June 17-B, 2022

01

Kisatchie Falls Panorama 02 03/18/2015 Oil Paint Rendered — Kisatchie, Louisiana
Where is that "very present help in time of trouble"?

"Though there be no cattle in the stalls,
no sheep in the pasture,
no grapes on the vines,
no grain in the fields,
yet even so,
I will not forsake the way
that is The Way,
nor abandon my fealty,
my loyalty,
my devotion
to doing what needs to be done,
anyway, nevertheless, even so,
when, where and how it needs to be done
all my life long!"

This is the spirit of the prophets,
the Christ,
the Buddha,
and Odysseus,
who said in the Odyssey,
"I will stay with it and endure,
and when the heaving sea
has shaken my raft to pieces,
then I will swim!"

And, it has to be our spirit
in the work that is ours to do
in each situation as it arises
for as long as life shall last.

"Get in there and do your thing
in doing what needs to be done,
and don't let anything stop you!"
(Joseph Campbell, or words to that effect).

May it be so with us all forever!

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02

Lake Hagler Fall 04 11/11/2014 Oil Paint Rendered — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina
The Parable of the Prodigal Son,
if understood and applied,
would have been the end of the religion
of the Jews in Jesus' day,
and the end of Christianity as we know it
in our own day.

I will take you through it
and show you what I mean.

First, the Parable, from the New International Version:

Jesus is speaking:

“There was a man who had two sons. 12 The younger one said to his father, ‘Father, give me my share of the estate.’ So he divided his property between them.

13 “Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. 14 After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. 15 So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. 16 He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.

17 “When he came to his senses, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! 18 I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. 19 I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired servants.’ 20 So he got up and went to his father.

“But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.

21 “The son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’

22 “But the father said to his servants, ‘Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23 Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate. 24 For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ So they began to celebrate.

25 “Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. 26 So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. 27 ‘Your brother has come,’ he replied, ‘and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.’

28 “The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. 29 But he answered his father, ‘Look! All these years I’ve been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. 30 But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!’

31 “‘My son,’ the father said, ‘you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32 But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’”
 
In verse 18, the son "comes to his senses," and reasons,"If I say, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Make me like one of your hired servants,' I will be better off by far than I am now.

(This reminds me of The Princess Bride where Mandy Patinkin practices his lines, "Hello,my name is Inigo Montoya.
You killed my father. Prepare to die." I envision the son practicing his lines all the way home, and when he arrives there, that is exactly what he says, following the script
perfectly. But it was completely unnecessary.)

Before the son can say anything his father runs to embrace him and kiss him and welcome him home. When the son finally gets his chance and says his line, his father brushes his words away, calling his servants to dress him for the party and make things happen to celebrate the return of his long lost son, and so they do.

But now, the question.

What would the son have had to do for the father to say, "You are no son of mine! Go back to where you have been, and never even think of coming here again! Hell itself is too good for you and your kind! Get out! Get out! I don't want to see you ever!"

Would the son have had to be gay? Transgender? Perhaps a physician who performed abortions? A drug dealer? A male prostitute? An atheist? What would it have taken for the father
to say, "Be Gone, Damn You!"???

The father would have never said that.

The religious establishment of Jesus' say would have said it to anyone who was poor and could not pay the Temple Tax. They would have said it to lepers and to the families of lepers. They would have said it to the undesirables of every shape, size, gender, variety.

And so would the so-called Christian church today. All of which have signs on their front lawn saying "All Are Welcome." Because the unstated line is "except those who don't fit the mold." And there are 10,000 ways of not fitting the mold.

The parable blows away all concepts of merit and reward and what we have to do to be deserving of such--which forms the basis of why anyone would ever consider going to church: In order to get to heaven when we die. But without having to meet certain stipulations to be accepted into heaven, why bother with the church here and now? Indeed. Why bother?

If our birthright is heaven, or its equivalent, on the other side of death, why bother with the church here/now?

The question is not allowed. 
The thrust of the parable is always quickly redirected to the "repentance" of the son. Never mind that the son did not repent,
never intended to repent, but was simply continuing the conman routine he was so accustomed to running ("I'll say I'm sorry and get my foot in the door"). The father gave no thought to the son's memorized lines, and welcomed him with the genuine gladness of a father upon seeing his son.

And the elder son shows his true colors in reacting as he did to his brother. "I've never had a party! Yet, this scoundrel get all the glory!" The eldest son's motives are exposed for what they are, playing it smart and inheriting all of the wealth of his father, instead of just enjoying the father for who he was, and his own position for what it was, without thinking about gain or reward, but letting the day be sufficient for itself every day.

That is the attitude/perspective at the heart of self-transparency, simply seeing/being/doing what needs to be done, with no motives/expectations/agendas/plans/opinions/desires beyond doing what needs to be done, when, where and how it needs to be done, for the joy of doing it and the satisfaction of having done it alone.

In each situation as it arises. Forever. 

This is integrity, sincerity, spontaneity, transparency that makes us "transparent to transcendence" (Joseph Campbell), and brings the wonder of that which has always been called "God" to life in our life, and we and "the father" become one in this way, and all are blessed by the grace and beauty of "more than words can say" in the here and now of the day-to-day.

This is the truth of the Parable of the Prodigal Son for all who have eyes to see, and ears to hear and hearts to understand. 

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June 17, 2022

01

Moonrise Fantasy at the Mittens 09/25/2007 Oil Paint Rendered — Monument Valley Navajo Tribal Park, Arizona
I wish democracy worked as advertised.
Majority rule and all that jazz.
Money owns the government.
The people don't have a chance.
And the people have to understand that
and not give a damn.

