Living from habitual intuition,
following our felt sense
into each situation as it arises,
seeing what's what there
and doing what needs to be done about it
with the gifts of our original nature
and our innate virtuosities
(The things we do best
and enjoy/love doing most),
is quite different
from living in the service
of avoiding what we don't want
and acquiring what we do want.

And that is the switch 
that needs to be made.

We may have to think about doing it
until it becomes spontaneous/automatic/natural.

It's worth the effort.

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Finding the way
and the will to walk it
is a matter of being present
with all that is present with us--
in other words,
being here/now
without opinion,
without fear,
without desire,
without being bound by duty,
free to see, hear, understand,
know, do, be.

Do you know anyone who is that free?

That leaves it to us
to be who/what we need to be
out of our own heart and soul.

It may take a lot of sitting
with the silence
for that to happen.

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The white response
to the black presence 
has been--
and continues to be--
atrocious, ridiculous and absurd.

If you are white or black,
you can't top this for a lasting 
source of grief,
mourning
and sorrow.

Something else to add to our
list of items
to bring before our Wailing Wall.

Racism has no place in our lives,
yet, it has prevented our lives
from being anything close 
to what they might have been with out it
for all of us everywhere.

And for what?

If there were a God keeping score,
white people would have to be consigned to hell
for their racism alone.

To present that to our healing heart
at the Wailing Wall
would be to put us in our place
in need of absolution, mercy and pardon--
and we are the ones who will have to
grant these things to ourselves!

I will be a long time squaring myself 
up with OUR racism.
Eternity may not be long enough.
I hope you know what I mean. 

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This is my monument to all that has been lost.
Three stones representative of all the stones
in all the wailing walls that would need to be 
constructed to bear the weight of the world's 
grief, anguish, mourning and sorrow over the long 
years of its existence.

We owe it to ourselves and to one another
and to all who have been victims of ruthlessness,
viciousness, atrocity, abomination and brutality worldwide
to construct our own Wailing Wall Remnant
and stand before it regularly,
calling to mind all of the occasions of genocide,
racism, hatred, pogroms, executions, mass killings,
and wrongful death.

Receiving in our own imagination,
and feeling in our own body,
the horror and terror of those events,
and the hateful wrath of the perpetrators.
And embracing all of it with our own grace
and peace and love.

Infusing all of the evil with the goodness and righteousness 
of those who are moved to cry out for goodness and righteousness.

Blessing it all with the purity of our own impulse for
kindness, and charity, and wonder, and beauty, and generosity--
so that we become well-springs of living water
washing the world clean of its abundant, abhorrent impurities
through its experience of our tenderness, gentleness, 
human-kindness and absolution.

We redeem the world and ourselves with our loving receptivity of the world just as it is at our wailing wall where we experience
the agony of what love must bear every day. And transform ourselves if not the world.

Amen! May it be so! Amen! Every day!

Inspired by my friend Ramble

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The truth is
we have what we need
to do what needs to be done.

The truth is 
we don't want to do it.

Indigenous People do it.
Native Americans were doing it
before the Conquistadors
put an end to it
by killing/civilizing (it's the same thing)
them all.

And we aren't going to do it
as long as we live.

Save the climate?
Let the climate take care of itself!

Now, here's the stupid thing about that.

The climate was taking care of itself
before we came along.
The climate will take care of itself
after we are gone.

We are shooting ourselves in the foot here.
We are the only ones going anywhere.
The climate will adjust itself quite nicely.
And, won't miss us at all.

We are already seeing signs
of climate adjustment,
with weather patterns shifting
and animals learning new ways
of getting by.

Only humans are in peril.

If I am the last to go,
I won't shed a tear.
Though, maybe a tear of shame
for being part of the multitude
of stupidity and irresponsibility.

Have you noticed how multitudes
are always stupid?

Only individuals have what it takes.

Put us in a group
and the group goes straight to hell.

The Taoist sages
and Zen monks 
stayed to themselves.

We could adjust to climate change
by becoming hermits!
For a while.  

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We are better off 
in some places 
than we are in others.

It's good to know where 
those places are
and spend time there
in a regular and reoccurring way. 

The same thing goes with people.
There is good company
and not so good company.
Why waste time
where it is a waste of time
to be?

My spirits are lifted 
among the trees
and by water,
but I wonder how the trees
and water
feel about having us
in their presence.

I'm not sure we are good for trees
and water,
and think they must know about us
by now.

