We have to live as though 
everything hangs on how we live,
because it does.

We have to live as though
everything matters
because everything matters
on how we live.

We have to live as though we care
about all of the things 
we should care about
because when we don't care for
what needs us to care for it,
it all goes to hell in no time at all.

We have to live as though we mean it
because it all hangs
on our living as though we mean it.

We pretend we are who we are not yet
because the way we live
makes all the difference.

We have to fake it so well
that even we can't tell 
if we are faking it or not.

When we can fake out the faker,
all is well.
(Whether it is or not).

So, get in there and do your thing
as only you can do it,
whether you feel like it or not,
whether you want to or not,
whether you are in the mood for it or not--
because that is the only thing that matters.

–0–

Nothing ever ends.
There are no final outcomes.
Everything is always "in process,"
being transformed and converted
all the way.

Growing up, you might say.
World without end.
Just "more like we are now
than we were when we got here."

Picking up different accents
and attitudes all along.

"Adjustment and accommodation, Kid,
Adjustment and accommodation."

–0–

Everything is coming or going,
and our place
is to let come what's coming,
and to let go what's going,
in a "This is now, so let it be,"
kind of way.

It's called, "Going with the flow."
That's "the flow of life and being."
Like "The tide comes in
and the tide goes out," about every
twelve hours on most days.

Understanding how things are
and accommodating ourselves to them,
is a big part of growing up,
and one reason we will never be able
to prop up our feet,
light a cigar,
and declare ourselves to be Grown Up.

Grown Up is not a steady state of being,
any more than being Enlightened is.
Being dead is the only steady state of being,
and there is even some misgiving about that,
given that "dead" is but a transition
between different types of energy fields,
and we hop out of one way of being
into another, "like that" (Snaps fingers).

Of course that is hypothetical, 
but so have been heaven and hell all these years.

–0–

Awareness fosters reflection
and nurtures realization.

Start with awareness,
and see where it goes.

Knowing what's what
and what's happening
and what's called for
in response,
is essential knowing--
leading directly to 
what needs to be done.

If we are right about
what is called for
and do what needs to be done
about it
in each situation as it arises,
who could do more?

Being quiet and sizing things up
is the foundation of all that follows.

Fully attending here/now
changes everything.

They should tell us this 
from the start.

–0–

There is nothing wrong with us
that getting rid of all of our
opinions, ideas, judgments, expectations,
desires, fears, animosities, ways of seeing,
thinking, believing, points of view, etc.
wouldn't cure "like that"!

So why not get rid of them?
Just stop engaging in any of them.
Simply settle into seeing/hearing
what is called for 
in each situation as it arises,
and doing that
with the gifts of our original nature
and our inherent virtuosities
(The things we do best
and enjoy/love doing most),
when, where and how it needs to be done,
and letting that be that,
moving on to what else is called for here/now,
day-by-day
throughout the time left for living.

That would transform everything. 

–0–

Who is your favorite human being,
real or fictional?

Tevya ranks as mine.

I would love to spend some time
with Tevya.

Mostly, laughing.

So, I spend time with Tevya
in my mind.

Who do you spend time with
in your mind?

Spending time with our favorite people
is time well-spent,
whether it is real
or imaginary.

Of course, the imaginary time spent
is all projection,
revealing all about us
and nothing about them.

We make them up,
but that is added value!
Because it shows us better who we are
than an actual favorite person ever could.

What we imagine that we need
IS what we need!
And we need to sit with that
and allow it to grow us up
a bit more, yet again.

I need to be 
who I imagine Tevya to have been.

Same goes for our most despised person.
We need to see all the ways we resemble
him/her.

For, they, too, are mirrors showing us
who we are,
or, at least, who we are capable of being.

And, give us something to work on
for the rest of our life.

–0–

There are books I think everyone
should read and refer to 
throughout the time left for living. 

A Joseph Campbell Companion: Reflections on the Art of Living,
by Diane K. Osbon Note: There are two books by the same title out, this is the oldest and the best in my opinion. I don't know if it is still in print, so used bookstores may be your best bet.