The attitude of the people cannot/must not be
hopelessness and a loss of faith in government.
The attitude of the people must be
"We don't care what our chances are!
We demand accountability and responsibility
on the part of our elected officials!
And that means getting money out of politics,
and resetting the system to work 
like it is supposed to work
with everyone getting to vote
and the checks and balances in place
working to check and balance,
etc."

But, the catch is,
the people have to do their part.
They have to vote out the liars and conartists,
and vote in integrity and sincerity.

The people is/are the weak point in the system,
and the system will be no better 
than the people who put the politicians in office.

When Lester Maddox was governor of Georgia,
he said, "There is nothing wrong with the penal system
in the state of Georgia
that a better quality of prisoners
wouldn't fix," or words to that effect.

Just so. There is nothing wrong with democracy
that a better quality of voters wouldn't fix.

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02

Looking Glass Falls 07 10/28/2013 Oil Paint Rendered — Pisgah National Forest, Brevard, North Carolina
Heart is the hardest thing to find
and the easiest thing to lose.

The heart monitors that are available to us
are no help with this.

We have to tend our own degree of heartfulness
throughout the day, week, month, year
of our life.

How's your heart rate now?
I don't mean your pulse rate.
I mean the rating of your heartfulness.
On a scale of 1-10,
with 10 being "busting out all over,"
and 1 being in need of life support.

How much heart is in what you are doing
throughout each day?
Where is your heart 
when it is not in what you are doing?
What is it longing for?

If you were going to
live in the service
of your heart,
what would you be doing 
that you are not doing?
What would you not be doing 
that you are doing?

Our fealty,
liege loyalty,
filial devotion
are to our heart
in all times and places.

We cannot allow anything 
to take our heart away from us.
To rob us of our heart.

We are our heart's champion!
We are the knight in armor
protecting our tender heart!
We cannot give ourselves to 
the things that we have no heart for!

What is the heart quotient 
in all of the things we do?
In all of the paths we walk?
Are we on a path with heart?
When do we get off the path with heart
onto some other path,
though it be a delight to the eyes
and delicious to the taste?

If it be not a path with heart
it be death in disguise. 
Stay off those paths!
Keep your distance!
Beware the heartless wonders!
Know what lies behind the smooth talk
and glib promises!
Let heart lead the way!

Check your heart rate--
the degree of heartfulness
in what you are doing--
throughout each day.

Counter heartlessness
with heartfulness
at every point!

Do not allow heartlessness 
to get out of hand!

Create a sacred space
within which you place things
full of heart for you,
books,
art,
symbols,
music,
photographs...

Let it be your recovery room.
Go there often for spiritual uplift
and rejuvenation.

Do the things you can do with all your heart!
How long has it been?
Make sure it is often 
from this point on!

What is the easiest thing to lose
and the hardest thing to find?
Guard it with your life!
Do not let it out of your sight!
Live in ways that restore your heart,
and tend its interests and its needs
from this point on
through all the time left for living!

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03

Lake Haigler Falls 01 02/19/2014 Oil Paint Rendered — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina
No one. 
I mean absolutely no one.
Not Jesus.
Not Moses.
Not Abraham.
Not any of the prophets.
Not the Buddha.
Not any of the Bodhisattvas.
Not any of the Saints.
Not the Prophet.
Not Nobody, Not Nohow.
Has had it all together
and achieved perfection
and been exactly 
who they needed to be
when, where and how they needed to be,
to be what the situation called for
in the moment it was called for.

And so the saying,
"It is easier to be a saint (etc.)
than to live with one."

Everyone was still on their way
to maturity and grace
when they died.
And everyone will be.

Which A) lets me and you off the hook,
and B) means the work is never done,
and therefore C) we,
like Sisyphus before us,
get up every morning
and take up the work
of seeing, hearing, knowing, understanding
what's what
and what needs to be done in response to it
in every moment of every day
our entire life long.

Every day is the first day.
Every situation is unlike any before it.
Every moment calls for
emptiness,
stillness
and silence
in order to align ourselves anew
with our original nature
and the innate virtues that are ours from birth,
so that we might meet the moment
with what we have to serve and to share here/now,
again,
and again,
and again...

There is no auto-pilot.
No days off.
No times out.
We are always on call.
And the moment is always awaiting
our response.

It is always our place
to make the best of what's what
with the best we have to offer
time after time.

It is the way.

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June 16, 2022

01

Peach Collage 01 08/06/2015 Oil Paint Rendered — Springs Farms, Fort Mill, South Carolina
What keeps us going 
is the joy of doing it
and the satisfaction
of having done it.

And if we can't say that,
it is because we have lost the WOW!!!
And have to get the WOW!!! back.

We lose the WOW!!! mostly because of
disappointed expectations.
There ought to be a rule:
No Expectations!

And another one:
No Agendas!

And one more:
No Opinions!

Instantly, the WOW!!! comes back.
Because this is simply the Greatest Show On Earth!
Everything is perfectly fine just as it is.
It only takes a slight shift in perspective
to see that it is so.

Stand apart from your expectations,
your agendas
and your opinions,
and it is one unbelievable wonder
after another!

And the WOW!!! is back!

Just like that! 

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02

Sunflower 08 07/08/2015 Oil Paint Rendered — Indian Land, South Carolina
Where we go from here
is to be determined.

We wait to see what's next,
by looking for what's what
and what needs to be done about it.

The situation pulls us forth
by way of what is called for here/now,
no, here/now.
No, here/now.

The situation is always changing
for those with eyes to see.
For everyone else,
it is always 
"the same old, same old,"
and nothing is ever new under the sun.

