Proudful, willful, arrogance, meanness, ignorance and stupidity comes to mind in reference to Jesus' exhortation, "Do not throw pearls before swine, or give dogs what is holy." Walk on by in search of kindness, compassion, grace, peace, safety and sincerity-- knowing that those who seek these things will find them, and join together with them in making wherever we are a truly good place to be. If you can do better than that, by all means, do!
What would it take for you to be at one with yourself, at peace with how things are, at home in the time and place of your living? Why would you want more than that? What would you do with more than that? Of all that you are doing, what is yours to do? How much of what you do in a day exhibits/reflects/expresses/reveals/incarnates YOU? How much of you is unknown to you because you won't allow it to come forth into your life, into the world? Why hold anything back? What are you trying to get, gain, have, acquire by holding it back that is more valuable than it would be if you granted it full expression? How is what you want interfering with who you are? Whose side are you on? Upon what does being at one with yourself, at peace with how things are, at home in the time and place of your living, depend?