June 08, 2023 – B

A Path Through The Woods 10/17/2009 Oil Paint Rendered — Wild Gardens of Acadia, Acadia National Park, Bar Harbor, Maine
"The path that can be discerned as a path, 
is not a reliable path" (Martin Palmer/Lao Tzu).

Which begs the questions:
"How good is a path that cannot be discerned?"
"What does 'discerned' mean?"
"How do we find our way,
looking for a path that cannot be discerned?"
"Where does this leave us?"
"What do we do, not knowing
whether or not it is the way,
the right way?"
Etc.

A path that can be discerned as a path
is someone else's path.
We are on our own
when it comes to finding our path.
What do we say is a path
and is not a path?

This question, "What do we say?",
leads us into emptiness
(Where we are empty of all emotions,
especially fear and desire,
all thoughts,
all we have been told
and think we know...
as empty as the space between breaths),
stillness
and silence,
waiting to know what we say,
waiting for it to emerge/arise/appear
uncontrived
to compel us to act,
knowing what is to be done here/now
"Like a person with their hair on fire
searching for a pool of water."

That is what we say.
How do we know?
Where does it come from?
How can we explain/defend/excuse/justify 
our action?

In this, we are like Jesus going to Gethsemane
and Golgotha.

We go without knowing why
in the face of all the reasons to not go
because we know this must be done,
we don't know why,
or how we know,
or what makes us think so.

This is called making our own path,
when we do not know if it is actually a path,
and we don't let that stop us--
on the order of:
"It's the pirate's life for me, Gibbs.
I have no say in the matter. 
Savvy?" 

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Published by jimwdollar

I'm retired, and still finding my way--but now, I don't have to pretend that I know what I'm doing. I retired after 40.5 years as a minister in the Presbyterian Church USA, serving churches in Louisiana, Mississippi and North Carolina. I graduated from Austin Presbyterian Theological Seminary, in Austin, Texas, and Northwestern State University in Natchitoches, Louisiana. My wife, Judy, and I have three daughters, five granddaughters, one great granddaughter, and a great grandson on the way, within about ten minutes from where we live--and are enjoying our retirement as much as we have ever enjoyed anything.

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