Which say is it?
It is different ways
to different eyes,
to different ways of assessing "reality"
As if! 
As though there were a steady state of being
deemed to be Reality. 
"Deemed to be" says it all.

"Reality" is always what it is "deemed to be"
in all times and places,
and what it "means"
is subject to interpretation.

And interpretation depends upon 
what we have at stake
in the situation.

With noting at stake,
the situation is "meaningless."
Once we have something to gain or lose,
the situation becomes "meaningful"
in direct proportion 
to the value (to us)
of what we stand to gain or lose.

Living with nothing at stake
is total immunity to everything/anything
that happens.
When we don't care what happens
we are undisturbed by the impact
of whatever happens.

Then, everyone says we are 
"Out of touch with reality,"
when we are actually 
in touch with a different reality,
namely the meaninglessness
of what everyone else is calling reality.

Who is "right" 
depends upon the point of view
of whomever is making the call.

And where does that leave us?

Waiting to see what's next,
and what we do about it.

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03

Magnolia Plantation 04/20/2014 Oil Paint Rendered — Charleston, South Carolina
Consciousness is knowing what is going on
and what needs to be done about it here/now.

Until we know that,
we are unconscious.

Trees and flowers cannot see a thing,
but they know what is going on
from the standpoint of what matters to them--
from the standpoint of what 
they have at stake in the situation,
sunlight and water being two biggies.

They turn toward the sun,
and their roots (etc.) know what to do
with water
and the nutrients water provides.

They are conscious of the things that count,
and unconscious of everything else.

We are like trees and flowers.
We are conscious of the things that matter to us,
and unconscious of everything else.

"Expanding our consciousness"
is caring about an increasing number of things.

The more things we care about,
the more conscious we are.
The more we have at stake in a situation,
the more conscious we are of the situation.
The more things matter to us,
the more alive we are to the time and place
of our living.

Want to come alive?
Care deeply about a large number of things!
The fewer things you care about,
the less alive you are.

Live to have a stake in your life.
An ever-expanding stake.
Or an ever-deepening stake
in a few very important things.

Trees and flowers don't care about much,
but they care very much 
about the things they care about.

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June 15, 2022

01

Sunflower 04 07/08/2015 Oil Paint Rendered — Indian Land, South Carolina
There are no shortcuts
to where we are going.
It's one day at a time all the way.

Of course, we can speed things up
by seeing what we look at,
hearing what we listen to,
being aware of what we are dismissing,
discounting,
ignoring,
knowing what we know,
knowing what's what,
knowing what needs to be done,
and doing it when and where and how 
it needs to be done.

Having no expectations,
no agenda,
no plans,
no opinions.

Spending the right amount of time
with the right kind of emptiness,
stillness
and silence.

Following the seven steps to what's next
in each situation as it arises:

1. See it!
2. Hear it!
3. Feel it!
4. Know it!
5. Trust it!
6. Do it!
7. Be true to your original nature
   and the innate virtues
   you are here to serve and share
   in each situation as it arises.

That's all there is to it.

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02

Peggy Wood’s Ordinary 06/28/2012 Oil Paint Rendered — Peaks of Otter, Blue Ridge Parkway, Bedford, Virginia
We are here to bring ourselves forth
as we serve and share
what is ours to serve and share
in each situation as it arises
all our life long.

We are here to serve and share
our original nature
and the innate virtues
that come with us from the womb.

No one can tell us what they are.
We live to discover them,
serve and share them
over the full course of our life.

Noise and complexity hinder that process.
The right kind of
emptiness,
stillness
and silence assist it.

Following our interests assist it.
And looking closer at the things that catch our eye.
And knowing what resonates with us,
attracts us,
expands is,
deepens us,
enlarges us...
assists us in the process of being who we are,
doing what is ours to do,
as we live to
"Get in there and do your thing,
and don't worry about the outcome!"
(Joseph Campbell on the gist 
of the Bhagavad Gita).

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03

Colt Creek 04/21/2018 Oil Paint Rendered — Pearson’s Glen, Saluda, North Carolina
When we cooperate with the process
of serving and sharing
our original nature
and the innate virtues
that are ours from birth,
we are aligned with them
and with the Tao of life and being.

We are on the beam.
In the flow.
At one with our life,
and enjoying the wonder
of "fair winds and following seas."

This is as it was with Adam and Eve
before they had eyes for the Forbidden Fruit,
and big ideas about how Paradise
could be improved.

The moral of the Garden of Eden
has nothing to do about sin
and keeping God happy forever.
The story is entirely about
being true to our original nature
and the virtues that are ours from birth
in doing what needs to be done,
when, where and how,
in each situation as it arises,
no matter what
all our life long.

When we do that,
things fall into place
and life hums right along,
until someone who is not doing it
crashes into us,
destroys our balance and harmony,
and forces us to regain
our focus and direction
and find our way back to the way,
shake it off
and start over.

By avoiding noise and complexity
and spending the right amount of time
with the right kind of emptiness,
stillness
and silence
in the work of reorienting
and redirecting our life
and ourselves with our life.

Diversion,
distraction,
deception
and denial
all work against balance and harmony,
and we have to attend what's what
and what needs to be done about it
all of the time.

Or, before we know it,
like Adam and Eve,
we find ourselves slip-sliding away,
again.

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June 14, 2022

01

November Orchard 05 11/03/2013 Oil Paint Rendered — Springs Farm, Fort Mill, South Carolina
There are people who do their jobs
the way they need to be done.
There are people who live their lives
the way they need to be lived.

Start looking for them.
There are more of them than you might think.

And don't forget to add yourself
to your running tally
of how many you spot in a day.