Focusing, by Gene (Or Eugene) Gendlin

The Radical Acceptance of Everything, by Ann Weiser Cornell

Teaching as a Subversive Activity, by Neil Postman and Charles Weingartner

Wherever You Go, There You Are: Mindfulness Meditation in Everyday Life, by Jon Kabat-Zinn

The Tao of Zen,by Ray Grigg

The Wisdom of Your Dreams: Using Dreams to Tap into Your Unconscious and Transform Your Life, By Jeremy Taylor

I'm surprised there aren't more than this,
and these seven books will tell you all you
need to know about me.

May the singers not run out of songs,
may the poets not run out of poems,
may the stars not run out of shine,
may the oceans not run out of waves,
and may things be always the same enough
to be known,
and different enough to be what we need,
time after time,
day after day.
And may we be exactly what the day needs.
Time after time.
Day after day.
World without end.

I invite you to consider your life
and see how long you can make a list
of things worth knowing.

Here follows my list
which I am creating on the spot,
right here, right now.

So you might stop reading until you have
composed your own list
to keep me from influencing you.

1) The most important thing I consider to be 
worth knowing is mindful, attentive, awareness
of each moment that is here/now.

The next most important things that I find to be 
worth knowing are our original nature,
and our inherent virtuosities--the things we do best,
and enjoy/love doing most.

The next would be knowing what's what,
what's happening
and what is called for in response
in each situation as it arises.

Additional things worth knowing in no particular order are:
Where I stop and you start.
What is my business and what is not my business.
What is worth my time and what is not worth my time.
How to recognize, access, realize, trust and follow
my intuition,
my body's felt sense,
and my nighttime dreams
through all the situations 
and circumstances of my life.

If I had all these things going for me,
I think I would have what it takes
to do right-enough by my life
in the time left for living
to be proud of what I'm doing
and to enjoy doing it.

Reserving the right to know more things
as they occur to me as being important
from here on out.

–0–

Is God male or female?
Is the question appropriate
to the occasion?

Is light male or female?
Is electricity male or female?
Is hope male or female?
Is AUM male or female?

Is "man" different from "male"?
Is "woman" different from "female"?

Where does male or female
become irrelevant?

What does "oneness" mean?

What questions do you
refuse to allow yourself to ask?

What questions do you
refuse to allow others to ask?

Where do you draw the line
between "male" and "female"?

Between "man" and "woman"?

Does "oneness" disappear all lines?

Is God one with all things?

Inseparable from all things?

What is "life"?

Where does "life" come from?

Where does "life" go?

Where does harmony belong?

What disrupts the flow of harmony?

What are the forces of destabilization?

What are the forces of stabilization?

Of harmony?

Of peace?

Discord?

Accord?

How do you harmonize yourself
with your environment?

With your life?

Are you more in accord with your life
or out of tune with your life?

How do you lose the AUM?

How do you get it back?

–0–

The individual is the hope of the world.

As an individual,
the most important thing I can do
is convince you of your own significance.

And encourage you to develop
your relationship with yourself,
particularly learning to recognize 
your original nature
and your inherent virtuousities
(The things you do best
and enjoy/love doing most),
while honoring and following
the guidance of
your intuition,
your body's felt sense,
and your nighttime dreams.

While de-emphasizing personal gain,
success, recognition and advancement
as goals worthy of you.

I lost you with that, didn't I.

You have what it takes to save the world
and you want to be wealthy.

What does, "Thy will not mine be done,"
with the "thy" being your own intuition,
your body's felt sense,
and your nighttime dreams,
mean to you?

–0–

How can anything be not God?

God is the first and the last
God is she who is honored and she who is mocked
God is the whore and the holy woman
God is the wife and the virgin
God is the the mother and the daughter
God is a sterile woman who has many children
God is she whose wedding is extravagant and who didn’t have a husband….
God is the silence never found
God is the idea infinitely recalled
God is a barbarian among barbarians….
God is a foreigner in, and a citizen of, every land
...

These words are adapted from The Thunder: Perfect Mind,
a poem found among the Gnostic gospels 
at Nag Hammadi in Egypt in 1945.

It only takes sitting with the poem
to realize that it is of God,
from God,
to God,
and so are we all.

"Why do (we) kick against the goads?"