
and there is the light.

Joseph Campbell liked to say,
"Where you stumble and fall,
there lies the gold."

And we've all heard the axiom,
"It's always darkest just before dawn."

All that we try that doesn't work
is cleaning the windows of perception.
"Not this, not this, not this...
is all important knowledge
on the way to knowing "This is IT!"

It is all preparation.
Nothing is wasted on the path to realization.
We hurry up awakening
by doing everything with our eyes as open
to what's what as they can be.

We can only see what we see,
but we can be conscious of looking,
and ask the questions that beg to be asked
about everything in each situation as it arises--
and say everything that needs to be said,
trusting the "click" to happen 
in its own time.

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02

Goldenrod 03 10/08/2020 — Indian Land, South Carolina, an iPhone Photo
Where is your zeal in the matter?
Any matter?
What matter holds the most zeal for you?
Enthusiasm?
Heart?
Life?
What brings you to life?
Calls you to life?
Infuses you with life?
Begin there.
Go there.
Do that.

I'm better off walking around
looking for photos,
or sitting with my computer
processing photos,
or writing,
or reading,
or cooking,
or playing at playing my djembe drum,
than most any other where
in my life.

Those are the things that ground and center me
and restore my balance and harmony.
If I am away from them for longer than I like,
I drift over into crotchety and snarly
and people start saying,
"Why don't you go find something to photograph?"

It's important to know where our zeal lies, 
and feed it what it feasts on as often as possible. 

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01

Thus Come 03 –From my Symbols of Transformation Collection
The Buddha is recognized and revered
as "The One Thus Come."
The Christ belongs in that category as well.

As do all who are just who they are--
with neither pretension nor aspiration,
just so,
just this,
just thus.

Which is to say, naturally exhibiting
"the face that was theirs before they were born."

All natural things are Thus Come.

Rocks and waves,
wind and turkeys,
gold nuggets and porcupines...

The natural world is Thus Come.
Only human beings have the capacity
to be other than they are
in striving to create a future to their liking.

All humans Thus Come
are content with the way things are,
and have no need to transform things
into their idea of how they ought to be.

They do not walk around
with an agenda in hand
and a plan for everything in their life.

In trying to arrange a particular future,
we arrange ourselves in particular ways.
Terrible Twos are so called
because children at about that age
react violently when the way things are
is not the way they want them to be.

No puppy, kitten, bear cub or penguin chick
ever cried, kicked, screamed, bit their parents
or rolled on the floor
because things weren't going their way.

People in their eighties 
can still be in their Terrible Twos.
They are Thus Come in a way
different from the Buddha and the Christ,
and are avoided by everyone in their vicinity
for being the way they are.

Being our natural self
puts us in accord with the natural world,
and we live out our lives 
smoothly choreographed with the movement
of life around us.

This is to be aligned with the Tao
and at one with the times and places of our life.

It is to say "Yea!" to life as it is,
and to find ways of folding ourselves into 
our circumstances
and make a way for ourselves within the confines
of "what's happening now,"
in a "Okay, now what?" kind of way--
while those in the Terrible Twos Stage
are going,
"NO! NOT THIS--THAT!"
NO! NOT THAT--THAT OVER THERE!"
all their life long.