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02

Lotus Flower 01 06/04/2015 Oil Paint Rendered — Carolina Sandhills National Wildlife Refuge, McBee, South Carolina
"Om mani padme hum" is a Buddhist chant
that can be translated, "The jewel is in the Lotus,"
with the implied second verse
always in the background
like an embarrassing uncle, 
"and the Lotus is in the slime."

That would be the slime
at the bottom of the pond.
suggested in the above image
by the lily pads well past prime.

The dichotomy is not to be missed,
on several levels.

There is the Buddhist denial of all dichotomy
in its insistence that all is one,
while being grounded in the very dichotomy
it despises.

"Life is suffering"
and suffering is the foundation
of the Buddhist rail against suffering
in the Four Noble Truths
and the Eight-Fold-Path.
Suffering doesn't exist as a duality to Nirvana, 
but where would we be without it?

The Jewel of Enlightenment 
and the Slime of Unknowing/Ignorance/Denial
are two partners in one dance
through time and space.

"The Jewel is in the Lotus"
is another way of saying,
"Life Eats Life,"
or "Yin/Yang,"
reminding us that what we seek
is grounded in who we are,
and we cannot escape ourselves
by being different from who we are.

We are one
because we are two.
Or more.

And because we are two, or more,
we seek a steady state
of the bliss of oneness.

The Jewel is in the Lotus
the way we are One Now,
by being conscious of who we are
and also are
and allowing that to be who we are.

Using the strengths of our "other sides"
to deepen/expand/enlarge us
and our capacity for compassion,
kindness
and grace
for all people
because we know "Thou Art That"
and therefore "Namaste,"
"I bow to you."
"All of me bows to all of you."

We are one,
and we all are one,
in our otherness.

Realizing it makes it so.
May it be so.

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03

The Skeleton Trees of Hunting Island 06 05/10/2014 Oil Paint Rendered — Hunting Island State Park, South Carolina
"The shortest way through
is the long way 'round,"
states the folk wisdom of the ages.

We know what we know
because we have lived it
and cannot deny it
because we know it to be so.

Theology and doctrine are opinions.
Folk wisdom is knowledge lodged in the body--
in our heart,
in our stomach,
in our bones.
Where there is no debate,
and no difference of opinion.

Carl Jung talks about "circumambulation"
as being the way of maturity and grace,
and represented it as an infinitely distant spiral,
circling the Anchor Stone of our self's true nature/virtues,
gradually coming to the realization of who we are
and what is ours to do
over the full course of our life
as our experience with life
brings us forth
and shows us who we are
by the way we respond to the events and circumstances
of the day-to-day.

Each situation as it arises
elicits our response.
How we respond over time
reveals who we are.

The shortest path to that truth
is the long way 'round.

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June 13, 2022

01

Ocracoke Lighthouse 05 10/24/2012 Oil Paint Rendered — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Ocracoke Island, North Carolina
If we lay aside our expectations,
agendas,
plans,
schemes,
fears,
desires
and lethargy,
and simply look for what needs doing,
and bring our original nature
and our innate virtues
into play in doing it
in each situation as it arises,
this will transform our life
and set us free to act in ways
conducive to the good of the here/now,
moment to moment,
throughout our life.

Instead of looking for ways 
to turn the moment to our advantage,
we remain alert to what is happening,
what is called for,
and what needs to be done in response
for the good of the situation.

We are no longer looking for mastery
and control.
We are looking for how to help
with the tools we have available
from birth.

And "like that,"
it is a brand new world.

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02

Red Barn White Fence 02 05/30/2015 Oil Paint Rendered — Chester County, South Carolina
How is your balance and harmony?

What are the forces/sources of destabilization?

What is your go-to strategy for dealing with them?

I recommend the right kind of
emptiness, 
stillness
and silence.

Returning to the Anchor Stone/Lodestar
of your original nature
and the innate virtues
with which you meet
all that life throws at you.

And waiting for the mud to settle
and the water to clear.

With foundation and clarity,
we are well-equipped to find the way
through the clashing rocks
and the churning waves
of the wine-dark sea
with the confident determination
of Odysseus
with his,
"I will stay with it and endure!
And when the heaving sea
has shaken my raft to pieces,
then I will swim!" 

The Anchor Stone of our original nature
and the Lodestar of our innate virtues
are the center/source/ground/foundation
which provide the stability 
and direction
required to find what needs to be done
and to do it here/now.

And with that, 
we can do anything,
anywhere,
anytime,
for as long as it takes
to be healed and whole,
safe and well--
and ready for the next round
with life on a tear.

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03

Purple Irises 05/18/2022 Oil Paint Rendered — Ross Nursery, Charlotte, North Carolina
From the vantage point of 
the right kind of 
emptiness,
stillness,
silence,

See.
Hear.
Feel.
Know.
Trust.
Do.

In each situation as it arises
your entire life long.

Transforms your life.
Transforms the world.

Once you have the basic strategy
in mind,
everything else is practice.

The catch is that
what you want
and how to get it
are the first things
that have to go.

What we want 
and how to get it
are the two constant sources
of noise and complexity 
in our life.

No one can be empty,
still 
and silent
in the service 
of what we want 
and how to get it.

What we want
and how to get it
are the first two things
to be rid of.

Once we are empty of them,
we can be open at last
to stillness and silence,
and ready for anything.

ANY.
THING.

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June 12, 2022

01

Leaving Peggy’s Cove 10-03-2008 Oil Paint Rendered — Nova Scotia
We can deal with anything
living out of our original nature
and the virtues that are ours from birth
in conjunction with the right kind of 
emptiness,
stillness 
and silence.

