June 03, 2024 – B

Lake Crandall Mirror Fall 2019 — Anne Springs Close Greenway, Fort Mill, South Carolina
The days keep coming.
I try to minimize the impact
of one damn day after another
by staying out of the way,
making it find me.

I reduce my vulnerability
by limiting my exposure.
I don't ask for it.
Silence and solitude, kid.
Silence and solitude.

Silence and solitude
make the days work for their pleasure.
It helps to be unemployed.

Compassion also helps.
Compassion for the damn day.

A damn day's life can't be easy,
especially after all these years.
I don't care how much it might enjoy
delivering pain, anguish, sorrow and misery--
after a while that has to become burdensome.
The damn days have to long for a break
in the same wearisome routine.
They don't get a damn day off.

I take that into account
and imagine them needing a vacation,
wondering what they would do
with a week away from business as usual.

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Published by jimwdollar

I'm retired, and still finding my way--but now, I don't have to pretend that I know what I'm doing. I retired after 40.5 years as a minister in the Presbyterian Church USA, serving churches in Louisiana, Mississippi and North Carolina. I graduated from Austin Presbyterian Theological Seminary, in Austin, Texas, and Northwestern State University in Natchitoches, Louisiana. My wife, Judy, and I have three daughters, five granddaughters, one great granddaughter, and a great grandson on the way, within about ten minutes from where we live--and are enjoying our retirement as much as we have ever enjoyed anything.

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