
What's money for? Buying what's needed to do what needs to be done. Buying the tools required for the work. What's the work? Being servants of the light. Asking the questions that beg to be asked. Saying the things that cry out to be said. Being who the situation calls us to be. Doing what the situation calls for. Rising to the occasion by doing the right thing, in the right place, at the right time, in the right way. Being like the spirit that is like the wind blowing where it will in the service of the light. All of this is metaphor. Metaphor is all there is. Because we cannot say what is. It is too much to be said. There are no words. Sit down. Shut up. Welcome the emptiness, the stillness, the silence, and wait for the energy of life and being to stir to life in the silence and bring to mind something urgent, compelling, attractive, inescapable, irrestible drawing you into the field of action, into the flow of the energy of life, that resonates with your heart and soul, and calls you forth in the service of the light to do what must be done here/now, who knows why, it doesn't matter why, or how we know, without being able to, or needing to, explain, defend, justify, excuse our action, trusting wisdom to be known/validated by its children, or its grandchildren, or to be the necessary mistake that wakes us up, and turns the light around, sending us off in a different direction in the service of the light, like the wind that blows where it will, not knowing where it will be blowing next. There is no plan, no agenda, no map, no rules to carefully keep, no footprints or recipes to follow... There is only the silence and what arises within it to draw us into action like a lover following the beloved, not knowing where/when/why/how, only this or that here/now, trusting ourselves to know what to do when the time for doing is upon us, allowing ourselves to be led as needed to do what is needed in each situation as it arises through the circumstances as they evolve our entire life long. And letting that be that. And yet, and yet... There is balance and harmony at the core, at the center, and stability/certainty/confidence/reliability at the heart of aimlessness and unknowing. It is a knowing unknowing, a deliberate aimlessness, a peaceful, joyful, participation in the experience and expression of transcendence, as we become ourselves a metaphor for more than words can say.
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