Emptiness,
stillness 
and silence
are the matrix
within which we develop
our relationship
with our nature and our virtues,
and out of which 
we rise up to meet the world--
in each situation as it arises.

Sizing up the situation
and doing what needs to be done there,
when, where and how it needs to be done,
moment-by-moment,
and are carried by the flow
moving through one situation after another
into the adventures of our life.

This is life within the Tao,
"Darkness within darkness,
the gateway to mystery."

And to life and being.

Enter through the gateless gate,
and walk upon the pathless path.

It is the way.

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02

Steele Creek Cascades 01 03/29/2014 Oil Paint Rendered — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina
Our fealty,
liege loyalty
and filial devotion
belong to our life.

We are sworn servants
to our life
our entire life long.

It is our dharma duty
to bring our life to life
in the time and place of our living,
in each situation as it arises.

We have no concern other than that,
no business other than that,
no reason for being other than that.

And no one tells us that ever
anywhere along the way.

They all hawk substitute lives to us,
asking us what we want to be
when we grow up--as if that is an option!

Telling us enjoy ourselves
and "pass a good time!"
as though that has anything to do with it.

Implying in 10,000 ways that living well
comes down to making a lot of money
and investing it all in trivial pursuits.

We find ourselves born,
and spend the rest of our lives
trying to find something to take our mind off
"the sufferings and sorrows of being alive."

When, all the time, it's "right there,"
waiting for us to wake up to its presence
and partner-up with its wonder
for the adventure or, well, a lifetime,
discovering and being who we are.

We squander it all for bowl of porridge,
we sell it for a pair of sandals,
we trade it for a ticket to the super bowl.
And die not knowing what we have done--
and failed to do.

Bah! on us!
Fie, Fie! on us!

We have all it takes
except the one thing it takes--
the courage to ask the questions that beg to be asked,
to say the things that cry out to be said,
to do the things that need to be done,
when, where and how they need to be done,
no matter what,
all our life long.

Our original nature is ready for action.
Our innate virtues are primed
for the times that are at hand.
While we go for a pedicure,
or order another beer at the bar,
and look for some action,
any kind of action,
except the kind that is being called for,
while the light begins to flicker,
and fade.

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03

Smoky Mountain Fall 10/20/17 32-33 Oil Paint Rendered — Sparks Lane, Cades Cove, Townsend, Tennessee
All living things are born knowing their business,
and live in its service
all their life long,
except for human beings.

We have no idea of what our business is,
and go for anything that is attractive
and easy,
or just easy.

Lethargy,
fear,
desire
and depression
are our motivating forces.
Nothing else comes close.

Depression is there
because lethargy/fear/desire
are so thoroughly incapable
of producing a life worth living
that we spend our time languishing
in terminal discontent
for lack of anything better to do.

Oh, for the drive of an earthworm!
Or even a cloud!
The persistence and fortitude of a giant sequoia 
is beyond our ability to comprehend.
We cannot imagine being around that long
with nothing more than that to do.
We would take our own life 
in the seedling stage.

We think prospects are essential,
which is ridiculous,
given the prospects we aspire to
and serve with our life:
Money.
Sex.
Drugs.
Alcohol.
Entertainment ("Bread and circuses").

These are all we can come up with
for reasons to live,
and that has held up over time--
over long stretches of time,
from the beginning to here/now.

What?
Why is that the best we can do?
Lethargy.
Fear.
Desire.
Depression.

There is an alternative.

See.
Do.

Expanded, this becomes,

See.
Hear.
Feel.
Trust.
Do.

Expanded further, it becomes,

See.
Hear.
Feel.
Trust.
Do.
Arising in and flowing from
the right kind of emptiness,
stillness,
and silence,
which connect us 
with our original nature
and our innate virtues
which call us to live in their service
in each situation as it arises
by responding to what is called for
in the here/now,
no matter what,
moment by moment,
time after time,
all our life long.

Like giant sequoias
in a shorter amount of time.

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June 11, 2022

01

Sunrise Fantasy at the Totem Group 02 Oil Paint Rendered — Monument Valley Navajo Tribal Park, Arizona
The Mystery at the heart of life and being
Fis Life.

Life is The Mystery.

The source of life is life itself.

Life is eternal,
always,
never ending,
forever evolving,
generating new life forms
for any environment,
accommodating itself 
to space and time,
making merry,
dancing, 
dancing,
dancing,
through all times and places.

Death is life returning to life.

Coming,
going,
coming,
going,
the rhythm of life and being.

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02

Smoky Mountain Fall 27 10/20/2017 Oil Paint Rendered — The John Oliver Cabin, Cades Cove, Townsend, Tennessee
We have an internal guidance system
that is unfaltering in its accuracy
leading us along the way 
through pitfalls,
dead ends,
wrong turns
and our continuing refusal 
to pay attention
and trust ourselves
to what we are being told.

We have our own ideas, you know.
We think we know what's good for us,
in our best interest,
and "just what we always wanted."

Wanting is the problem.
What does wanting know?
We are where we are by way of wanting.
And not-wanting to hear what 
our inner compass has to say.

A compass is only as good 
as those who possess it 
trust themselves to it.
When they have better ideas,
they wind up in places
they truly have no business being.

Joseph Campbell said,
"That which you seek
lies far back in the darkest corner
of the cave you most do not want to enter."

The compass points into the cave.
We say, "Hell No! Not me!"
And here we are.

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03

Smoky Mountains Panorama 04/12/2014 Detail Oil Paint Rendered — Cherokee, North Carolina
All we need is a little more cooperation.
Or, is it that all we need to be is a little more cooperative?
Which is it?

More cooperation would get us more 
of what we think we want.

