April 05 – C, 2026

Wheat Field Harvest — Rural North Carolina

Babies are not trying to be anything–they are simply being who they are. Why/when do we stop that and start trying to be who we aren’t? And then spend our old age becoming who we were. Enjoying what we enjoy, doing what needs to be done, here, now, without worrying about why, just knowing that. Who is the knower who knows in the baby and in the old person? Who is always there within everyone. Who is the source and foundation of who we always have been and always will be.

The Life Journey is from intuition to intellect to intuition. It could be called, “The Return To Intuition.” To knowing what we know. And trusting ourselves to it. Not for any gain, advantage, reward beyond knowing what we know and being who we are. That is the life journey. “And we will not cease our exploration until we have arrived at where we started and know it for the first time” (T.S. Eliot, Little Gidding).

We are the Knower. If we live long enough, we will discover that we have always been the God at the bottom of it all, the source of it all, only us waking up to being who we are, being what we are about, all the time living out of our own intuition, out of our own knowing, out of our own intelligence, waking up finally, at last, to the realization that there is no one here but us. Never has been. Never will be. We are the God we seek and serve. It is only us. Only ourselves. And has been from the very beginning through all of the ages until right here, right now.

Published by jimwdollar

I'm retired, and still finding my way--but now, I don't have to pretend that I know what I'm doing. I retired after 40.5 years as a minister in the Presbyterian Church USA, serving churches in Louisiana, Mississippi and North Carolina. I graduated from Austin Presbyterian Theological Seminary, in Austin, Texas, and Northwestern State University in Natchitoches, Louisiana. My wife, Judy, and I have three daughters, five granddaughters, one great granddaughter, and a great grandson on the way, within about ten minutes from where we live--and are enjoying our retirement as much as we have ever enjoyed anything.

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