Word gets around.

And they can't just get up
and walk off.

So, part of appreciating
their presence
is apologizing for being there,
and trying to imagine
what it is like to grieve
the loss of entire forests,
and streams,
and rivers. 

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P.S.

If you are in the market for ways to deepen/strengthen
your relationship with your intuition,
do an internet search for "Focusing"
and for "Felt Sense,"
and get to work.

The methods and techniques,
videos and books are without end
and they are all teaching enlightenment.

Enjoy the ride.

Training ourselves (Our egos)
to recognize,
develop,
strengthen
and serve our intuition
is our work to do
over what remains 
of our time left for living.

Making our intuition our focus
for the rest of our life
will transform our life,
boost our energy level,
cause our little heart to sing
and our little toes to dance,
and people will wonder
what is going on with us.

I recommend winking at them
and inviting them to dance.

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Bodhisattvas make the world a better place
by virtue of their being in the world
in service to their habitual intuition,
and honoring their original nature
while sharing the things they do best
and love/enjoy doing most.

What is so hard about that?

Anybody could do that!

So why not?

Starting now?

Are you in? 

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Time goes by,
and we make of it
what we will.

We do with it,
what we will.

What means the most to you,
what you have done,
are doing,
with the time that is,
and has been, yours?

My reflections and realizations
over time
continue to be 
my most meaningful ways of passing the time.

My conversations and inquiries.
My listening and looking.
Hearing and seeing.
Reading and writing.

Music and poetry.
Art and nature.

None of these things have been wasted time.
And I look forward to spending more time
with them all.

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Being here/now 
and waiting
for a situation to arise
that needs what we have to offer
in the way of the gifts 
we are here to share--
of our original nature
and the innate virtuosities
that define us and set us apart
(The things we do best
and love to do most)--
leaves us with nothing better to do
than attending the moment 
of our being
and consciously being with
what ever is being with us.

This is called
The Practice of Being With,
and I know I don't need to tell you
that it has fallen on hard times.

Hardly anyone knows 
how to be here now,
being with whatever is 
being with us.

Everyone is in a hurry
to be somewhere else.
No one wants to spend
quality time with anyone
who is with them here/now.

And the conversations!
Warmed up versions of 
what they were yesterday,
and all the days before.

Don't have anything to do with it!
Spring something new on
whomever is with you here/now.
Ask them what they do 
to increase the depth of their intuition.
See what they have to say to that!
And share with them
what you are doing 
to increase the depth of yours!

And when that track begins to wain,
ask them what they dreamed last night,
and tell them what you dreamed.

Or, if you prefer,
ask them to tell you about 
their virtuosities,
and tell them about yours.

And, if they have to go,
follow a similar agenda
with whomever is close-by.

Let your insight and intuition
lead you into similar topics
during the time between times
throughout your day.

Sparking interest in things we
need to be interested in
wherever you are!

I'm hoping I bump into you myself!

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Enlightenment/Intuition/Awareness 
is in-tune-ment,
alignment,
with the way of being in the world
that is grounded in/founded upon
emptiness, stillness, silence
and the knowing that comes
with seeing/hearing/understanding
what is important
in each situation as it arises,
perceives what is happening
and what is called for in response,
and rises to meet the occasion
out of the gifts of our original nature
and the innate virtuosities--
what we do best and love/enjoy doing most--
that come with us from the womb.

It is free from the burden
of fear/desire/duty/noise/complexity,drama/trauma
and free to do whatever needs to be done,
when/where/how it needs to be done
in each here/now that comes along,
no matter what,
with nothing to gain or lose in so doing.

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We spend a lot of time between some things,
and no time at all between other things,
like everything else in the natural world.

Dogs and cats (etc.) lie around,
stretching and yawning and going back to sleep,
waiting for getting up and going time to arrive.

And everyone who has been there
knows what "Island Time" means,
and if we stay there long enough
we begin to apply it naturally,
and have difficulty fitting back into
"the real world,"
of clocks and calendars,
schedules and meetings,
and an order of the day
that doesn't have room for naps,
or being late ever to anything.

Which is to say "the real world"
has to learn to make room 
for naps and time for meditation,
emptiness,
stllness
and silence,
if we are going to find our way
to intuition 
and our natural awareness
of what needs to be done
when, 
where
and how
in putting first things first
that have nothing to do with 
clocks and calendars,
schedules and meetings,
and Left Brain orders of the day.

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