We cannot want/wish our way
to where we need to be.

We know what we want
but we don't know what 
that will mean for us.

We know what we don't want,
but we don't know what
that will mean for us.

Getting what we want
can put us in places
we have no business being.

We know what we want
but we don't know what we ought to want,
and we wouldn't want it if we did.

Which gets us to the importance
of being more cooperative.

No expectations.
No agenda.
No plans.
No opinion.
Puts us on track
to taking what we have
and making the best of it--
doing what needs to be done
here/now
in each situation as it arises
the way it needs to be done,
and letting the outcome be the outcome,
where we continue the process
of doing what needs to be done,
when and how it needs to be done,
and letting the outcome be the outcome...
No matter what.

It is amazing where this process takes us
with us not having any idea of where we are going.

Cooperate with your life
instead of trying to get
your life to cooperate with you.

It's the kind of difference
that will make the biggest kind of difference
in the way your life is lived,
and in how things turn out.

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June 10, 2022

01

Pelican Dawn 09/28/2006 Oil Paint Rendered — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Ocracoke Island, North Carolina
We look at our lives 
with tired eyes,
and see the same old boring same old.

We don't believe anything will ever be new.
"There is nothing new under the sun,"
says the Old Testament.
We know what it is talking about.

The zest and hope have gone out of our lives.

We are spiraling downward,
walking around in circles,
going only where we have been forever,
in a wasteland without end.

We need an infusion of enthusiasm,
of joy,
of delight,
of wonder,
of amazement,
of WOW!!!

And we carry it with us
everywhere we go.

We are what we seek.
But not the us we have always known.
The us who never had a chance,
and still doesn't have a chance,
because we will not give her/him one.

It is time we stood aside
and invited him/her to take the lead.

How do we do that?
I was hoping someone would ask.

Emptiness.
Stillness.
Silence.

The kind of emptiness I'm talking about
is emptying yourself of everything.
No emotions.
No thinking.
No feeling.
No words.
Okay, one word, repeated over and over
with each exhalation.
And then repeated six times
before the next inhalation.

"One."

Nothing else is allowed.
Be the emptiness between breaths.

In the stillness
and the silence.

After ten breaths,
just sit quietly,
waiting
for something unbidden,
un-thought to emerge,
appear,
arise,
suddenly.
Out of nowhere.

Hold it in your awareness,
and see what occurs to you,
what calls you,
what invites you to action.

See where it goes,
as the moved
in response to the mover.

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02

Sunrise East Fork Overlook 2B 05/30/2011 Oil Paint Rendered — Blue Ridge Parkway, Brevard, North Carolina
Just see what needs doing and do it--
when, where and how it needs to be done--
in each situation as it arises,
no matter what,
all your life long.

That is all there is to it.

Nothing to believe.
Nothing to think.
Nothing to memorize.
No theology.
No doctrine.
No dogma.
No catechisms.
No hoops to jump through.
Nobody's approval to earn and maintain.
...

Just See/Do!

And, if you like longer lists:

See!
Hear!
Know!
Trust!
Do!

And, your ability to do these five things
will be enhanced
with three more:

Emptiness!
Stillness!
Silence!

And two more:
Where we wait
for clarity.
Where we wait
for the mud to settle
and the water to clear.

That is it.

You don't have to go to school.
Read books.
Memorize definitions.
You don't have to leave home.
Travel to the High Himalayas.
Crawl through hot deserts.
Fast.
Pray.
Cut off fingers...

You only have to get up
and do what needs to be done.
Time after time.

"The Way,"
that people are always talking about,
is just the way
to the next thing 
that needs to be done.

And you don't have to 
go out of your way 
to find it.

You only have to open your eyes
and see what you look at
and do what needs to be done
in response to it.

You don't even have to be right about it.

If you are wrong about it,
that will become clear (see above) in time.
When it does, 
do then what needs to be done then.

There is nothing too hard about this.
Anybody can do it.
And everybody can be the first
in their family to do it.

Why does it take so long?
Don't waste time worrying about that.

Just see what needs to be done and do it.
In each situation as it arises.

See how much you can do
that needs to be done 
in a day.

And do not rule out taking naps.

No one has to agree with you 
that something needs to be done.
You will see things no one else sees,
and that no one else will think needs to be done.

You see it.
You do it.
When it's a nap,
take a nap.
Etc.

See?
Do! 

Oh, P.S.,
it helps to have 
No expectations.
No agenda.
No plan.
No opinions.
No fear.
No desire.

That's where emptiness comes in.

See? 
Do!

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03

Sunrise at the Rest Stop 06/20/2012 Oil Paint Rendered — Pilot Mountain, North Carolina
Our allegiance,
our loyalty,
our fealty,
our duty
are to our original nature
and the virtues that came with us from the womb.

We each are a unique mixture
of things that make us "us."
And we owe it to ourselves
to bring ourselves forth
in the time and place of our living
throughout our lifetime.

We live to be true to ourselves.
It is essential
that we keep troth with ourselves.
To betray ourselves
is the unpardonable sin.
How can we make that up?
We have from now until the time we die
to get it right.

What has gone before has gone.
We are left with the time that remains.
Make the most of it!
Live to be true to yourself
in the time left for living!

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June 09, 2022

01

Sunrise 10/27/2010 Oil Paint Rendered — Cape Hatteras National Seashore, Ocracoke Island, North Carolina
The most ignorant thing
is thinking that how we see things
is how things are.

How we see things is our interpretation of reality,
of how things are.

Alfred Korzybski and S.I. Hayakawa and others
have explored the differences
between our perceptions of reality
and reality "just as it is"
in their books on "General Semantics,"
which should be required reading
in all high schools worldwide.

What we make of the world
positions us to respond to the world
as though it is what we think it is.
We are boxing with shadows,
wrestling with ghosts,
and creating a hell of a mess of things thereby.

We have to step back,
sit down,
be quiet,
and observe ourselves thinking,
see ourselves seeing,
hear ourselves speaking,
feel ourselves feeling,
and just watch what is going on--
without becoming engaged by any of it,
beyond becoming curious
about the things that trigger
emotional responses in us.

Get to the bottom of it
without being hooked by it,
and develop a sense of the difference
between you and the things 
that make up your world.

"There is more to everything 
than meets the eye."

Get to know what that means.

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02

Sunrise East Fork Overlook 03 05/30/2011 Oil Paint Rendered — Blue Ridge Parkway, Brevard, North Carolina
When has peace ever been established
and maintained
without killing somebody
and/or threatening to kill somebody?

And how is ostracizing,
banishing,
barring,
expelling somebody
different from killing them
in societies where the tribe
is the foundation of life?

Why can't we live together
without the threat of death or abandonment?

When have compassion and goodwill 
ever been the foundation of lasting peace?

What does it take to live together
in ways that are good for everybody?

Why are there assholes who refuse
to abide by the rules governing the behavior
of everyone?

We have to have laws with execution attached
to deal with the Genghis Khan's 
and the Jeffery Dahmer's of the world
because they can't be trusted
to stay on their side of the line.

Rodney King nailed it with his,
"Why can't we just get along?"

Why can't we?

How would have Jesus 
imposed and maintained the peace?
The Buddha?
Gandhi?

We don't know,
and it is easy to imagine 
that they wouldn't have.
Jesus died refusing to take up arms
against the Romans.
The Buddha had an alliance 
with the princes/kings of his day
based on his promise of merit
and Nirvana.
Gandhi was assassinated
because he didn't have armed bodyguards.
And the Dalai Lama's bodyguards
carry automatic weapons
(Square that up with compassion
if you can).

Death, 
or the threat of it,
is the only basis of lasting peace.

This is a contrary equal to
life eating life--
to life depending on the death
of something.

Peace depends on the death of something.
Life depends on the death of something.
Death is the source/foundation of life.
And we have to make our peace with that.
How's that coming along for you?

We have to dance with the contradictions--
not deny them--
"Joyfully participating 
in the suffering/sorrows of the world"--
all our life long.
And then, we die,
and merge with the contradictions
at the heart of life.

Contradiction and compromise
all the way down.

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03

Red Sails in the Sunset 10/12/2009 Oil Paint Rendered — Stonington Harbor, Deer Isle, Maine
We are never more than 
a slight perspective shift
away from having it made.

Having it made 
is being at peace
with our circumstances,
no matter what they are.

How long has it been?
Since we, individually,
collectively,
corporately,
as a person,
a nation,
as a world,
been at peace with our circumstances?

Know why?

Expectations.
Aspirations.
Greed.
Fear.
Agendas.
Opinions.

Know what it takes?

The right kind of emptiness,
stillness,
silence,
and the willingness/ability
to "Joyfully participate
in the suffering/sorrows
of the world"--
which is the willingness/ability
to say "YES!"
to life just as it is
(Joseph Campbell).

The trick of having/maintaining
the right kind of perspective
is a regular return
to the right kind of emptiness,
stillness,
silence,
in the right kind of way.

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June 08, 2022

01

Vermilion Lakes Sunset 09/23/2009 Oil Paint Rendered — Banff National Park, Alberta
Living from our heart
is living with sincerity
and integrity.
It is the way of all children.

"Innocent," we say.
Without guile or craft,
just "straight from the heart."

Until they learn to be crafty and sly.
"Smart like a fox,"
and "Always up to something."

But, Jesus meant
living with sincerity 
and integrity,
innocent,
and straight from the heart,
when he said,
"Unless you turn and become like children,
you will never enter the kingdom of heaven."

Turning the light around
was never more important
than becoming the child
we once were,
and living from our heart
in all that we do.

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02

The Trout Lily 02 02/27/2018 Oil Paint Rendered — Andrew Jackson State Park, Lancaster County, South Carolina
It comes down to,
revolves around
and flows from
seeing what we look at.

We either see it or we don't.

The same goes for hearing what we listen to.

Get the seeing and the hearing together,
so that we see what we look at
and hear what is being said
(Including what we are saying to ourselves
about what is being said by the people
we are listening to)
and everything falls into place
and is as it should be.

Noise and complexity
jam the signals, the wave lengths,
coming to our eyes and ears,
and a lot of that noise and complexity
is produced by the filters
we erect through fear and desire
to alter the world we live in
because of our interest in getting what we want,
and avoiding what we don't want.

It's complicated.
Seeing and hearing.
But it all comes down to,
revolves around,
and flows from
those two things.

Which hinges on how we interpret
what we see and hear.

Right seeing,
right hearing,
right interpretation,
right knowing,
right doing,
right being.

Loops around to produce right living
in each situation as it arises
all our life long.

Sounds simple.
It is made complex
by our motives,
our expectations,
our agendas,
our opinions,
our fears,
our desires.

It is a wonder that we ever do anything
right.

We can improve our chances
by practicing
seeing our seeing,
hearing our hearing,
knowing what all we know,
becoming transparent to ourselves,
and thereby becoming transparent to transcendence.

We each are this close to being transcendent ourselves.
We are doorways to wonder and amazement everlasting.
Thresholds to glory.
We are sublime.
Looking in a mirror should put our eyes out
because of the brightness of our being.

We do not see what we look at
because we cannot bear knowing what we know.

Denial keeps us safe.
Truth keeps trying to break through.
We cannot decide whose side to be on.

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03

The Fence 02 07/12/2014 Oil Paint Rendered — Indian Land, South Carolina
Sometimes, it isn't so much what we face
but the weight we give to it. 

I think mental illness comes down to
ascribing a magnitude to things
that would be nothing
without the perspective being mentally ill
puts in our way.

From this perspective,
mental illness is a failure of perspective--
a failure to adequately assess the nature/degree/weight
of what we perceive--
a failure of how we perceive it.

Dusting a room, or tying our shoes,
are things most of us just do without thinking about it.
Let a shift of perspective take place
(And what are the sources of such shifts, I wonder),
and it becomes an impossible chore.
"I cannot make myself get off the couch
and dust even the end table!"
"I cannot make myself put on my shoes,
much less tie them!"

Depression flips perspectives.
We feel like we cannot do 
what other people can do "like that."
And it exhausts us to think about it.

I wonder why we see things as we do,
when it would be much to our advantage 
to see them differently.
Why are we so "sot in our ways"?
I don't know.

But I believe that changing our pattern of behavior,
our way of life,
shifts our perspective
in ways we cannot predict or control,
and it may improve things
just to do things differently.

It will certainly give us something different
to think about,
and that will alter our pattern of thinking
by changing our behavior,
and that may make all things new.

The difference between a rut and a grove
is a shift in perspective,
sometimes brought on by a shift in behavior.
Doing things differently
can cause us to think differently
about the things we do,
and that can make all the difference.

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June 07, 2022

01

The Dairy Barn Panorama 05/01/2015 Oil Paint Rendered — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina
We have aspirations,
expectations,
desires,
which, 
when frustrated,
or delayed,
(which is often the same thing),
lead to anxiety and/or depression,
alcoholism,
drug addiction
and a long list of symptoms
associated with these types of responses
to our situation
which began as a combination
of aspirations,
expectations
and desires.

We would be better off
if we only had a bit of curiosity.
Like, "I wonder what I would enjoy doing?"
And see where that leads.

I can watch YouTube videos, say,
on DIY small engine repair,
or trench drain installation,
and know that isn't it.
I can rule out a lot of things
without ever getting my hands dirty.

If it involves getting my hands dirty,
it isn't for me.
And knitting isn't for me,
although my hands stay clean.

But I'm not wondering how to get wealthy.
I am wondering what I would love to do.
What can I do with all my heart?

Photography and writing pop to mind.
And getting to the bottom of things.
And seeing what's what in a situation...

Before I know it,
I am swimming in an ocean
of things I enjoy doing.
And it turns out that I could make enough money
doing some of them
to pay the bills,
and I paid the bills to do
some of the things that didn't make any money at all.

I'm hunching the same thing 
would apply to you.

Start with what you love to do
and see where it goes.

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02

Tidal Pool 10/12/2009 Oil Paint Rendered — Stonington Harbor, Deer Isle, Maine
True belief and genuine faith
are encased in denial.

They are not only belief/faith IN something,
they are also belief/faith IN SPITE of something else,
namely a four-engine freight train
hauling car loads of solid evidence to the contrary.

Robb Elementary and Sandy Hook
and all the other stupid, senseless murders
and vicious acts of mayhem
are part of a forever train filled with examples
of how we would be as well off 
with a God who hated us
as we are with a God who reportedly loves us.

A God of love would have to do better than this,
or part with the brand.
And this is where that God
parts ways with The Mystery at the Heart of Life and Being.

Put all you have ever been told about God,
including what's in the Bible,
in the burning barrel 
and embrace The Mystery--
because all we can say about The Mystery
is that it is all Mystery,
and we don't have to say anything
to explain, defend, justify, excuse The Mystery
because it's all Mystery.

And along with embracing The Mystery,
embrace sincerity and integrity,
honesty and forthrightness.

Embrace your own original nature
and the virtues that come with you 
from the womb.

Embrace emptiness,
stillness
and silence.

Embrace The Sermon on the Mount,
the Parable of the Prodigal Son,
the Parable of the Good Samaritan,
and the bit in Matthew 25
about "Inasmuch as you have done it,
or failed to do it,
to the least of my brothers and sisters,
you have done it,
or failed to do it,
unto me."

And let these texts be your guiding lights
in determining how to conduct yourself
in relationship with yourself
and all sentient beings.

Believe that it matters how you live,
and live in ways that bring forth
your original nature and your innate virtues
in doing what needs to be done,
where, when and how it needs to be done,
in each situation as it arises
no matter what,
and let that be that.

Live how it suits you
in right relationship with The Mystery,
recognizing how we are all immersed 
in Mystery from birth to death and beyond,
and honor The Mystery
with all your life and being,
in all you say and do.

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03

The Skeleton Trees of Graveyard Beach 06/02/2016 BW Oil Paint Rendered — Hunting Island State Park, South Caorlina
If we lived as though 
it is all up to us,
we would do it differently
than we do it waiting on God
to take care of us.

It is all up to us!

We are killing the environment.
We are killing each other
with "Guns for everybody!
Come get your guns!
You can't have enough guns!"

There is no divine intervention
to keep us from driving off the cliff
into oblivion.

It is all up to us!

If Republicans are elected
children will die from gunshot wounds.
People of all ages will die from gunshot wounds.
We elect Republicans.
We do it to ourselves.

It is all up to us!

What we do matters!
How we live matters!
The choices we make matters!

We cannot live as though 
someone is going to pick up after us,
or sweep the path before us.

How we live in our present
determines how our future will be.

It is all up to us!

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